what i meant

দ্বিধা নিয়ে না পাঠানো বার্তা

বেনামি চিরকুট, যেগুলোর লেখক অনুভূতি হিসেবে “দ্বিধা” বেছে নিয়েছেন। প্রতিটি কাউকে লেখা, কিন্তু কখনো পাঠানো হয়নি।

চিরকুট লেখো

To casey, 17, Friend

we haven't talked in three months but i still save funny memes to send you before remembering we're not friends anymore

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 2

To my parent, 19,

dad you tell me you love me but you've never actually shown it. words don't mean anything when your actions say the opposite

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To marcus, Crush

you died in that car crash and i never got to tell you that you were my first love. i think about you every single day

— sophie

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 19,

i'm tired of being the therapist friend. everyone comes to me with their problems but no one asks how i'm doing. i'm drowning too

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To cam, 18, Friend

i replay our last conversation over and over wondering if there was something i could have said to make you stay. probably not but i can't stop thinking about it

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 2

To rowan, 15, Sibling

i know you blame yourself for the divorce but it's not your fault. mom and dad's problems have nothing to do with you being gay

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To coach martin, 18,

you're the reason i started believing in myself again. you saw potential in me that i couldn't see and you never gave up on me

— river

Aug 5, 2025 1

To kendall, 19, Friend

you deserve so much better than the toxic relationship you're in but i can't save you from something you don't want to be saved from

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To Ariana W., 17,

I HATE THAT BLACK BITCH. SHE BULLIED ME SINCE FRESHMAN YEAR. I'M A SENIOR NOW AND SHE'S STILL A HOE. HER ANCESTORS NEVER DESERVED TO BE FREED. ARIANA IF YOU SEE THIS I FUCKING HATE YOU.

— Vivian L.

Aug 5, 2025 · LA 2

To jordan, 18, Crush

you make me want to be a better person just by existing. i've never felt anything like this before and it scares the hell out of me

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To my parent, 19,

i know you're disappointed that i'm not going to be a doctor like you wanted but i have to follow my own path for once

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent,

mom i know you think i'm just being dramatic but my anxiety is real and it's killing me. i need help but i don't know how to ask without disappointing you more

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent, 16,

i know i'm not the easiest kid to love but i need you to try harder. i'm falling apart and i need my parent, not another critic

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To sage, 18, Friend

you're pushing everyone away including me and i don't know how to help you anymore. please don't shut me out like this

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 17,

i pretend to be okay at school but i cry in my car every single day. i don't know how much longer i can keep this mask on

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To jordan, 21, Ex

you taught me that not all love is supposed to hurt. thank you for showing me what healthy love actually looks like

— sage

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent,

dad you haven't hugged me since i was like 12 and sometimes i just really need one. i know men don't cry but i do and i need you to be okay with that

— jordan

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 18,

i cheated on my SATs and got into my dream school. the guilt is eating me alive but i can't tell anyone without ruining everything

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To parker, 17, Sibling

you're my twin but sometimes i feel like we're complete strangers. i miss feeling close to you and i don't know how to get back there

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To charlie, 16, Sibling

i know you're struggling with your sexuality and i want you to know that i love you no matter what. you don't have to hide from me

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 3

To mom, 20, Parent

i still flinch when people raise their voice because of how much you used to scream at me. you fucked me up and you don't even care

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 17,

i'm scared to fall asleep because that's when the nightmares come. you don't know about the trauma but it's eating me alive

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To sage, 20, Friend

you're the only person who makes me feel like myself. when i'm with you i don't have to pretend to be someone i'm not

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To dakota, 17, Sibling

i act like i hate you but really i'm just jealous that you're everything i wish i could be. confident, popular, effortlessly happy

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1