অন্য কাউকে লেখা না পাঠানো বার্তা

To adri, 16,

soon you'll be 17, and i don't know you as well. we've texted a couple times but i can tell i'm not your bestfriend. it's okay tho cause i know i was for some time. i'm not ashamed to say it was the best time of my life. sometimes i wonder if we think of each other at the same time. maybe you don't even think about me. idk. i do. everyday.

— G

To Destin,

I think I accidentally fell in love with you. You didn't want me, but God, I really wanted you. Maybe I just like attention. Maybe I'm just stupid and you're gorgeous. Still, the feelings I had I thought were real. I ruin every potential relationship. I fuck everything up. In a different life you and I would have had the hottest fake arguments in a waffle house somewhere. You charming, beautiful, hilarious, antisocial prick, I can't stop wanting you. I'm obsessed and disgusted with myself.

— Anonymous

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

To Merna D., 15,

You know that you'll never belong to your new group, you never will. Your new group is more different from you than you'll ever be and it'll always be something you will never change.

— Anonymous

To Oscar P.,

You matter so much to me, so much more than you know. You are one of the only things keeping me alive right now osya. I love you. I need you. I'm so grateful I have you.

— Vincent R.

To Vi,

You always used to say that everyone thought your favorite color was purple. I could tell it bothered you. I still chuckle about it sometimes. Your favorite color is yellow. I wish I never made you uncomfortable. I don’t know what I did to make you feel that way. I remember first getting out of the hospital, and running to see you. I’m still angry, but, I think I miss you.

— Anonymous

To Corhan P., 21,

I love you so much, this is when I really realised when you were at home and you were so sad and I felt so much pain in my heart I never have for anyone and that’s when I knew and you were telling me 🥺 I love you so much I hope we work out and we have a future Corhan ❤️ I love you xxxxx All I want is good for you everything come good in the end all I want to see is you happy such a beautiful soul on which I have never met before! I cherish you darling🫶🏽 Thank you 🌎C xxxxx

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Why is it the days I really want you for something...a pep talk...support...encouragement...excitement...you hardly ever emotionally available. I really wanted to talk today

— K B.

To Adam F.,

You are the first guy i feel like i have been able to be myself around and i dont want to lose that. You are my first everything and such an important part of my life. Through my insecurities and our struggles you havent made me feel unloved or not cared for. I hope i can give everything back to you and give you the best, its what you deserve. I love you

— Anonymous

To R C.,

I love you, I miss you so much

— K B.

To You,

I work so hard. I've spent our entire relationship learning better communication and taking care of everything. used to be more back and forth but now there is nothing, just me taking care of everything again. I'm very tired and I don't understand how you don't see this is killing me; I've tried explaining it in all the ways I can, but I don't think you ever will. I hate how conflicting this is because I don't want to leave-- I love you, and you are the only one who I like spending time with.

— Anonymous

To M E.,

why dont you just tell me how you feel. i feel insane trying to figure it out and yet you act like you dont care. was is casual when we laughed about how daniel caeser was the only thing i listened to and that same day u put him on ur note?? i think not. but ik u dont feel the same coz i see how u look at every other girl here. so why dont you talk to me..?

— J K.

To someone,

i wanted to tell you how much i liked you...but you never even told me your name. and what i found out really hurt me. u liked my best friend and she knew how much i liked you. i still think about u tho...

— Anonymous

To Hardy, 30,

Yearning at 12:11AM. I want to be with you, but I know I can't.

— Sway Late

To Dilshan,

I still remember you even after that one encounter that turned me off. I don’t know why but I expected something to happen but there was none. Maybe I was too delusional and held on to the possibility of creating a connection with you. Maybe I did idealize you many times and honestly, you were really one of a kind. Mahirap akong makalimot. You have a place in my heart. I hope you reach your dreams and find what you’re looking for in life. Thank you for the memories.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

-continued- BUT i know you support me, knowing you do support me is what is getting me by with all these conflicting thoughts. Point is, I miss you SO much, I hope youre okay, I cant wait to, hang out again, travel again, laugh again, be silly again, open up again. I miss your voice, I miss your eyes, I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your face, I miss your scent, I just miss you so much. Someday things will get back to normal...even better than "normal". Goodnight for now, i love you

— K B.

To R C.,

-continued- I think you get the point of how sorry I am, and what ive been thinking of lately. 2 days ago, I saw your position posted so I applied, today I was called about it. I do wonder if one day youll resent me for taking over, but I wouldve been upset if it was anyone else. I did it becauee in a way I feel it'll bring me closer to you. And I also...i do know that you know being at my campus is destroying my mental health, i know you understand, im just sorry, i feel selfish. (Continued).

— K B.

To R C.,

-continued- im sorry for the behavior of my campus for causing this chaos. You didnt deserve that...i wish I couldve done something more. I also wish you knew how bad I feel constantly thinking I could've done something more. Everyday I miss you, Everyday I think about you, Everyday im wondering how youre doing...what youre doing..Everyday I constantly replay that day and what could've been different. I overthink about all the details im not aware of when it comes to the campus (continued)

— K B.

To R C.,

So, its been a bit since I wrote something...the past few weeks have been a doozey..so here's goes. Last week Wednesday, marks the day I started my anti anxiety medication, and the day you were let go...what a day. Today marks a full week that has passed since then. I am still in shock, confused, angry, sad, depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, I still cant believe it happened, I miss you very much and it still doesn't feel real. I wish i could fully put into words how sorry i am(..to be continued)

— K B.

To big t,

doing jack shit wont get you any closer to an engineering job. the more you waste time doing nothing after telling me of all people you have to do life stuff was a dead giveaway i was nothing more than a week long excitement. you say that like the co-captain and student council president doesn't understand the concept of business. don't keep your team waiting and next time don't tell someone you're seeing you make excuses not to go outside, coward. ps, an hour and 30 minutes isnt long distance.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I don't know who else to say this but I really want to feel romantic love. Sure. Friends and family are nice. But I want to be loved by someone who could understand me in a way nobody else ever could... and also, maybe get railed real good.

— Anonymous

To Kunsh, 18,

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am with you believing it. I wish I could've changed faster for you, and I wish we would've never gotten this bad. I know we're supposed to get back together soon, but I can't stop thinking.. am I really good for you? I just want you happy, kun. I've realized I was the problem, almost every time. I miss you being my sweet boy, I miss you before I turned you into this. I miss you in general, kunkun. I hope you see this, I still love you.

— Bubble

To someone, 16,

did anything really matter to you? sometimes i think i don't fully understand you. did you even care? cause i could've sworn you liked me. at least a little bit goddamnit. sometimes i think you miss me and sometimes i feel like i made it all up. like i imagined the way you looked at me. maybe it wasn't as deep for you as it was for me. maybe you were just casual about it. maybe we really weren't that much alike.

— Anonymous

To A M., 16,

i really never quite understood you. i really thought you liked me. i could've sworn you liked me. at least you acted like you did. but then you got a gf? like out of nowhere? what happened to us?

— Anonymous