Unsent messages about closure

To Carter T., 17, Ex

I don’t know where to start. Monday, Nov 17th. My life changed. I learned that I was capable of doing the one thing i couldn’t wait on, loving someone.. and it happened to be me loving you. No words truly are capable of capturing the immensity of my love for you. No definition could be strong enough to describe how the love courses through my veins. You were my everything, and tbh.. still are. There’s sm more i could say but i got a limit.. I love you Cartello. untill we meet again. Sai

— Sai W.

To May,

My bestest friend. You've saved me so many times. I know we're not as close as we used to be but I love how much you've grown. I'm so proud of everything you've achieved. I hope things continue to work out for you. I hope that we can stay in each others lives like we used to say. Force our husbands to be friends and host our extravagant dinner parties. I miss you and how things used to be. Miss the days in the college bar and our long summer days on the beach

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I never planned on falling for you. I tried so hard to be rational & detach but it wouldn't work. I truly don't understand why I can't seem to move on from you. I feel so connected to you even though we're not on speaking terms anymore. I hate how short our time was. I wish we had more time. I loved everything about you & I love how different you are from other guys. I never wanted to get married but if I could it would have been you. I still love you and miss you 🤍

— Anonymous

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

To Kelsey D., Friend

You are my very best friend ever! You have seen me through so much and i hope and pray i never lose you. You mean the most to me and i am so grateful for you. I hope you will be in my wedding and in my kids lives. Hopefully we can travel together someday! I love you please stay my friend forever!🩷

— Vanessa

To Brennan, Ex

You really messed me up. I wish things became more between us. I wish you didnt haunt me like you do. I wish i didn’t think about you as much as i do. You were my biggest crush for four years, and i got a few months of half friendship half confusion out of you and a years worth of regrets and anger. Im with someone else now, and he’s perfect, i love him. But that doesnt mean i dont still think of you sometimes. I hope you find better and find peace in yourself.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

So, its been a bit since I wrote something...the past few weeks have been a doozey..so here's goes. Last week Wednesday, marks the day I started my anti anxiety medication, and the day you were let go...what a day. Today marks a full week that has passed since then. I am still in shock, confused, angry, sad, depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, I still cant believe it happened, I miss you very much and it still doesn't feel real. I wish i could fully put into words how sorry i am(..to be continued)

— K B.

To Shandiin T., 18, Ex

I'm sorry. I hope you know I have been punished for my actions and I hope you can find peace

— Anonymous

To Vega, Ex

I'll learn how to move on, I'm sorry I'm having a hard time to. I'm sorry for everything.

— Anonymous

To WInston A., Crush

That day, I was supposed to come up to you and confess my feelings. I should have, after gaining hope that you liked a girl like me. Though I knew it was a high chance you liked my friend, not me. And I'm sorry if you did like me, I was too blinded by love too much to realize if you did like me. Please forgive me I was a lovestruck fool back then, I hope you're doing well. Please see this.

— Anonymous

To Tejas R., 16,

Hii....the day you told me that, I did not had guts to look you in the eyes...I always regretted my actions...you were there happy all the time and when I used to see you, my thorat used to feel heavy, I just couldn't say your name even.... I am sorry for i have hurt you, and even if you aren't sorry...I am trying to forgive you . Take care, have a nice life

— Anonymous

To Aimashk S., 16, Ex

i love you a lot you know it haina? and i will always i promise but i have to leave you so you can have a better life and a better partner you deseve better things. in fact i wont ever be able to move on but i have to do this for you. takecare my love my baby mera bacha<3

— h F.

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

To a friend,

You did me dirty. I know maybe i messed up too but I will never forgive you for what you did to me. It’s so hard to move past things because you were so rude. And now you act like I’m your friend and honestly I hope you well but I wish you had at least said sorry to me.

— Anonymous

To Verde M.,

Auntie V, your words are just a cloudy haze by now, but I still remember the gist, the feelings I had after. You criticized me when my looks mattered most to me, while I was sick, while I was forced to spend every hour with you. I still don't forgive you, and I don't think I ever will. What I hate most is how it aligns so well with all you've done before. Mom said we're never seeing you again. Worst part is I don't think I'm upset about it.

— Red M.

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

To alicja,

Im desperately trying to move on but i cant your always on my mind, but i know it'll never be me

— Anonymous

To jahnarr,

you haunt me even though I know you never loved me. but it was too intimate. reach out someday and give me closure. I wont reach back. im in love with another.

— Anonymous

To Robert M., Ex

I was falling for you. I know that wasn't the plan. I have no resentment from the choice you made to walk away. I know you've made mistakes in your life, but all I ever wanted and deserved was the truth from you. Instead I got no answers, no explanation, and no closure. I am reminded of this everytime I look at my son and somehow I dont have the ability to hate you.

— Anonymous

To Kadence J., 13, Crush

I wish you chose me and not her even though I know she was probably a better choice. I know Im not as pretty or as smart, but I love you more, and I'm willing to fight for it. I will be waiting I hope you know I will be waiting for you to let go. I love you Tiny

— S D.

To G, 13,

HEY . I LOVE U . MISS U . I KNOW U ARE HAPPY NOW . EVEN THO E ARE STILL I N THE SAAME CLASS I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BE IN SAME CLASSA AS U AT HIGH SCHOOL . IN 28 DAYS WE WILL CHANGE SCHOOL BUT WE WILL STILL BE IN SAME SCHOOL FOR OTHER 5 YEARS AND THATS GREAT FOR ME . AND HOPEFULLY I WILL MOVE ON IN THOSE 5 YEARS . LOVE U MY G . BYEEE.

— Anonymous

To my crush, 15,

i've loved you for so long and i'm so tired of waiting. i don't even know what exactly am i waiting for, but i feel like i can't move on. if i stay it will never be me. if i let go it will never be you. and i wanted it to be you. i don't know. i just... i don't know.

— i cant say

To myself,

We literally have a timer on our lives. That's why I'd rather move on and try to do better next, than muddle around waiting for things to improve. But then, things happen and I DO muddle around. It's annoying. It's frustrating. And... It hurts. I just hope that when this pain passes, I can see the rainbow again. It's sad that we have to go through pain, before reaching a place of peace. But, I DO hope that you have more rainbows than pain.

— Anonymous

To Tzvi, Ex

I cant express myself well with 500, not even with a book i would, i dont know what im trying to prove, make you understand, know or need but i seriously hope you are as pathetic as i am for you, i adore you but i really need you to stay in the same place as me, i cannot let you go, i will not let go our experiences and the things ive felt, it was too big to ever forget or try to recreate. Im selfish, i really wanted to go on even if it was killing us. Do i really love you? I love you.

— its obvious