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To Giulianna P., 16,

I really miss having you as a friend and I regret all the things that happened in the past, but at the same time I truly hate you. I think about what happened and I just wish you would have some unbearable karma. But every time I think about our friendship I miss it. You used to be so sweet, caring, and funny, but now you're just annoying. I hate how I feel over this and I really do wish I could change what happened.

— Anonymous

May 25 · NC 3

To R C.,

Its your birthday today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!! I love you soooo much. I cant wait to tell you that. Today we hung out, and alot of unexpected things happened lol but wow...i wish we could've done more, i wish i could've stayed all day. You feel like a magnet to me and those type of things feel inevitable when im around you sometimes. Even if I dont plan/or want those things to happen its so hard to stop it, and once it starts I dont want it to end. I miss you. I cant wait for more ♡

— K B.

May 25 0

To R C.,

I look at your same 2 Instagram pictures all the time I miss you

— K B.

May 22 0

To R C.,

I cant wait to have our moment. I always envision us going on trips, and having fun without trying. A vivid vision I always see in my head is us walking around in a downtown area, or sitting on a bench outside somewhere, talking, laughing, smiling feeling comfortable, being ourselves, I always have the urge to say I love you in those moments. Someday we'll have that. I wish you knew how I trully felt.

— K B.

May 21 0

To R C.,

When you read this, this is about the regional call today (May 21st) I texted you that it was a bit lame and disappointing that I wasnt shouted out about how good the Le Moyne store was it was "Dan and his teams effort", you replied "I noticed that, I bet he'll remember and say randomly 😊" then right before the call ended there was a shout out for me... did you text Bob? Lol I guess I wont find out until you read this...but idk, I feel like you did...if so, you're cute, thank you ♡

— K B.

May 21 · Work 0

To R C.,

I cant wait for you ♡

— K B.

May 21 0

To R C.,

When we have our time in the future I think id like the normal "I love you" "I love you too" moments to say "im inlove you" "Im inlove with you too" instead.

— K B.

May 21 0

To Anya S.,

Bruh, Ik we’re just good friends. But I have the fattest crush on u for like 4 years already. You’re so you. I was trying to confess in february of 25, but I was mumbling so quiet you didn’t hear me through your winter hat. istg it was so damm embarassing. I think about u everyday and it’s killing me that it’ll like 100% not work out even if you’d be willing to try. I admire you so much, you helped me a lot and u be my #1 goatt 🎷🎷🎷 anya I love youuu,, (orange ‘cuz ur fat cat is lolol

— Anonymous

May 20 0

To R C.,

I want to tell you i lovvveeee you soooo much, sooooooo badddlllyyyyyy If you knew much im keeping inside... ugh

— K B.

May 19 0

To adrià M., 14,

i still look for you everywhere i go. i miss being with you everyday in class. i miss the way you looked at me and i could physically feel that you loved me. i miss your green eyes and brown wavy hair. i miss when you made me laugh. i miss when you made me feel like i was funny and special and perfect. and everytime i think i'm over you i get reminded that it will actually never be you. like never again. we'll always be stuck in "more than friends, less than lovers".

— Anonymous

May 19 · bcn 3

To someone,

i didn’t choose “friend” or “crush” because i didn’t want to reduce you to just that, so i picked “other.” i don’t even know where to start. i think you already knew i was madly in love with you. i could’ve sworn you felt the same way too, but maybe i imagined it. i don’t know anymore. and honestly, i think i’ve never loved and hated someone so much at the same time. i wonder if i'll ever get over you. i picked your favorite color btw.

— Anonymous

May 19 5

To Marcos,

I would marry you

— Anonymous

May 18 2

To Oliver M.,

I hate my old favourite colour. Pink is my favourite now. its softer, kinder. I miss the person you ended up pretending to be. I like to think that person existed at the start, but even that saddens me because he would hate how you treated me in the end. The boy who helped me learn my worth would hate the boy who made me feel so worthless. The boy who put me back on my feet would hate the boy who pushed me back down again. Its so weird sharing so many memories with someone who was a lie.

— Anonymous

May 17 · NSW 0

To Oliver M., 17,

Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.

— Anonymous

May 17 · NSW 1

To Tejas R., 16,

Hii....the day you told me that, I did not had guts to look you in the eyes...I always regretted my actions...you were there happy all the time and when I used to see you, my thorat used to feel heavy, I just couldn't say your name even.... I am sorry for i have hurt you, and even if you aren't sorry...I am trying to forgive you . Take care, have a nice life

— Anonymous

May 16 · India 0

To Kiyo,

Fuck you! You asshole! jerk! I hope your all social media accounts get blocked

— Anonymous

May 15 · India. 2

To Suyash,

I did not want to make fun of you or mess with you. I just wanted to let you know about what i felt. Its been a year now and u say that "you dont even think about it anymore". Maybe you dont. But i do. Every single day i do. The air in my lungs feels like shards of glass piercing all the way through my heart every moment im away from you. You said my life would become like a rock and it has. It has. But i wont trouble you again, like i promised. I wont text but i'll still wait.

— S

May 15 1

To BTS,

You're my Forever Artist. And you will be my Forever Artist. Just remember whatever I do I'll always love you and cherish you . You were with me during my failures ,my worst times you were there to fill that void. I'll be always grateful to all seven of you for that. I will be your Forever Fan .

— N J.

May 15 · South Korea 0

To Nancy J., 23,

Hey I just wanna tell you're strong amazing beautiful and a wonderful human being. I know I've being hard with you and still I'm. Whatever it is don't give up. You'll get there someday. You'll be happy peaceful content with yourself. You'll be able to enjoy life and all that comes with it without feeling guilty or without worrying. You'll be content with you and your everything. You'll also able to achieve things you wish what ever it is. And finish that bucket list of yours. And maybe ....

— Anonymous

May 15 0

To Cherry,

I wish you loved me

— Anonymous

May 15 2

To R C.,

Im kinda drunk and imnsure ill regret it at work tomorrow. I jjst miss you and I just wish I could talk to you, hug you, cuddle you, kiss you, listen to you ramble. I just want you as a whole. Goodnight, I love you. I wish things could be different

— K B.

May 14 0

To Priseia M., 16,

That night after horse riding, you asked me if I ever would stop bullriding. I told you no, not for anything. What I meant to say is that I’ve never had any reason to, no broken bone has ever stopped me, I didn’t see the value in health. Not til you came along, your my reason. I’d stop it all for you, babygirl. Im sorry. I love you, Seia.

— Weston A.

May 14 · CA 1

To R C.,

Well, we just started break #1485940304 and you said goodbye and I didnt this time. We both know how this is gonna end so whats the point in saying goodbye? We are both being dumb and dramatic right now, i know us. I love you, you idiot, we'll talk again. Take care, talk to you soon.

— K B.

May 13 0

To BCN,

the world is better with you in it 🌎💕

— Anonymous

May 13 2