what i meant

ভালোবাসা নিয়ে না পাঠানো বার্তা

বেনামি চিরকুট, যেগুলোর লেখক অনুভূতি হিসেবে “ভালোবাসা” বেছে নিয়েছেন। প্রতিটি কাউকে লেখা, কিন্তু কখনো পাঠানো হয়নি।

চিরকুট লেখো

To mum, Parent

im sorry that i cant take care of you properly, youll never see this but just know i love you

— Anonymous

Mar 27 1

To Gasan,

I will love you forever baby. I‘m sorry for hurting you.

— Anonymous

Mar 27 0

To Zoob, 14, Friend

There is so much I want to say to you but I just can't. Zoob, if you're reading this, I wanna tell you how much I love you, I express this alot in words than my actions, but unfortunately words are my weakest love language. I hope you're doing well and overall, I know you're not gone yet but i love you so much. I love your nickname for me, please never be afraid to use it <3

— Anonymous

Mar 26 · Malaysia 0

To Khushman S., Crush

I am writing this cause I am too afraid to confess my feelings face to face. So ya I LIKE YOU!! I've had a crush on you for i don't know how long (more than 3 years) and it's not that I didn't try to get away from it, I did. But you never seemed to leave my mind. Even though you'll never get to know but those little moments that we spent together even if just as classmates, were the best and I'll cherish them for life ⁠♡

— Hina D.

Mar 26 2

To Khushman S., Crush

The first time u mentioned about playing chess in the sports room, I was so excited with the idea of u and me sitting together & playing chess that I didn't even realise that I did not know how to play it(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) After being defeated, it became my life mission to learn chess & so I did. I spent the entire summer break learning chess. And I guess my efforts succeeded cause the moments we spent together playing it are something I'll cherish forever. ⁠♡

— Hina D.

Mar 26 1

To Makayla E., 19,

You know I never thought that you would be mine. But now that you are im so scared of you leaving. I love you so much it hurts. Please don't every leave me. I yearn for your touch, your voice, and smell. The longing I have for you goes on forever. Although you are older and we can't tell people, if I could I would. I still have this feeling that something bad will happen bcause of this.

— Anonymous

Mar 25 · Rossville, GA 2

To ruby W., Friend

don't leave us. i couldnt bear it if you killed urself. I'd never leave the house, i'd never talk. everything would hurt. life would suck (and it already does). Shae would be devastated (and is!). I love you as a friend, ruby, and I'd die inside if you died. please, please dont. please.

— felicity G.

Mar 24 · Saint Louis 1

To felicity G., 14, Friend

this is your favorite color. you sing soprano. you love cute stuff. everything about you is perfect. I remember when we first met. I sat down in the choir lobby and you came over, asking about a sticker on my waterbottle, then we just clicked. I know everything about you and you know everything about me. Don't ever change, darling. I love being your friend, and connecting with you through music.

— shae D.

Mar 23 · Saint Louis, MO 0

To idkwhtweare A., 14,

I love you. I really love you. But i hate having to ask for the bare minimum. We have gone through so much together these past 2 years. good and bad. Why haven't you changed, why haven't you tried to fight for me? Am I not enough. I hate having to ask for things that you know means so much to me. sometimes i feel like you dont want this. you dont want to be with me and your just with me to not hurt me. but you've hurt me countless times. but it's okay, cause i love you.

— S S.

Mar 22 · Virginia 1

To Weezy B., 35,

I remember the first time we talked, i thought you would be just a friend but you gave no fuck and went down to my soul. I loved you, i love you now and will always love u. If only wyou were younger the timing would be perfect. In another life we are meant for each other. I remember everything abt you and will never forget. Texas guy you own my heart and this is wild. If only you were mean i would've left you with a cold heart, forever your lebanese girl.

— Joy M.

Mar 16 · Texas 1

To Luca C., Crush

I love the way you play Hockey and the way you stare at me deep into my eyes, even if they’re not as pretty as urs.

— Anonymous

Mar 16 0

To a friend,

I love you I’m sorry but I love you

— Sky

Mar 16 3

To Keon P., Crush

Hi! So like I miss u more than ever n I wanna kiss u so bad ever since my dream of you. Jus wait one day I’ll be at ur home, flowers in hand cuz u deserve it. I wanna know u love me so bad I cant deny it at all. I adore n miss ur cute little face that I wanna lay my lips on. It’s only been like 2 days but who cares rlly? No one, but me. I rlly do miss u even if it’s just for a short time cuz every sec of my life I wanna hug u and feel u, but not in a bad way. I hope I’ll see you tmrw, I love you

— Anonymous

Mar 15 1

To Keon P., Crush

‘Tis I anew. I wrote this note to tell my love for you. Albeit you have done wrong to me, with no denial of it, I wish to forgive you. I truly beg of you, forget the sins I’ve done to you. Albeit ‘tis true that I had a goal in some, my guilt’s infinite. Now, love me not…‘tis not of my concern…I love you so much. To the end of my life and the next. I wish you health, for you did to me. I want you…I need you…I adore you…I seek love from you…May your soul stay in me till the end. I wait for you.

— Anonymous

Mar 15 1

To Julia, Crush

If you ever manage to see this Julia... I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to love you when I could. Maybe I was too scared that it was wrong or that I wouldn't know what to do. This doesn't matter now but, I love you. And I hope that maybe I meet you again later, when I'm ready... -I wish I had the guts to sign this.

— I'm sorry.

Mar 13 · U.S. 0

To Onyx, Crush

Haiiii princess I know it's too soon, but I've already confessed my feelings to you, my heart melts and I can't stop it. Do you realize what I mean when I say I love you? Do you mean it the same way? It was so unexpected yet such a blessing that I got to know you, I wanna learn everything about you just so I can love you properly in every possible way. I'm sorry my emotions come off so strong in such a short amount of time. I love you baby

— M

Mar 12 · New york 0

To Phoebe R., Sibling

I'm forever proud of you. Whether we fight or act like we hate each other I love every moment of being around you, and hurting you hurts me too. So I'm sorry for my rudeness, and I do actually look up to u ok? Hiii push hahaha 🩷💚

— Kikidi

Mar 11 · Uk 1

To Beyza G., Crush

I know I've let you down many times. My sincerety never excused it, I have a lot of regrets that haunt me everyday, but I'm more worried about how my regrets haunt you. You deserve better, and I'm trying to become that. I don't want your love or forgiveness, but I'll do my best to end up being your biggest support whenever you need it and even when you don't. I do love you, but I realize sometimes caring is more valuable than just loving. I really care about you ♡

— Anonymous

Mar 10 · Finland 1

To Keon P., Crush

I’m not done yet. I just want to thank you. Thank you for always resisting all of my immature temper tantrums even when I was at my angriest. That’s why I love you so much. Sometimes I imagine myself crying into your arms. Perhaps you’re my only source of comfort. Perhaps that’s why I love you. I know that you know who I am, okay? So if you see this, do NOT let me know. Let me enjoy the suspense of the chance of you seeing this at any moment. I love you. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

Mar 9 1

To Keon P., Crush

Though you may never see this message, I just want to let it out. I’m in love with you, okay? I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to hurt you, accidentally or intentionally. And I forgive you for everything you’ve done wrong to me as well. Oh, but what’s the point? I don’t care if you think we’re only friends, I just need you to know that I love you. To the moon and back. Though, I respect your decision to not reciprocate. I love you so much. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

Mar 9 1

To Lisa,

I miss you. I still write poetry about you, it's always been about you. I wish I had received your text that December, if I knew how you felt we could've made things work between us. I'm sorry my life got so complicated, I promise I've always been honest about my feelings for you, you were my first love and you always will be. I think you know that, I hope you don't resent me. I love you, and I wish you the best, hopefully your mom won't be so harsh on you in the future Stay safe and take care💞

— Anonymous

Mar 9 · Germany 1

To Haziq H., 17, Crush

i don’t get it, do you have feelings for me? or am i just playing myself? i’m sorry for thinking i ever had a chance with you when i knew you were still in love with your ex.

— Anonymous

Mar 8 · Malaysia 1

To Lucas S., Ex

I love you my sweet boy. I hope it's us, but if it's not I hope you never doubt that I wanted it to be.

— Anonymous

Mar 8 0

To Saifan W., 16, Ex

I hate you a little for how it ended and that I broke up with you but it was your fault, I had to the feeling of you neglecting me or our relationship was too strong . I also hate you because since you I’ve loved and liked people, but not like how I did you, not like how I was devoted to you. I haven’t been in a relationship since you and I hate it, I may miss the loving moments that we had but I don’t miss you.

— Kya B.

Mar 6 · Bangladesh 0