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Unsent messages to myself

Notes people wrote to their past, present or future selves.

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To myself, 19,

i'm tired of being the therapist friend. everyone comes to me with their problems but no one asks how i'm doing. i'm drowning too

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 17,

i pretend to be okay at school but i cry in my car every single day. i don't know how much longer i can keep this mask on

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 18,

i cheated on my SATs and got into my dream school. the guilt is eating me alive but i can't tell anyone without ruining everything

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 17,

i'm scared to fall asleep because that's when the nightmares come. you don't know about the trauma but it's eating me alive

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 16,

i started self-harming again and i hate myself for it. i thought i was past this but the pain came back stronger than ever

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself,

stop calling yourself ugly. stop picking apart every photo. stop thinking you're not enough. you're literally perfect exactly as you are

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 18,

i'm tired of pretending that our family is perfect. we're all broken and no one wants to admit it or do anything to fix it

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself,

i pretend to be okay at school but i cry in my car every single day. i don't know how much longer i can keep this up

— Anonymous

Aug 4, 2025 1

To myself,

i know i act like i don't care about school but i'm actually terrified i'm going to fail and disappoint everyone who believes in me

— Anonymous

Aug 4, 2025 3