what i meant

An unsent message to Ray

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To Ray, Ex

I miss you so much, yet I tried to talk to you over you breaking up with me all you do is refuse to talk. I don’t even understand why…weeks before we were happy together maybe stressed from work and school, but happy. What did I do wrong? I feel abandoned and like I should hate myself for something I don’t even know what I did. Was I just something you could play with for almost a year of dating? Did I actually ever mean anything to you? You still mean the world to me…I want to hate you for all of this, but I can’t even when all our friends think I should. Please just have one conversation with me, just one.

— A.

49 min. ago 0
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To someone,

PTV is great idk why you’re complaining dorkface

— Anonymous

9 min. ago 0

To L,

L YOU'RE BACKKK! 🥹 HAHAHA nooo, it's js my way of being when liking someone, even in the least, ALTOUGH I SURE DO ATTACK HIM PRETTY OFTEN ON HERE😅 He sure is annoying though UGHHH THIS WHOLE SITUATION SUCKS, BUT IMA KEEP POSTING SO WE'LL SEE WHERE IT GOES 🥹

— Her

17 min. ago 0

To someone,

PTV keeps fucking playing everywhere I go. My Spotify won’t stop recommending it. Please I can’t do it.

— Anonymous

34 min. ago 0

To Ray, Ex

I miss you so much, yet I tried to talk to you over you breaking up with me all you do is refuse to talk. I don’t even understand why…weeks before we were happy together maybe stressed from work and school, but happy. What did I do wrong? I feel abandoned and like I should hate myself for something I don’t even know what I did. Was I just something you could play with for almost a year of dating? Did I actually ever mean anything to you? You still mean the world to me…I want to hate you for all…

— A.

49 min. ago 0

To Her,

Damn girl, you’re down BAD Gl w ur man again but woahhh he must be some type of god the way u glazing him 😭

— L

1 hr. ago 1

To Cyril, Ex

can we try again? ...

— yk who

1 hr. ago 0

To Max,

Lover, you should've come over.

— Lenny

2 hr. ago 0

To Chloé,

Stay with me forever my baby.

— Your kitty

2 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I wish we could date, but it's wrong because we're both girls, or so everyone says. To anyone reading this, please accept yourself. It's better now or never.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 1

To myself,

I'm so grateful that I am me, and that you are you. We only get to live as ourselves and call this body home once, so make sure to do what you love!

— Jolana

3 hr. ago 1

To Kyra,

I guess we can say that you got over it. Anyways wtv

— Her

3 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

Can you PLEASE HURRY THE FK UP AND MOVE HERE ALR? CAN YOU PLS TAKR YOUR TIME AND EXPLAIN HLW TS WILL EVER WORK? CAN YOU PLS TRY TO MAKE SMALL GESTURES IN ORDER TO SHOW ME THAT THIS WILL WORK? PLEASE? damn we aren't even tg, ts is rly early. Mbmb anyways my brother keeps roasting you and making fun of you. Hope you don't mind eat macho man

— Her

3 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

And I know you have an ego. I know you want perfection. I know that altough you have your flaws, you are human js like the rest of us. You think that hiding behind an ego, behind the appeal of a perfect life will shield you from others, but it will only leave you isolated from the ones who love you, and the ones who did, and who will. Let me give you a reason to seek happiness, a reason to succeed. Allow me to be there for you. To look at you as a muse. To go through bad and good together. And…

— Her

4 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

Thank you for being someone who cares, for remembering everything, even the most absurd of stuff. Thank you for putting effort in the small gestures, in talking to me as soon as you wake up, believing in me. Altough I do have plenty of people who do also text me daily and constantly, I truly see your efforts. I know you strugle with empathy and forgiving others. I know you told me that you don't know how to connect more with people and being there for them, and being perfect. But you have shown…

— Her

4 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I hate you. I miss you so much. I’m losing my mind over you.

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To Jimena,

I love you I miss youuuuu

— Anonymous

8 hr. ago 0

To shikhar, Friend

the one who never guessed your surname , i wonder if you even remember me , make a post about it i will msg you myself dummy

— Anonymous

10 hr. ago 0

To a, Crush

You don't know how much you broke my heart.

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago 1

To Jordan,

I miss you… come home, Tiger.

— Anonymous

12 hr. ago 0

To Goober butt, Ex

I hate that I want you to get your happy ending. I don’t want you to have to live with the knowledge you had your soul mate and lost her. But. I can’t sacrifice my happy ending to create yours. I think I will always love you in some ways. I just fought with myself every day to hold space for you. You cheated. You lied. You refused to grow. I begged you for months and you still told me I didn’t hold space for you. I wish you had figured it out before I had to leave. I want you to be happy. I…

— Anonymous

15 hr. ago 0

To scarlett,

i still think about you a lot. i haven't heard from you for almost 2 years now. i hope you're okay. i hope you're alive.

— olivia

16 hr. ago 0

To zoee, Friend

it's crazy how close we have gotten in just one year. i love you so much and i'm sorry to leave you a year early. i'm sorry that we will never get to graduate together. i hope you achieve your dreams of owning your own law firm.

— olivia

16 hr. ago 1

To jackie, Ex

i never made the numbers. i only admitted to it in hopes that you might love me again.

— Anonymous

16 hr. ago 0

To kye,

we arnt friends anymore. you always used to eat all the chicken nuggets. i’ll never forget that. goodbye kye

— Anonymous

16 hr. ago 1