what i meant

The messages we never sent. The words we never said.

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To Haziq H., 17, Crush

i don’t get it, do you have feelings for me? or am i just playing myself? i’m sorry for thinking i ever had a chance with you when i knew you were still in love with your ex.

— Anonymous

Mar 8 · Malaysia 1

To Lucas S., Ex

I love you my sweet boy. I hope it's us, but if it's not I hope you never doubt that I wanted it to be.

— Anonymous

Mar 8 0

To brandon, 15, Friend

im sorry for confessing last year. did i ruin our friendship? i thought i would never see you again so that why i did it. i still miss you, maybe you miss me too? we dont talk anymore but i wish we did. would it be alright if we were still friends? i hope we are. i dont know if we can still talk like we used to, but i would want to. hope ur doing alright. hopefully you'll never see this, i don't know if i want you to tell me if you do xx

— m

Mar 8 0

To Saifan W., 16, Ex

I hate you a little for how it ended and that I broke up with you but it was your fault, I had to the feeling of you neglecting me or our relationship was too strong . I also hate you because since you I’ve loved and liked people, but not like how I did you, not like how I was devoted to you. I haven’t been in a relationship since you and I hate it, I may miss the loving moments that we had but I don’t miss you.

— Kya B.

Mar 6 · Bangladesh 0

To Sven, 23, Friend

I wish I could speak to you about what's going on in the world right now. I know you'd have some amazing insight into things like war and world conflict. A lot of the people around me say these things are too hard to think about, or have opinions I know are deeply immoral. But you're good down to your core. You're the only person I ever felt I could be fully myself around, the only person who ever understood my internal thought process. I miss you and I hope that you are okay.

— Anonymous

Mar 6 0

To geo A., 13,

i wanted to tell you i was hurt, that you were a good friend. but i was too childish and emotionally immature. i wish you the best, i hope you’re happy. it was a good three years, and i’m sorry for being so negative and egoistic. you were always there for me, and that felt so special and meaningful. i’ll remember everything, even if i say i don’t. i know that you pretended to like things i loved, and im really grateful for that. i love you, daisy/gege. lots of love, sai.

— sai

Mar 6 · perth, WA 0

To Bk N., 17,

Hi amor. Unsent project won't let me do more than one a day but I have so much to unsend. Are kids would have been so cute.The marriage we could have had. I doubt your family would have liked me at all but it's ok. All I wanted was you.I have never told you what danger you saved me from.the one that came before you. But you are the one I care about.I love you man I really do. Sometimes I wish you worent religious but you wouldn't be you. I know your here. Neither of us are going anywhere amor-R

— Rosa B.

Mar 6 · Dublin 0

To Bk N., 17,

Hi bk9. I doubt you'll ever read this.I miss you but I don't because I know your always here. No matter how much I tried to stop that.and God knows I did. We could have been married.I wanted to.But I cant keep that promise to you or myself. We are still basically kids. There was a time in my life where all I saw for me was death or living my life with you. I don't know if it will happen in this life. Maybe the next? I wish I could be the perfect muslim girl for you. I love you

— Rosa

Mar 6 · Dublin 0

To T T., 17, Friend

Hey you know I never thought our bond will ever break that our friendship we live on as a tale we would tell our children too but has fate as it on a particular summer night in July everything ended the night long messages the hours spent all gone in a swift of a conversation I never thought you would fall prey to a lie so easily. I thought you would fight for me, fight for our friendship but no you just wrote a message that broke my heart into million pieces. You could have atleast talked me

— Anonymous

Mar 5 · Gujarat,India 0

To Sirjan N., 15,

Hi…ig you dont miss me like I miss you..idk whats going on you’ve been on my mind these days..i love the poems you post..but im trying to not miss u..i still miss the old u btw..it looks like ur not interested in talking anymore …thats fine…i love you forever firefly<3

— Anonymous

Mar 5 · India, 2

To xaiver W., 18,

u prob find me embarrassing and annoying to get rid of. ive reach out so many times. im sorry i hope we do meet again one day and start all over. i'll wait an eternity even tho i know you dont want me anymore.

— angie

Mar 5 1

To K L.,

I don’t know why I miss you like this, why I’m desperate and can’t stop asking. You are the glowing streetlamps and the setting sun hiding behind sheets of cloud and rain. I want to dance with you in a field again like the summer won’t crash over us. You haunt me at all times and I am left sleepless even now years later. Is there a way for me to receive absolution? Please don’t tell me this is it, do not leave me here where I cannot find you. I miss you, and I’m sorry I miss you

— N G.

Mar 4 · Columbus 0

To Ethan-Dasher P., 16, Ex

Dasher/Ethan, I never really got over you. Let's be honest here, I'm still not over you. I love you with everything I have left in me and there's no replacing what we had, however short it was. But you're a horrible person. You smoke and make fun of people who did nothing to you. You were the best love I had, and the worst realization ever. Hope you know that you're horrible and we literally talk about you every day. In a bad way. Finally done w/ you and all you did to me, Rudolph/becca

— Enoch B.

Mar 3 · Alabama 2

To someone,

Tate, If I wrote myself in, I wouldn't be a princess in a safe castle. I'd be the one at the machine---the one who knows where all of your meetings/classes are but stays in the shadows. I'm writing a version of us where you actually look at me and see me and like me and choose me, not just the game.

— Anonymous

Mar 3 3

To Tate C., Crush

Tate, And you do that little greeting and you have no idea that you're inhaling all the oxygen in the room. You take up so much space, and when you leave, I'm left with the vacuum. How am I supposed to breathe when you've taken all the air with you? I made Kieran cruel so I could justify why she stays away. But you aren't cruel; you're just "Haiiii!!" and kindness, which is a much harder thing to survive.

— Anonymous

Mar 3 4

To someone,

Still to that one boy in 10th grade: I keep trying to write a chapter where Malix/Kieran (the 2 characters based off of him) don't appear but you're like a recurring motif. I can't describe a river or a lake without using the color of your eyes, and I hate that I've given you that much power over my vocabulary.

— Anonymous

Mar 3 3

To tate C., Crush

To that one boy in 10th grade: I like you a lot. Like, obsessive type of like. I don't think it's even a like, really. It's more like.... limerence or mania (limerence and mania are obsessive types of love). That sounds wrong. Let me restart. I really like you. I don't wanna tell you because you don't wanna date and you obviously don't like me, but it's okay. I also know Kirby doesn't have any love interests in the games or shows, but we can write one in. That's what we're good at, right?

— Enoch B.

Mar 3 · alabama 2

To Marya K., 18,

I would still go back to the day we met, even if I knew how badly we'd end.

— O A.

Mar 2 2

To Emma H., 17, Ex

it’s over fully i guess,I love you and I always will.I still have your perfume untouched btw,send my love to Tristan x

— Sam B.

Mar 2 · Tunbridge wells 1

To annie, Friend

i was only acting that way because i was jealous of him. i wanted you to love me. and i wish i told you how i felt before you told him how you did. ill always love you but i know we’ll forever be just friends.

— Anonymous

Mar 1 1

To Cassandra, 22, Ex

I thought leaving you and thinking "you'll find someone better" was a good idea. I guess I'm wrong. I've red your letter and I'm too late. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I'm sorry for hurting you and I know my apology can't do anything. But I will never get tired of seeking for your forgiveness and I hope you forgive me someday even if it takes years. I hope we cross paths again if the universe lets us. Maybe.

— Anonymous

Mar 1 · Los Baños 2

To tommy T., 13,

it's stupid, really. I thought you'd just be a person I'd like for a month or two, move on and forget your existence. But no, you became more then that. You became someone I could never forget, your voice and laughter carries through the wind wherever I go, your presence in my dreams haunting me, how long until I can breathe without you? How much longer do I have to wait for my heart to stop beating for yours, and my soul to yearn for you? I'm only so young, and yet I feel years of longing.

— emily P.

Feb 28 2

To someone,

Hey Will, I sincerely take our relationship into such consideration. You fill up my empty thoughts, and you make my heart hammer like crazy when your near. I crave your scent, I miss your smell, I love your warm touch and most importantly I love you. Your the most coolest girl I’ve ever met and your so swaggers. Your presence heals my inner child and I hope you feel the same way. I yearn for your love the way I yearn for you and I miss you so much, more than i already do. I love you - Mike

— Anonymous

Feb 27 0

To Dami, Friend

My top floor boss! I’m so proud of you. You’ve come so far. This is only the beginning. You have so much to look forward to. I’m glad that I’m your friend. Let’s shine together — I love you, Dami

— Anonymous

Feb 27 · UK 1