what i meant

প্রাক্তনকে লেখা না পাঠানো বার্তা

ক্ষমা চাওয়া, বিদায় বলা, আর সম্পর্ক শেষ হওয়ার পর যা কিছু আর বলা হয়ে ওঠেনি। এখানকার প্রতিটি চিরকুট প্রাক্তনকে লেখা, কখনো পাঠানো হয়নি।

চিরকুট লেখো

To Kyra, Ex

He told me he started to learn it just for me. You would have already been able to play it if I had asked you, except he means it and you didn't

— Her

4 hr. ago 1

To B., 13, Ex

I know I’ve been clingy since you left. I might not make it, though.. Chemo’s gonna be brutal, but I just wanted you to know that none of this was your fault and that I just wanted you to know that I love you. I blame myself for all of this, and you know that. I just wanted you to love me, y’know..?

— M.

2 days ago · Bavaria 0

To Jose H., 21, Ex

I hate that you didnt love me like I did. But I love the time I spent on you I dont regret wasting my love on you. You were the best person ever and I will always love you and I hope one day you will come back and tell me u luv me. You will forever be in my heart mind and soul and im sorry for how we ended please come back to me so I can love you the right way I promise I can love you better and more then anyone ever will.

— Alexas S.

3 days ago 0

To Sil, 18, Ex

What happened to trying again after we both grew as friends? Did that mean nothing? You don’t even seem to want to be around me anymore, let alone try to be friends. Just tell me what I did wrong. Please. You’ll always hold a place in my heart. I kept the ring. I hope you kept my letter. I still think about you so often. I don’t think I’ll move on for a while. I know you have, and I respect that. I love you more than you’ll know. I care about you.

— Anonymous

5 days ago · Richmond, VA 0

To anastasia V., Ex

i did love you but you never did. I hate you with all my heart. i gave everything to you and in return you hurt me. i hope we never see eachother again. fuck you

— anon

7 days ago · bucharest 1

To Estrellita M., Ex

why did you do me like that moreno wtf was ur deal

— Anonymous

Oct 8 · nc 0

To Kyra, Ex

Happy birthday to me. I am so greatful for today. I could have never believed this would happen. Thank you so much, to the universe, my parents, and my friends. Thank you for believing in me, and allowing me to live through such amazing experiences

— Her

Oct 7 0

To Kyra, Ex

You sure did move on quickly didn't you? All those promises were empty in the end. I will never hate you, but I will never love you again. Succeed in life, become a dancer, travel and make something out of yourself, because you are stronger than anyone else. I will watch you from afar. I would read it slowly, calmly, turning every page without truly knowing what will happen, but having a vague doubt. When I reach the chapter I hoped I would never, I close it. And never open it again.

— Her

Oct 7 0

To Lily I., Ex

I’m struggling so much with not reaching out.. it’s so hard not having you here and i just hope this is easier for you and that you’re doing better than i am with all this. i miss my pretty girl so much. if you ever see this feel free to reach out. i don’t hate you i never could. i love you dummy.

— Anonymous

Oct 6 0

To lily S., 14, Ex

I really wish our relationship hadn't ended the way it did, every night before I go to sleep I think about what we once had and how happy I was to have you in my life and to talk with you every day on the phone, you were one of the only people in my life they made my life worth seeing through.i want to reach out to you again but I don't know if you will feel the same way about me.im sorry for leaving you with that text like that, I regret it. I still love you and care about you.i miss you a lot.

— M D.

Oct 5 · Spanaway 0

To deku D., 21, Ex

this is for all the summers we didn’t get to spend. for all the holidays we should have been celebrating. for all the futures we used to look forward to. for the life we planned—not tgt anym. i just hope life is treating you well. pls i miss you so much but ik we’re never getting back to us. i miss you dearly, have i said that? do you think of me often like how i do? i miss you pls let me heal

— kei M.

Oct 3 · leyte 0

To os, Ex

our website got shut down on the 25th. i went to go see if you had put anything up of me and i was disappointed. maybe this is a sign we weren’t made to be. i’m sorry, i’ll always care about you but im worried i wont always be there to take the blade away from you.

— chel

Oct 3 1

To A, Ex

I want to be in each others lives but it never works and it hurts to say and think it . I will always be in love with you in a way that you don’t feel for me which I’ve been in denial about for years. I’m sorry though I did a lot of obnoxious shit and pushed you away and am the reason everything happened the way it did I’m sorry. I still think about you every night while I’m laying in bed and wonder of you are and if you had a good day, how you slept a million things idk I’m sorry

— Anonymous

Oct 3 0

To Jemia T., Ex

I miss you and can't stop myself from doing so, I tried but I can't talk to other girls. It doesn't feel the same and they just irritate me and I don't have the energy to text them, you were so different. I love you sm and I'm sorry If I hurt you but I was hurt too, and confused. My brain was just running circles and I didn't know what to think when you told me to lyk when Im ready so I freaked nd said I'm not. I am tho, w you. there's just things to talk abt, reach out, Consider me love.

— Anonymous

Sep 30 · Htx 0

To alexiah, Ex

right person, wrong time. i wish i'd gotten it right, i wish you knew that i meant every word i said.

— Anonymous

Sep 28 · ny 0

To Jered R., Ex

Its been forever since ive heard from you... I saw you near a few times and cried bc you were so close yet so far... i miss you.. I still and will always love you... and strongly believe it was supposed to be us.. but I only wish you happiness... even if its not me...

— Your tattoo R.

Sep 26 0

To reid, 16, Ex

you told me i was “f-ing crazy” today. i’m sorry i don’t think ill find anyone like you and i miss our conversations. im not crazy you’re just hurt i know it. im moving on now. love, bug

— c

Sep 26 0

To You, Ex

I'm okay. Don't worry. You didn't break me. You didn't make me crazy. It's not your fault. I don't hate you. I can't deny I do have hope - after all, these 8 years were the best time of my life so far so it's totally normal to hope that you'd still feel the same. But that doesn't mean I am stagnant or delusional. I am not. I am still myself, still the girl you fell in love with. Don't listen to anything else about me. Please just focus on healing. You can do it.

— Anonymous

Sep 24 0

To Odin V., 30, Ex

You hurt me more than anyone could ever possibly do so. I let you know so many parts of my soul that I wasn’t even aware of yet and you trashed them over and over. Yet, it’s funny…when I left and found someone new I became the villain. And trust me, honeybun, I’m the greatest villain of all time. The character arc I’ve had since leaving you has been epic. So I want to thank you for breaking me to the point I had to fix myself. You couldn’t have done this in your wildest dreams.

— Anonymous

Sep 23 · Michigan 0

To Nickles, Ex

Sir, I almost called you tonight. I weighed the chances you’d answer, text me tomorrow to ask what’s up, or never answer me at all. I decided not to throw the ball into your court. You hold a space in my heart I wish I could fill. I know I’ll never hear your voice again. I just wish our last conversation hadn’t been a hurried one.

— Anonymous

Sep 23 · Lexington NC 0

To mikul R., Ex

things didn't have to end this way. i tried my best. why did you keep hurting me. why did you keep lying. why did you keep making excuses. you knew i was tired. i understand you were also tired, but it doesn't sit right with me that me being hurt, and bringing up was making you pity yourself. it's like deflection. in the end, i wish you the best. even if i currently dislike you. time heals all wounds. hope you improve, but you cant if you arent willing to change. which u aren't...

— Anonymous

Sep 23 2

To Tristan S., 24, Ex

You, me and your brother were inseparable once. Being ghosted and cut off did more damage then you'll ever know. You will never see this, but im sorry. I never cheated, ally came clean about that and you still hated me. I deserved it. You loved me for years, and when you had me, the person you loved didnt exist. I was a troubled, disturbed kid. I think about you constantly. My biggest regret is the way I hurt you. Im sorry, to you, and to your brother. Im sorry I hurt you. I hope you are well.

— L S.

Sep 20 0

To bubs, Ex

thats fair... well I'll be here if you need me, you know I'll always be here...

— Anonymous

Sep 19 0

To B, Ex

I still think about you... about what could have been if you didnt lie about your age or if you were older suited for my age range for the times I get to know you, you where the sweetest and sincere you almost broke the walls I've built but I cant say yes saying yes would've contradict what I believe in. I hope you found someone who loved you more than you deserve. Thank you

— Mysterious M.

Sep 14 0