An unsent message to felix

To Everyone, 23,

I think the purpose of this right now is , to Say the things you never meant to say out loud in real life. They told us life should be beautiful, but not when.. it should be beautiful when you are at your lowest point you’ve ever imagined you could end up. In the moments where you don’t have any money, any friends, your family, nothing sure for the future.. absolutely nothing. You only have a good ,for now, health.. Your health is the most important thing in life. But how us humans can live…

— H

To someone,

Why skip school, are you okay??

— Anonymous

To felix,

i’ll never actually tell you this- its not my place to comment on it. I dont think you should have to worry about covering your scars. You’ve probably heard it all before, but any proof of you surviving is beautiful. You deserve to take up space. Youre not scary or hard to look at. Looking at you is one of my favourite things to do, actually. I’ll always appreciate that when we’re alone you feel safe enough to not cover up. I hope i can always be a safe space for you. I also know the world is…

— J

To yeah ykw, Parent

im rlly tired, dude. why do you guys keep being angry? you come home, you shout, you slam doors, you blame whoever is in the room. damn it, you got mad at me for a towel that was on the ground that ended up being mom's. and then suddenly its fine? idk. am i wrong in this? do i really need the shouting, the constant SCREAMING. and all the banging, the throwing. goddamn it. i just dont know what to do mannn. what else can i do? youre my parents! and god am i ur kid.

— apple

To Bubs,

Not possible b :( Mmmm me too, gotta do that more often

— Anonymous

To Carol,

When the snow starts to fall beneath our feet, show me you love me, and I will let you call me your love.

— Her

To Kyra,

I heard you got over me. I'm really happy for you :) Please live the life you promised us, along the one you love. I am sorry that it ended this way, and I understand what happened. I understood it a long time ago. But the one who ended up being the bad guy was me. I kept it secret whereas you told them. I have let you go when I went into the sea. I told the waves what had happened and they eased me of the pain I was carrying. If your heart allows it, don't forget abt us. Abt the jokes, the…

— Her

To navya,

sorry i cant u r not real

— v

To bubs,

I miss you more :/ been thinking about that backseat...

— Anonymous

To myles, 19, Ex

I really wish we were still friends. I'm sorry things worked out the way they did. I didn't want to ghost you. I know I'm to blame and i have no right to be sorry for myself, but i really miss the friendship we had. Ill always root for you from a distance. Your art looks good.

— Anonymous

To Haylee,

Aww, lucky Haylee

— Anonymous

To Haylee,

You’re married to him now but 7 years later & you’re still the one I want. Are you happy with him? I miss you.

— J

To Jimena,

I wonder what your doing rn but I miss you

— Anonymous

To thomas,

i'm sorry. i wish we could be together.

— elena

To thomas,

fuck, i really like you, man. i wish i didn't but i do.

— the

To a friend,

I don't think u realize how much u actually hurt me

— me

To L,

Basically they think it’s hilarious to harass me but I can end her career pretty damn easily because of what Carley did to me a while ago but I doubt anyone would believe me so it doesn’t matter

— Anonymous

To Lunar,

So it’s not just her, it’s her whole sisters and her, her sister basically is HR, i genuinely don’t know what to do. I understand the consequences of my actions and I’m dealing with a lot of them. But I shouldn’t be scared

— Anonymous

To someone,

Anyway Alex break up with the giant talk to the school about your job and shit like that she can’t just get you fired that’s not how the world works and if she can then she can be fired because she’s using her power over you and that’s not allowed

— Anonymous

To someone,

That’s was interesting

— Anonymous

To someone,

Thank you stranger! Love you!

— Lunar