what i meant

The messages we never sent. The words we never said.

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To Burhan,

I just really miss you. It hurts so much. I know that I have lost every right to complain — after what hell I have put you through. But please, my love, let me fix it for you, for us. Let me at least try, please don't push me away when I call. I wish I could tell you what I have gone through. I'm sorry, they're all liars. Half of the things are a lie. I'm so sorry. I hate this, I hate myself. I can never be with anyone but you. You're my love, I love you I love you so much baby I'm sorry

— Fatima Z.

Jul 5 0

To Burhan A.,

Hey, I don't know if you'll ever read this — Lili. I don't know how to start, where to start and where to end this. Every day falls by the same. In regret, pain, longing. For you. For us. For what we had. I still pray for you and I every day, hoping that my prayers come true. Hoping that it will be us in the end. I wonder if you hate me now. Do you? Please dont. I love you, so much that it hurts. My soul is rotting more and more every day. Please forgive me, wait for your Mimi, please.

— Fatima Z.

Jul 5 · P 0

To Lebron S., 20, Ex

I can’t say fully what I want to, hopefully you’ve gotten my 600 unsent messages, I will be devastated until I know that you’ve suffered from all of this as much as I did, may the lord how much I’ve cried and outed into what we had. May my next relationships be full but never with the full capacity that I poured into ours, I hate you and everything that you’ve left behind with me. You’ve got to apologize before my heart can’t take this silence no more.

— Anonymous

Jul 5 · Paris 0

To Sameha, Friend

I'm not able to access my phone currently because I'm tremendously sick and suffering from medical issues. I hope you understand that. I'll come back to you as soon as I get well. To have you is to have the stars. Take care.

— Nightsky

Jul 5 7

To Alanna, Friend

Hey there…I know is been years I know is been years I changed number and phone and when my mom asked me if I was adding you to WhatsApp I just didn’t feel like it…when I went to you birthday party you had a lot of friends and you talked about people I never knew, when I went to the bathroom of that same party I just started crying, when you went to another school every time the teacher said your name I was the only one who said that you weren’t in this school anymore, I was really depress love u

— Lee S.

Jul 5 0

To Jasmine M., Crush

I hope ur favorite color is still pink when u read this. I need you to know im a trans man, but I cant tell you. I never will. I know you told me I can tell you anything but come on. We're two girls in love. You only like girls. Im not a girl.

— Anonymous

Jul 5 4

To Matei B.,

I actually really want you.. I’ll miss seeing your face

— Anonymous

Jul 4 4

To h, 13,

i liked u for ages and u didn’t even notice.

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · australia 2

To l, 13, Crush

i’d slit my own throat just to see if you’d mourn me.

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · australia 4

To Zee,

Hey. I think of you sometimes.

— Anonymous

Jul 4 3

To MMJ, Crush

I don't know how to start. It's been five years since I loved you. I still think about you. Especially nowadays. I've never met anyone like you since.

— Anonymous

Jul 4 1

To Lilly, Crush

You always ask me to forget you, but I always come back here to tell you how much I miss you

— Anonymous

Jul 4 2

To someone,

I am confused on whether are you going to come back or not,I miss you William. You are the only person who knows those parts of me. I compare every one I meet to you, are they as funny as you, as loving to me as you , deep down ik only you can be you. I love you so much William

— Anonymous

Jul 4 1

To My bff G., Crush

I think I have a crush on my best friend oh well I guess I’m a lesbian now

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · Idrk 2

To someone,

Fuck I miss you everyday

— Anonymous

Jul 4 1

To PyotrBD, 19, Ex

Dreamt abt you weeks ago. ..... :( I hope you're doing well .. I misss you (

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · Russia 1

To eve T., 13, Crush

yellow. like the walls in your room. i hate my gf. i love you.

— leo J.

Jul 4 · australia 1

To patricia A., 119, Sibling

✨ pAtRiCiA i KnAuR wE aRe SiBLiNgS... BuT i DeFo WaNnA bAnG ✨ ps. dont tell mommy and daddy (btw the colour is dookie brown. your favourite babay 😏🥵)

— paige A.

Jul 4 · alabama 4

To Lee, Crush

To tell you the truth, the day I truly fell in love was the day you told your first lame joke, when I saw you all cheeky and happy because you were proud of yourself, because I love crude, lame jokes

— Anonymous

Jul 4 1

To leo J., 13,

lime green.

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · australia 3

To leo J., 13,

i'm really sorry for that one thing i did. i thought you'd never forgive me. but you did. i cant stop myself from thinking about you. you're perfect in every way and i hope i never lose you. i know we're only 13, but this is love. maybe fate. who knows?

— Anonymous

Jul 4 · australia 1

To Everyone,

All the messages there are so good to read

— Anonymous

Jul 4 1

To G,

I love u sm that i dont think ill ever forget you

— Anonymous

Jul 4 0

To Suzie, Crush

Ur the best gf ever ily <3

— Anonymous

Jul 4 0