what i meant

An unsent message to Nickles

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To Nickles, 39, Ex

My dearest Sir, The reason we ended was all a lie, but I knew if I admitted it. It was too late. I have been in therapy for years now, I’m a whole different person. I wish you could meet her. I dream of you often, long for you always, and crave you with every fiber of my being. You are my one regret in life. I wish I could tell you the truth. I wish that would change things. If I move back to NC would you take me back? I’ll always love you with my whole chest. I love you,even without a beard

— Anonymous

Jul 7 · Lexington NC 5
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To myself,

It's 1h30 am. I overate tonight. I did get my period back tho. Thank god

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He told me he started to learn it just for me. You would have already been able to play it if I had asked you, except he means it and you didn't

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everytime i have to face you i get reminded of all the moments we shared. i miss you. way too much

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To someone,

Fuck I miss you. I hate seeing you.

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To Arminas,

I genuinely do love you even if you don’t love me the same way <3 I told you I’ll always use yellow so you know it’s me :)

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To navya,

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To Jimena,

Idk what to sayyy tonight other than I miss youuu. I’m so lonely frrrrr I might play with someone random ppl in the hall like play eye tag and “accidentally” brush against them bc I’m bored and these ppl keep looking at me but I will NOT end up liking or dating these ppl. I’m only for you Bebe.

— Anonymous

22 hr. ago 1

To someone,

I hope this gives you the closure you needed. You can text me whenever, if you want.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

Because it’s not for you dumb fuck

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

Yes, I will not check. It's too confusing.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I’m still gonna dorky. I didn’t even think you still checked it. I doubt you ever will again.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

You don't have to say anything on the websites anymore

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

You were the best thing that ever happened to me and it’s 100% my fault everything happened.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I'm sorry too

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I do know dorky. I know I destroyed everything. I don’t know why I can’t stop trying. I’m sorry.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

Okay, I will not say anything ever again

— Anonymous

yesterday 3

To someone,

Fuck no Alex. I want nothing to do with you. This is the most you’ll ever get from me. Ever. You ruined every single chance I gave you. Get that through your dense head.

— Anonymous

yesterday 2

To someone,

So my first mistake was actually Tatum. Can we call?

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

Your first mistake was believing that every post was from me. There are so many things I want to tell/explain to you, but I would never express them on the websites.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I genuinely believe losing you and treating you how I did was the second biggest mistake of my life.

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I’m gonna get better and stay better this time

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

I got better, then much worse

— Anonymous

yesterday 1

To someone,

Years you’ve said that lie

— Anonymous

yesterday 1