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To someone,

Alex go to your girlfriend.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0
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To Oliver, Ex

Youre with her now. Cant say im not jealous. Cant say I didnt deserve this. I miss you oli. My aussie boy. Someday.

— L

11 min. ago 0

To Z C., 25, Ex

I saw your message. I wish we talked it out better too. I miss you just the same. I still think about Greece. You're right, I won't reach out unless you do; I can't stand the idea of breaking no contact in a real way. I'd do anything to see you again. You're not blocked anymore. Just message me, I'll respond. If it is you on here, just tell me your flower name for me.

— J R.

30 min. ago · New Jersey 0

To someone,

Sure as hell seems like it with you picking her up and cuddling in her bed.

— Anonymous

44 min. ago 0

To Jimena,

I miss youuuu

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Leen,

I remember wen we cried together on our bench

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To someone,

She’s not my fucking girlfriend.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Alex go to your girlfriend.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To Shahid,

I still search my name on sites like these hoping I’d see a message from you. Not really sure why, though. I did mean it when I said I don’t want you to contact me again. I think a part of me hoped you’d be brave enough to fight it. But alas, you’re a coward, and I am too proud. We are not meant to be.

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0

To Vladislav LM,

Nah, stop making excuses. We all know I was nothing more than your backup plan.

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Dorky I really fucking need you right now. My sister is getting deployed.

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To God,

If you’re out there and you’re real, please don’t let me be pregnant I’m begging you.

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To harys, 18, Friend

tell me the truth

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 0

To Kyra,

Oh well I see you've chosen that. Forever my ass hope I never have to see your fake goddamn self ever in my life. Ty for the manipulation now have fun w your new toy.

— Her

9 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Sometimes I read your letters, I still have every single one of them. I read them and remember what I lost. I forgot how good loving you was, how natural. I ruined it all so easily.

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 1

To someone,

Who changed this site?!?!?

— Anonymous

10 hr. ago 1

To felix,

I hate that im jealous of you. Your perfect style, the way everyone can see how well your hair suits you, your gorgeous eyes. The way youre so effortlessly attractive, even when you show up with no makeup or wearing the clothes at the bottom of your closet. I hate that every time i look at you i wonder why you chose me. Most of all i hate how much i love you. I can never bring myself to kiss you when i want to, it’d be much more often if it weren’t for me. I cant bring myself to hold your hand…

— J

11 hr. ago 1

To milk M., Ex

im sorry i couldnt stay. i feel so guilty for being with him when i still love you. i wonder if you feel the same. im sorry i cant come back. im sorry i never returned those pants. i think its a fair trade though, considering you still have my heart. Its not as bad now. I only feel it when i’m alone, i keep busy to distract myself. It feels so empty without you. everyone thinks im over you because of what you did but thats not even what makes me sad anymore. i miss you so much it hurts. i wish…

— worm

11 hr. ago 0

To jordan,

i’ve been lying to you, him and myself this whole time. i think i’m in love with you. no one has ever really seen me like you, no one has ever made my heart race and face warm like you, no one has ever enraged me, brought out my curiosity, made me feel as myself, made me thirst (for life, and for a person) as you do. it’s too late for us, he and i happened first, he taught me love is a choice: ironic, that was in your bio - and i do love him too. but i will forever wonder what could have been…

— partly yours

12 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I wish I could hate you but I can’t. You deserve the best in life and it’s never going to be me. I’m sorry dorky hope you had fun at hoco I know you did

— Anonymous

12 hr. ago 0

To Myself, Myself

Why do you fail at every single thing you do?

— C.H

13 hr. ago 0

To my ex, 16,

there isn’t a day that goes by without you in my mind. i’m constantly thinking about you and it’s killing me, i keep asking God to send you back to me if you’re the one. i really hope he does, and i really hope you’re the one. i can’t imagine myself marrying anyone else but you. you were my first love, biggest heartbreak, and everything in between. i hope one day you’ll realize how much i actually do care for you. i remember when we first met and you asked for a hug but i gave you a weak side…

— me

14 hr. ago 1

To someone,

I hope we get married because I really love you my handsome boy.

— Anonymous

14 hr. ago 0

To someone,

yk im really really tired. i wish i had someone to talk to again but i dont. bcus ive been laughing and laughing but honestly i feel dead inside. i need to be happy. but i just cant. my birthdays coming up. idk how that will go. everyone i love hates eachother so yk! only thing keeping me alive is honestly object shows. its silly, i know. but what else can i hold onto? what else do i have? hey, at least i can draw better now right?

— apple

14 hr. ago 0

To J, Friend

im so glad we're friends again btw

— apple

15 hr. ago 0