To Herbert H.,
Ex
I thought you love me. I thought you meant it when you said "I love you more or forever." And maybe you were right. Maybe you do still love me but I wish I could feel that. Breaking up with me for the future but we are 17. We literally have the WHOLE future to figure out our life's. You told me I'd be your wife, the mother of your children. Maybe I still will be. Maybe you'll come back. I wish you'd come back now. I love you. More than you'll ever know. So I'll keep waiting..and waiting ect. ily
— You alr know
To Santa C., 120,
Santa baby, just slip a sable under the tree for me.
Been an awful good girl.
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight. Santa baby, a 54 convertible to light blue.
I'll wait up for you, dear.
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight.
Think of all the fun I've missed.
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed.
Next year, I could be just as good.
If you'll check off my Christmas list.
Santa baby, I wanna yacht.
And really that's not a lot. Been an angel all year.
— Anonymous
To o,
I'm certain you will never see this. But, I'm mostly writing it for myself.
That summer I was really struggling. I have bad thoughts and I still struggle with socializing. I need more people like you in my life that actually cared. You said words that I can still hear.
Life isn't fair. I wish I could see your contagious smile again.
( i am worried something will happen to me before we meet again. sorry for being a stalker and viewing your stories all the time :/ )
It was all you. <3
— Anonymous
To Justin F.,
Friend
i’m sorry that i didn’t acknowledge how you felt for me before. i wish i had taken a sign and taken the hint, but i didn’t. i miss what we could’ve been and i’m sorry for messing up our relationship over something so dumb. u must hate me now and i wish u were the one who asked me, not him.
— Anonymous
To L,
I didn’t even want you for that. I’m a fucking loser
— Anonymous
To L,
Ex
I’m so fucking sorry I’m completely disgusted.
— A
To Calie J., 15,
Friend
Calie you were always my best friend even though I wasn’t yours I wish I could’ve been your best friend to I wish you didn’t treat me the way you did even though you didn’t technically do anythjng you hurt me by not answering the phone or taking days to reply you’ve always been my number 1 but I don’t know why I shouldn’t have let you sit that high on my list but you do bad I can’t change that because you’ll be my best friend even when I’m not yours
— Tt H.
To L,
Ex
God. I’m a fucking horrible person for that. You’re 100% right. I deleted them all a while ago. Fuck god I really did that. I’m so so fucking sorry.
— A
To A,
Ex
It’s not right for you to be mad at me after all the shit you did. Genuinely reflect on your actions I beg. I sent you videos and photos and so much stuff and you had a girlfriend (without telling me NO LYING ABOUT IT ACTUALLY.) and were telling me oh just wait just wait till school starts but keep showing me your body because it belongs to me. Like do you understand what that does to someone. Grow up. Look at what you did. Then try to be mad at me for what I said. I don’t hate you.
— L
To Tempy T., 29,
Ex
Tempy Baby. I see your posts to him. I know I hurt you, but please..Don’t do this to me. The affairs meant nothing, give me time give me support. I’ll be better. I promise. I’ll figure it out. I know I’ve already lost you, but can’t you love me the way you love him? What’s does he have that I don’t. I love you more than I’ve loved anyone before.
— Anonymous
To L,
Ex
Hey, I know you’ll never see this but I don’t know why I can’t stop thinking about you. I’m so mad at the things you said to me but fuck. Ugh. I know I’m in the complete wrong l. I’m sorry just tell you hate me please.
— A
To a friend,
Words never feel like enough when Im missing you. I've tried everything to move on, everything to forget. Everytime I get close, what stops me is myself, and I hate myself for that. We never had anything more than just a friendship, even if we both talked and acted as if more was there. It wasn't a issue of bravery, not something we wanted to hide. The situation just didn't work for us. I'm sorry that I messed things up in the end. I know you haven't forgotten me, but Im scared you want to.
— Anonymous
To Violet K.,
Ex
I miss you so much, I wish I could talk to you like normal atleast one more time, but I can’t. I ruined everything. I ruined us, as a relationship and friendship. Now you’ve moved on and it still hurts me every day that I messed everything up and hurt you. I hate myself so much for hurting you, I hope you can forgive me one day. I still love you so much, I never won’t love you.
— Milo G.
To Tempy T., 29,
Ex
My love, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you sacrificed everything for me. I thought I could make you happy. I’m sorry I cheated. I’m sorry I won’t try to meet you on your level. I see you growing into someone new, someone who doesn’t need me. I wish we had figured it out.
— Anonymous
To L,
Ex
You’re right. You deserve much better.
— A
To Jeremiah C.,
Ex
why did you do me like that? I still love you so much my handsome boy. idk why you said you're so happy with her but you were stalking me for like a week. I would do anything to have you back. always and forever💙
— jayden W.
To Nickles,
Ex
Sir, I dreamt of you last night. Sometimes I think we are still soul tied. I thought if I moved far enough away, I could break the tie. I was happy here with him for a bit, but even when I was happy I still thought of you. I’d find you in the stillness of a Wednesday morning or the smell of fresh cut grass. Do you think of me too? If I told you the truth would you ever speak to me again? You told me once you had love and marriage once-you won’t have it again. I think you are my one love.
— Anonymous
To Nickles, 39,
Ex
My dearest Sir,
The reason we ended was all a lie, but I knew if I admitted it. It was too late. I have been in therapy for years now, I’m a whole different person. I wish you could meet her. I dream of you often, long for you always, and crave you with every fiber of my being. You are my one regret in life. I wish I could tell you the truth. I wish that would change things. If I move back to NC would you take me back? I’ll always love you with my whole chest. I love you,even without a beard
— Anonymous
To A,
Ex
It was my idea because you know what I’m tired. I’m tired of this stupid game you’re playing. I’m not gonna sit here and look stupid while you get to talk to another girl and not tell me and YOU get to do whatever you want while you have the audacity to say that I belong to you. I love you so fucking much Alex but I can’t stand getting treated like this anymore. I deserve better. I deserve to be loved and not just be a maybe. Call me when you can understand that.
— L
To L,
Ex
Call me whatever you want.
Call me Will, call me Joe
Call me that fucking liar.
Call me in the middle of the night.
— A
To dylan M.,
Ex
ill always love you but never understand why you lead me on after we dated for almost a year. ill never get over those curls and beautiful brown eyes. you know ill always be attached. i miss you and i love you more than you will know peanut. ill always long for you no matter what. find me one day if we loose eachother im always here even tho i said to never come back
— sky M.
To L,
This time it was your idea.
— Anonymous
To cherry C., 22,
“the letters that i wrote to you, you can’t see them from here.”
taken from one of my favorite songs. i know you’ll never see this, but fuck it’s been so hard without you. it still is, i think it’ll always be like that.
it’s been so long, it still hurts like it only happened yesterday. but hey, i hurt you more because i’m a piece of shit and i violated that contract we had.
you’re obviously doing way better than before, i suppose i’m happy. never had the balls to look at you.
— Voldemort
To ARKI A., 21,
Crush
He's so cute and very attractive. He's from CEA, he doesn't know me, but idk why I'm so drawn to his aura and charisma. I saw him earlier at the UPANG gym. He walked near us, and it feels like he is walking slowly through the air. I've seen him several times, but this time, I think I have fallen for his charm. I'm hoping that we can get to know each other or at least be acquaintances, so that I can see him every day. Also, ahhhh he is sooo very handsome in their video making contest. Go, ARKI!
— BSEDENG K.