মা-বাবাকে লেখা না পাঠানো বার্তা

To my parent,

I'M SO TIRED SHT, DO I BELONG THIS FAMILY OR NOT?? IM BEING LEFT OUT, EVERYDAY NASASAKAL SA MGA MASASAKIT NYONG SALITA, LIKE SHT ITS SO UNFAIR. ANAK NYO PABA AKO?? KUNG SINASAKAL NYO LANG AKO PALAGI SA MGA MASASAKIT NA SALITA SANA PAT*Y*N NYO NALANG AKO. PALAGI NYO AKONG PINAPAGALITAN KAHIT NA WALA NAMAN AKONG KASALANAN,BAT LAGING AKO? PAG DATING SAKIN ANG UNFAIR NYO PERO PAG YUNG KAPATID KO BINIGIGAY NYO LAHAT. PAGOD NAKONG INTINDIHIN KAYO MA/PA SANA ALAM NYONG MAY ANAK KAYONG PAGOD NA LUMABAN.

— ANONYMOUS

To Mama, Parent

You put all the pressure on me to save the life your favorite child failed to protect. But no matter what I do, I will never have my place in this family because I’m just the last born, the last in the hierarchy, the child who supposedly didn’t have a ‘real’ experience since you were already done being a parent when I came along. When I’m gone, may you never forget that I did my part in this family.

— Mysterious M.

To Mom A., Parent

I’m mourning you, while you’re still alive, while we are in the same house… I wished to be the one you supported; I wish you didn’t, at least, stop me from living the life I wanted. I’m not a bad person I never was, I tried to commit su**de mainly because of you and the way MY family was treating me, and my brothers covered it up so that YOU don’t get your feelings hurt. You asked me months ago, “What do you want” so I’d forgive you… I want my 3 years back. (I still want to off myself again)

— Anonymous

To my parent,

so sorry for existing. no, really i am! im sorry for making you have to spend so much money on food, clothing, basic needs. im sorry if i made you regret having me! oh, but dont worry, i wish i wasnt born either. does that make you feel better about yourself? angry father and mother. shouting from my mother, silence from my father. devil got your tongue dad? or is it because shes your wife and you must defend her all the damn time. no worries. she'll always be a wife. not much of a mother though

— Anonymous

To To My Mama B., 67, Parent

You are always the love of my life, and as long as I live, I am going to be here for you. Even if you find my choices odd and unusual, you will come around and understand them. I'm sorry I think I failed you, your sacrifices, and your expectations. I don't know if I have time; I can't seem to find a way out of this. Thank you for your patience and for keeping me in line. You've said you are proud of me many times, but I haven't told you that I am very proud that you are my mama.

— Mysterious M.

To Father, 47, Parent

To my father, I hope you know you're a bad son, husband, provider, man, leader, brother, and everything in between. And of course, most importantly you are a bad father. You're narcissistic, egoistic, selfish, manipulative, and the greatest manchild I have ever known. You're also the pettiest man there is in this world, and the most emotionally absent father ever. You will always be in the forest of hate inside my mind, I wish you well.

— Anonymous

To Parents F., Parent

Ang sakit sa part na I would rather end my life para lang mawalan na kayo ng anak na nag ca-cause ng stress niyo. I always feel na I hadn't done anything good at all, you always call me lazy kasi lagi akong nakahilata pero ni Minsan ay hindi niyo man lang ako tinanong kung kamusta ang Araw ko sa kolehiyo Ang lagi ninyo kasing napapansin ah Ang pag papahinga ko, Ma kahit minsan ba tinanong mo yan? Hindi diba? Kapag namatay ako wag na laying mag sayang ng luha kasi nakapag bawas na kayo ng pabigat

— Yzy F.

To momma, 43, Parent

hey, please quit yelling at me.. and quit dating him! i love you so much momma, you mean so much to me, but somwtimes your so mean. it makes me mad, and makes me yell at you, i don’t wanna yell at you, i can’t control my emotions sometimes, it feels like i have to bottle them up, but love u mom

— Anonymous

To Dad H., Parent

I don't think I'll ever want to be like you, I don't want to do sports like you, I don't want to run or anything like you ever did. I don't want to get angry like you, I don't want to be what you want me to be.

— ScrubMcDub H.

To Fuck U., Parent

du ekelst mich an ich hoffe du verrottest in der hölle du widerlicher kleiner pädophiler. du hast mein leben zerstört ich kann keinen einzigen tag erleben ohne deine hände auf mir zu spüren ich war sechs jahre alt wie konntest du deine sechsjährigen tochter so etwas antun? Und das schlimmste war das geräusch in meinen beinen als du sie hochgerissen hast um "besseren zuganzig" zu haben. ich war sechs ich bin überrascht dass ich überhaupt noch laufen kann. Ich hasse es mit dir verwandt zu sein du

— Vincent R.

To mom, Parent

i hope you die

— ki A.

To my parent,

Dear mom. Why can't you be reassuring for once? I don't want to cry alone at night anymore after hearing all the words from you. It hurts. Knowing my own family doesn't support my dream. "You should just quit your entrance exam" Do you not know how much I been studying for this test? This one mistake can cancel out all my effort for the past year? I been going to the academy you wanted me to go, studying 8 to 10 hours a day to reach your standards. Now, I don't know whats the point to try

— Anonymous

To Mom, Parent

Im not your little girl anymore and I'm so sorry. I've become rude and more reserved, I wish you knew how much I love you. Im sorry for not being a better daughter, you're the best!

— Anonymous

To mommy C G., Parent

dear mommy i send you this letter saying fuck u fucking fuck you ,fuck ur hatefull speech fuck ur bs fuck ur favoritism fuck ur insuts fuck ur victim issues and fuck ur fucking fuck clothes that u have force me to wear fuck u lmaoooooo

— Anonymous

To angela H., 46, Parent

i wish u were still here with me. I miss u and ur hugs, I miss how u would do my hair and hold me when u weren't drunk. I love u to death but I think that u were selfish to get drunk on his bday and drive away. the hurt I hold for u will never go away. I wish I got to see the version of you that wasn't an alchoholic. an absent mom. I love my life now, but I wish I could just talk to you and ask why. why did u hit him? i love u but I'm still so mad, and i don't think that anger will ever leave.

— kyndall H.

To dad. and ma, Parent

It's insane how people would describe me as a ray of sunshine, motivator, the most hopeful person they know yet I have the most despair about my dad and yet I feel like im the way he is why he is because I keep triggering his childhood trauma.Since the age of four I have been the one reason my family would be stable and yet I would be the topic of fights on which parent abandons me and who protects me, was i the income or outcome of problems?

— fifteenyears

To dad, Parent

I can't tell if i hate you or not . maybe i should have helped you when mum was scratching you you but you deserved it, u wanted to abandon her and me again but then i triggered your trauma since i took her side and shouted at you for hitting her after. Your feelings were never understood by your mother when you were younger just like how u dont understand me, or how you beat me, like how she beat you, you were a young boy , now an old man yet carry the same problems - 15 yr old daughter

— Anonymous

To Mum, 52, Parent

ull neva see dis mama. but im srry. u kicked me out 4 a good reason. js wish i could see u again still. i hope u forgive me soon mama. i miss u.

— Anonymous

To Mom, 45, Parent

I love you. I know I don't say it often, but I mean it. Of course I do. I mean, how many moms does one girl get? We've went through pretty similar experiences so far. You're just more of a go-getter and extrovert than I am. I'm glad you're here and I'm grateful you decided to stay. Even if I had never been born, I would still want you to be alive. P.S | dad doesn't deserve you with his big head and loud snores

— Charlie C.

To my parent, 56,

I just want my daddy. I want you to just be nice to me. I want you to be nice to my mommy. I want you to think that other people are important and shouldn’t die because they don’t look like you. I wish you weren’t an ass, and I want a hug. I’m sorry I blocked you, but you’re being mean and I’m mad at you. I miss my daddy. Where did you go? I wanna go home.

— Anonymous

To dad, Parent

GCSEs are here and you havent said goodluck to me even once. prom is coming up yet you havent contributed a single thing towards it. not money, no emotions, not even suggested your presence. maybe i should be used to it by now, but its like a shack to the system ever time you let me down. i love you but if you dont want to be a dad then dont, just stop bringing me down into your sad selfish pity parade expecting me to help even though you do nothing for me.

— Anonymous

To Mum, Parent

Mum you say i can trust you with anything but I dont. I haven't told you about my crushes, or maybe Im a demigirl, or that I want to build a website kinda like this one. And theres no logical reason I shouldnt trust you. But I think that if you know about my crushes, you'll overreact & monologue about dating safety. and you'll always be checking my feelings and stuff. and you'll make sure i know internet safety. i should trust you, but i dont. and im sorry. Im just too sensitive sometimes.

— MK

To mum, Parent

im sorry that i cant take care of you properly, youll never see this but just know i love you

— Anonymous

To mom, 38, Parent

I'm sorry I wont ever meet your expectations. I wish you wouldn't always assume i'm always lying. I hate this. I wish could actually open up to you without you snooping too far. I can't wait to get out of this goddamn house. I love you, I do, its just I can't be myself when im near you. I wish things were how they were before I grew up. I miss how we used to snuggle in your bed. I wish we could just be normal.

— felicity G.