what i meant

To belle E., Crush

i can’t tell whether i just yearn for a wlw relationship, or maybe it’s just you. am i starting to feel like this because i know maisie is getting into a wlw situationship? i have no clue. i think i used to like ben. before you dated him ofc. but when you did it was so… upsetting. not that i couldn’t be with him… but that i couldn’t be with you. please never find this. you’re so androgynous and amazing belle, or if it would make u more comfortable, bee

— emily

To V,

There are splinters on my tongue from all of the times I swallowed my own words. You make devotion feel like a disease to me. See, see all the notes I’ve woven - Catered to you, I am. Our song is a newborn in a mother’s savored womb, your heartbeat is the kick I feel for in spiderweb stomachs.

— L

To Fam,

2: someone shouted at me yesterday, I cried— I tried not to but I remembered how my science teacher 4yrs ago shouted at me in front of the class and how you guys always shouting at each other since I was a kid. I got the trauma and it's hard for me to control it when it got triggered— I find it hard to breath and I cry non stop. I hope you guys won't be like that in my next life. For sure I'll be carrying this for the rest of my life. I still love you guys, though.

— distnt daugh

To fam,

1:I never had the chance to say what I'm feeling. Sorry if I'm your distant daughter. I just want you guys to know that behind my isolation, I'm silently asking for help— for understanding. I'm struggling, I have to deal with a lot of things and fight battles so I chose to fight alone. Yk? I always got scared when someone shout at me, or when someone's shouting. I got the trauma from you guys when you fight when I was a kid, so don't be mad if I'm sensitive. You guys are the reason behind it.

— distnt daugh

To someone,

I wish it could be just us. I wish you never left. I wish I didn't sabotage our connection. I don't know how to let go of this and you won't come back. I feel like I'll never be able to move on. I wish we had more time. I miss your face. I wish I could see you again. I wish and wish but nothing will change will it? I wish you were mine

— Anonymous

To Alisha, 20, Friend

I'm not looking for an apology but I hope one day you'll regret what you did to me.

— Anonymous

To ha, Friend

i wish you could be understood the way you understand people and loved the way you love people

— Anonymous

To sekh, Friend

I loved you so much for years, it wasn't even limerence I loved you and didn't mind u didnt love me because I saw you as truly perfect and loved you so much, i helped you get together with my friend no matter how much it hurt me now a year later im not friends with her, me and you recently became best friends again and i'm so grateful even tho she doesn't let us talk when i knew u before she did but im confused because u keep flirting but I don't love you like that anymore I have self respect.

— Anonymous

To you,

speaking feels like dying

— fifteenyears

To dad. and ma, Parent

It's insane how people would describe me as a ray of sunshine, motivator, the most hopeful person they know yet I have the most despair about my dad and yet I feel like im the way he is why he is because I keep triggering his childhood trauma.Since the age of four I have been the one reason my family would be stable and yet I would be the topic of fights on which parent abandons me and who protects me, was i the income or outcome of problems?

— fifteenyears

To dad, Parent

I can't tell if i hate you or not . maybe i should have helped you when mum was scratching you you but you deserved it, u wanted to abandon her and me again but then i triggered your trauma since i took her side and shouted at you for hitting her after. Your feelings were never understood by your mother when you were younger just like how u dont understand me, or how you beat me, like how she beat you, you were a young boy , now an old man yet carry the same problems - 15 yr old daughter

— Anonymous

To J, Crush

I really wonder if I was being delusional. I really wonder what could have happened if I ever talked to you and if my friend didn’t discourage me. What were all of those looks from you . That one time on a Thursday when we made eye contact and both looked back at each other for a second time. And that one time I accidentally caught you following me to my class and you ran away screaming. But yet you had days where I basically didn’t exist to you. You ignored me and acted like I didn’t exist.

— Anonymous

To Ku P.,

You and me were so close but then something just happened. I do not know what that something is. You were interested in me one day then the next you aren't sometimes that even happens in one day. Day by day you are forgetting almost everything about me. You forgot something basic about me almost everyone knows.And even some important ones but I guess thats not important.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I know it’s been two years but I still wish we had gotten back together. Nobody has ever loved me or been as interested in me as much as you had and your love still sticks with me to this day. We’re entirely different people but I’d be lying if I said I stopped looking for you in everything. If it means anything, I would’ve set aside my own self respect just to see if we would’ve still been together today. If you end up seeing this, oopsies!

— Anonymous

To a friend, 18,

This past week I've been thinking of what to write in the letter I'm planning to give you in the next 10 years. I wish we would still be friends when that time comes so that we could talk and reminisce about all the things we did together when we were younger. I want you to know that I will never forget our friendship no matter how long time goes. A part of you stays with me until the heaven decides for our time.

— chloe

To someone,

i lied bro ong i lied stop stop pls. i did it for the plot

— Anonymous

To J,

I miss you so much my love. I wish you could be brave and reach out. I still love you, it's still you in my heart. I keep waiting for you, I know you are hurting. I don't want to push you away anymore than I already did. I never meant to. I want it to be you, I'll never love anyone else. I wanna give all my love to you. Please come back I love you so much.

— Anonymous

To Jayden M., Ex

I still love you. I love you so much it hurts. it hurts. I know you dont want me back but I regret breaking up with you. you're still on my mind all the time. you're still the one I think of when love songs play. you're still half my world. we've been over for almost two months but im gonna need another lifetime to get over my first love. I still love you my pretty boy. JAM forever.

— Lanea J.

To jack, Ex

I love you so much, and I’m so sorry I never put the effort in to show you how much you were worth. In my eyes, you are everything. I’m so sorry that I didnt make you feel valued, feeling is not the same as showing and you deserved better. I wish you the best everyday, I meant it when I said I hoped we get married someday. I think of you everyday. You are the most stunning human, and I hope you know that. Love you always, even if you dont feel the same. Simon to my Jeanette always ❤️‍🩹 Niamh

— niamh

To someone,

Always wondering how we could have been if you didn't do that

— Anonymous

To sami G., 19, Friend

lowkey disappointed in you, but was expected..why was it honesty/care when it came from you and rude when i called you out? maybe some questions are meant to be hanging..but wtv. hope you find a better friend and partner..you would've been happier if you pulled this stunt with your partners but alas..change the way you care for people, its harsh...and learn the meaning of the words "no" and "stop"... repeated unhinged jokes aren't always funny fyi

— Anonymous

To Caisen, Ex

I love you caisen and I can't believe you thought I didn't. I miss you, I miss playing steal a Joe with you! Please come back to me..

— Anonymous

To those i love,

i hate myself more than anything im struggling so bad i really really need desperate help. im so fucking miserable every single day. i don't want to be alive. i just want someone to hold me. i want to hold someones hand. i want more than what i have and im so selfish for it. please just make some sort of contact with me already i crave it so bad. the affection, the love, platonic or not.

— Anonymous

To Jade, Friend

i see my best friend as a goddess but not in the she's a model way altho she is beautiful but in the way she is a perfect sole in the definition that perfect doesn't exists she is the most imperfect perfect person i know, i would go to the ends of the world for her because she showed me what true love is and no boyfriend could show me what love for someone really is then my best friend

— Anonymous