An unsent message to L

To Her,

Thqqq 😭🙌 AND OMG DECEMBER SUDDENLY SOUNDS SO FAR AWAY AND IVE BEEN HOPING IT TAKES A LONG TIME TO COME CUZ OF PERSONAL REASONS (Exams fahhhh) BUT OMG IM AT A BYPASS NOW I CANT WAIT FOR DECEMBER AHHHH 😭😭😭

— L

To Her,

ANOHTER COUNTRYYRRYRYRYRYRYYR 😭😭😭 I THINK U MENTIONED IT BUT UGHHHHHH LONG DISTANCE IS SO TOUGHHH, IM ACTUALLY KINDA DYING TO SEE HOW YALL GONNA MAKE THIS WORK CUZ ISTG YALL SOUND LIKE THE TYPE TO BE OUT THERE DOING CUTE SHIT AND MY HEART CANT HANDLE ALLAT 😭😭

— L

To L,

Aweee you're acc so thoughtful 🥹🥹🥹🥹 yess, I do have people around me! And i am truly very very greatful, and you didn't missinterpret (that one, but abt kyra being a dude yes I DID NOT EVEN NOTICE HELP, so don't worryyy! AHHH I'LL MEET HIM (again) IN DECEMBER, I'M SO SCARED WHAT WILL WE EVEN DO, I'M NOT A VERY ENTERTAINING NOR AN EXTROVERT AHEGHSBS anyqaysss, if you ever need anyone to chat with, js leave a noteee I'll keep sending updatesss

— Her

To L,

AHYEYEHHAHAGHAHA TYSMRHWHAHA I'M ACC SO EXCITED TO SEE WHERE IT GOESSSS FROM HEREEE AHHEHWBSBBD WHAT DO I EVEN DO BRO HE LIVES IN ANOTHER COUNRRY HAGBEBSBBD

— Her

To L,

HAHAHAH YES CAROL DIDD IKRR I GENUINELY STARTED SCREAMING WHEN I SAW HIS ENORMOUS PARAGHRAPH OMGGG ALSO HAHAHA YESS I DID SAY HER A FEW TIMES I THOUGHT YOU KNEW LMAO😭😭 THE DRAMA IS THERE

— Her

To Her,

Thqqq sm for saying the same thing to meee 😭🫶 Also idt my opinion really matters all that much but like as far as it goes, im really proud of you for saying you’re over the entire hurting urself thing 😭🥹 (at least that’s what I got from ur note?)

— L

To Her,

Oh thank godd 😭 I know you’ve mentioned having ppl in your previous notes but like idk if I completely misread the room or what I got so scared for you 😭😭😭

— L

To Her,

WAIT SORRY I HADNT FULLY PROCESSED THE CARLOS THING OMG WTHHHHH GIRL KHDKAJBVKASJ THIS IS IT????? IM A RANDOM STRANGER AND IM LITERALLY JUMPING FROM JOY RN I CANT EVEN COMPREHEND WHAT U MUST BE FEELING AHHHHHH YOURE SO LUCKY CONGRATS OMGGMGMGMGNGN HDJSNAKAJJS

— L

To Her,

OMG WAIT CARLOS TEXTING U IS CRAZY AND WONDERFUL AND OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR U BUT WAIT I CANT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THIS I ALWAYS ASSUMED KYRA WAS A GUY HAS THIS BEEN WLW THE ENTIRE TIME 😭😭

— L

To L,

Awee you're so niceee! I have people, don't worry!🥹 BUT IF I EVER DO, THEN I'LL GLADLY WILL! SAME GOES FOR YOU TYSM🥹💝💝💝

— Her

To L,

HAHAHAH I WONT I WONT, I PROMISE. I'VE KINDA DECIDED TO LET GO OF THE IDEA THAT KYRA COULD EVER COME BACK AFTER WHAT SHE DID, AND THAT IT WAS KYRA'S CHOICE AFTER ALL

— Her

To Her,

Idk what you’re going through but like I hope you’ve got smne w u to help you go through wtv this is? If you need anyone yk I’d be there for u but idk how good of a friend I would be being a random stranger on the Internet and all… I really hope you’re not going thru anything serious (sorry if I framed it offensively) or that if u are ur not alone?

— L

To L,

I DID NOT MESSAGE KYRAA, I BLOCKED HER FROM ALL MY ACCOUNTS, AND SHE DID TOO, AND I RECIEVED A MESSAGE FROM A FRIEND SAYING THAT KYRA SAW MY POSTS AND THAT MY FRIEND WAS GETTING ATTACKED BCS OF THEMMM? TF? APPRENTLY I WROTE SMTH AND IT MADE KYRA THINK IT WAS MY FRIEND WHO SAID IT ABT HER TO ME? IDK LMAO ANYWAYS THE MACHO MAN WROTE IT YESSS THE GUY WE LOVEEE OBV

— Her

To Her,

IM SO CONFUSED IK YOU ARE(WERE?) NOT COMPLETELY OVER KYRA BUT LIKE what’s up suddenly??? Don’t you like have anyone to talk to rn? Carlos? I don’t mean romantically or anything I mean genuinely concerned, do you have anybody w u rn? To js talk to? Cuz you seem so stressed rn

— L

To Her,

OMG WTF PLEASE DON’T HURT YOURSELF OVER SOME STUPID GUY WHO DOESN’T DESERVE YOU!! MATTER OF FACT DO NOT HARM YOURSELF FOR ANYONE GIRL. PLEASE, IK U USED PAST TENSE BUT WOAH NO MAN IS GOATED ENOUGH TO COMMIT SELF HARM AND YOU SEEM WAY TO GOOD FOR ANY DUDE PLS DON’T HURT YOURSELF

— L

To Her,

DUDE WHY WERE U MESSAGING KYRAAAAAA????  ALSO WAIT IM SO CONFUSED WHO MESSAGED YOU THE PLANE THING??? I THOUGHT WE LIKED MACHO MANNNNNN (BY WE I MEAN YOU IM SO SORRY)

— L

To K,

I’m so excited for the party tn. It’s gonna be so fucking awesome

— Anonymous

To milania,

maybe you'll see this 10 years from now and you'll remember me ~k

— Anonymous

To Kyra,

I think I might acc move on from you. You blocked me, I blocked you, we both dissapointed eachother and we've both shown each other that, in the end, it must have been useless. Anyways, have a good life. Hope the sunsets ease you from the pain I caused you. Sorry. Cya on the big screen, have a good life. This will be one of my last notes I suppose. They don't matter anyways ig

— Her

To Kyra,

YES I AM MOVING ON FROM YOU AFTER YOU WENT ON TO MAKE OUT WITH SOME RANDOM GIRL? THE FK? DID YOU EXPECT ME TO STAY HERE AND CRY ABT IT FOR YOU? AFTER WHAT YOU DID? STOP ASSUMING STUFF ABT ME ISTG I THOUGHT I HAD BLOCKED U EVERYWHERE WHY CAN U STILL ACCESS MY STUFF? IF YOU DO SEE IT AT LEAST KEEP IT TO YS AND DONT MAKE IT TOO OBV? TY. WTF, YOU PRIMSE, BREAK IT, LEAVE WITHOUT A WORD AND EXPECT ME TO CRY OVER YOU AFTER LEAVING ME IN THE HOSPITAL, CRYING, ALMOST KMS OVER U? OH COME ONNNN PLEASE…

— Her

To milk M.,

i know you’re scared of being replaced, so i wanted you to know i havent replaced you. i keep trying to, i keep expecting him to be you. You loved me better than anyone. I hate this, but i know its true- you weren’t good for me. Its my own fault, i put all of my time and energy into you. You were all that mattered. You left me with scars i never want to fade. Im sorry, i miss you.

— worm

To Leo W., 13, Crush

I want you to like me to but I’m scared to ruin our friendship incase you don’t like me back xxx

— Anonymous

To L,

L HE WROTE ME THE BIGGEST PARAGRAPH EVER, INCLUDING PEOMS AND METAPHORS, TELLING ME THAT HE WILL WORK ON HS FOR ME, AND THAT THE SECOND HE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO SEE ME IN PERSON, HE WILL ASK ME TO ALLOW HIM TO BE MY BF. AND SM MORE: "(...)I am not second-guessing ms even once(...)","(...) I wouldn't board a plane if I knew there was a clear chance that it would cras, but with you I'm willing to board that plane right now, no matter what happens later, because even to get the hope of having you…

— Her