An unsent message to Ray

To Ray, Ex

Why can’t I stop thinking about you? Even though you were so hostile to me when I simply wished to see how you were…you said you’d like to still be friends when u broke up with me…but it seems the opposite…no matter what my therapist says it doesn’t help, all I do is think of you. Maybe I am hopeless, maybe I was blinded by the fact that I was shocked someone actually loved and cared about me…until suddenly you didn’t.. what did I do wrong?

— A

To Samiya K., 16, Friend

I'm glad you managed to get away from me. That boy "Alex" was horrible but that's no longer me. I'm sorry Samiya.

— Alice C.

To someone,

FUCK EVERYONES I AM GONNA LIVE FOR FUCKIN EVERRR

— Anonymous

To Ray, Ex

If I sent this website to the one friend who u listen too now, would u open it & search ur name? Would u read these notes I make? Would u see how much I miss u & wish for closure or at least a chat? If u did, do u still care about me? Did u ever truly love me like I did u? Was I just a cruel joke to u? You love clowns & circuses, so was I one to u? I want to hate u but I can’t… if u ever see these just text me, one call is all I ask for. If u want any relationship text me a heart in ur favorite…

— A

To Ray, 22,

Another note to u, ik u had a haircut today, & all I can think of is what u may have told our hair stylist we share. Did u tell her the true reason why u broke up with me? That u did not even tell me, cause “I need to find a work life & personal life balance” is such bullshit. Cause then you refuse to even be friendly with me & our friends when all I wished to do was see if you were okay and to see if u would listen to me on how much I still I miss u. At least tell me what I did wrong..if I did…

— A

To Euan B., 14, Crush

I keep finding websites to write you notes on because this is the only way I'll be able to get my feelings out even though I know you will never see any of these, anyway I really like you Euan and I want you to like me back. You're really confusing to read sometimes I can't tell if you maybe like me back or you're just being nice... Either way I really miss you I hate Halloween holidays..

— Anonymous

To Ainsley, 19,

I wish I could understand why you do the things you do, I mean I do but I want to hear it from your mouth, I want to hear the truth, not behind the kind mask you put on to make people feel like they owe you something, you act nice so you can get away with small jabs and passive aggression then when someone addresses it you make them feel crazy for it, you’re a manipulator, you expect things to be handed to you just because, when it’s not you throw a fit like a toddler, everything you said to me…

— Anonymous

To Johnny, 19, Crush

I've had a crush on you for 5 years. I've always admired you in church, but i don't believe anymore. I don't think you've ever seen me as anything more than an acquaintance, specially cz of u calling me sis many times. I hope I'll get over you but since we've never even tried to get together I think I will always feel some regret in the back of my mind. You are a talented pianist, your voice is amazing, you're charming, kind, and respectful to everyone. I don't even think we would make a great…

— Jackie

To Nanny Ivy O., 94,

I love you so much and I miss you. I wish you never left but I know you’re looking down on us proud especially mummy xxxx I forever wish I was old enough to understand when you left but I wasn’t. I wrote a letter to you but I don’t have the courage to show anybody and I can’t say things to people about anything xxxx we have to move house and I can’t leave the memories of you behind. I hate myself for not going to your funeral even if I was to young. I wish o could see you again.Love you lots xxx

— Anonymous

To bubs,

I wouldn't, what he did was messed up

— Anonymous

To Her,

And ahh idk how I misinterpreted Kyra’s gender so bad 😭 Sorry for assumingg mb mb 😖

— L

To Her,

And girl don’t even worry about the not entertaining (complete nonsense btw considering you’ve been entertaining ME all this while and I don’t even know ya 😛) and extrovert thing. Trust I the words will come to you on their ownn when u meet himmm 😁😁 and if it doesn’t then hey, good excuse to be doing things OTHER than talking 😛(jkjk 😭)

— L

To Her,

Thqqq 😭🙌 AND OMG DECEMBER SUDDENLY SOUNDS SO FAR AWAY AND IVE BEEN HOPING IT TAKES A LONG TIME TO COME CUZ OF PERSONAL REASONS (Exams fahhhh) BUT OMG IM AT A BYPASS NOW I CANT WAIT FOR DECEMBER AHHHH 😭😭😭

— L

To Her,

ANOHTER COUNTRYYRRYRYRYRYRYYR 😭😭😭 I THINK U MENTIONED IT BUT UGHHHHHH LONG DISTANCE IS SO TOUGHHH, IM ACTUALLY KINDA DYING TO SEE HOW YALL GONNA MAKE THIS WORK CUZ ISTG YALL SOUND LIKE THE TYPE TO BE OUT THERE DOING CUTE SHIT AND MY HEART CANT HANDLE ALLAT 😭😭

— L

To L,

Aweee you're acc so thoughtful 🥹🥹🥹🥹 yess, I do have people around me! And i am truly very very greatful, and you didn't missinterpret (that one, but abt kyra being a dude yes I DID NOT EVEN NOTICE HELP, so don't worryyy! AHHH I'LL MEET HIM (again) IN DECEMBER, I'M SO SCARED WHAT WILL WE EVEN DO, I'M NOT A VERY ENTERTAINING NOR AN EXTROVERT AHEGHSBS anyqaysss, if you ever need anyone to chat with, js leave a noteee I'll keep sending updatesss

— Her

To L,

AHYEYEHHAHAGHAHA TYSMRHWHAHA I'M ACC SO EXCITED TO SEE WHERE IT GOESSSS FROM HEREEE AHHEHWBSBBD WHAT DO I EVEN DO BRO HE LIVES IN ANOTHER COUNRRY HAGBEBSBBD

— Her

To L,

HAHAHAH YES CAROL DIDD IKRR I GENUINELY STARTED SCREAMING WHEN I SAW HIS ENORMOUS PARAGHRAPH OMGGG ALSO HAHAHA YESS I DID SAY HER A FEW TIMES I THOUGHT YOU KNEW LMAO😭😭 THE DRAMA IS THERE

— Her

To Her,

Thqqq sm for saying the same thing to meee 😭🫶 Also idt my opinion really matters all that much but like as far as it goes, im really proud of you for saying you’re over the entire hurting urself thing 😭🥹 (at least that’s what I got from ur note?)

— L

To Her,

Oh thank godd 😭 I know you’ve mentioned having ppl in your previous notes but like idk if I completely misread the room or what I got so scared for you 😭😭😭

— L

To Her,

WAIT SORRY I HADNT FULLY PROCESSED THE CARLOS THING OMG WTHHHHH GIRL KHDKAJBVKASJ THIS IS IT????? IM A RANDOM STRANGER AND IM LITERALLY JUMPING FROM JOY RN I CANT EVEN COMPREHEND WHAT U MUST BE FEELING AHHHHHH YOURE SO LUCKY CONGRATS OMGGMGMGMGNGN HDJSNAKAJJS

— L

To Her,

OMG WAIT CARLOS TEXTING U IS CRAZY AND WONDERFUL AND OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR U BUT WAIT I CANT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THIS I ALWAYS ASSUMED KYRA WAS A GUY HAS THIS BEEN WLW THE ENTIRE TIME 😭😭

— L

To L,

Awee you're so niceee! I have people, don't worry!🥹 BUT IF I EVER DO, THEN I'LL GLADLY WILL! SAME GOES FOR YOU TYSM🥹💝💝💝

— Her

To L,

HAHAHAH I WONT I WONT, I PROMISE. I'VE KINDA DECIDED TO LET GO OF THE IDEA THAT KYRA COULD EVER COME BACK AFTER WHAT SHE DID, AND THAT IT WAS KYRA'S CHOICE AFTER ALL

— Her

To Her,

Idk what you’re going through but like I hope you’ve got smne w u to help you go through wtv this is? If you need anyone yk I’d be there for u but idk how good of a friend I would be being a random stranger on the Internet and all… I really hope you’re not going thru anything serious (sorry if I framed it offensively) or that if u are ur not alone?

— L