what i meant

An unsent message to Bethany G.

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To Bethany G., Friend

I’ll never fully understand why you did what you did. Infact, it was part of the final score of all of my decision making at the time. I legit helped you in all of your worst times. Just for when I needed the help, you called me some of the worst things imaginable. I still go to therapy and I’ll NEVER be able to get over the harsh things you said and did. You would never see my side of things and you would even put me down over things too. Yet you were the one to say I reminded you of your “Abusers”. I can’t trust friendship with anyone anymore, or trust others in general. I hate that I still care and have love for you deep down. I do hope that even a good bit later, you do feel better and that you understand how much you hurt me. I pray that one day, you can heal and not hurt others.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago · Ohio 0
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To Ben M., 18, Friend

Im writing this because i think its so cool on the off chance you would see this and go “no way is this about me” but you wont. What i wanted to day is I wish we were still friends, sorry things got messy. I was just mad at you after what you said after the day 2. Also i hope you liked the playlists I made for you. I tried to make this cryptic but it’s not really!

— Secretly K K.

60 min. ago · Space lol 0

To Stranger,

Ah true true

— L

1 hr. ago 1

To Bethany G., Friend

I’ll never fully understand why you did what you did. Infact, it was part of the final score of all of my decision making at the time. I legit helped you in all of your worst times. Just for when I needed the help, you called me some of the worst things imaginable. I still go to therapy and I’ll NEVER be able to get over the harsh things you said and did. You would never see my side of things and you would even put me down over things too. Yet you were the one to say I reminded you of your…

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago · Ohio 0

To L,

Well there’s a lot of A names to be fair

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To ML,

I wish I could express how much you mean to me, but it would be weird since the love is one way.

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 0

To Anna,

Girl sorry to interrupt but that ain’t ur full name thats ur first name

— L

2 hr. ago 0

To Her,

Wowiee are u good at ice skating too

— L

2 hr. ago 0

To Ray, Ex

I decided to start putting my full name on these, so u don’t ponder if it’s me. So u know IT IS from me. To show that I really do want u to reach out to me, that I do care about u and miss u with all my heart. Idk if I did something wrong for it to end this way, but I’m willing to help u or know what i did so we can be happy again together

— Anna

3 hr. ago 0

Gửi Her,

Ayyyy slay go get em classes tiger

— L

3 hr. ago 0

To Her,

Damn girl so u is a bully huh 😅😂

— L

3 hr. ago 0

To kaylee, Crush

I love you so much pls come back to me and leave him

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Was cleaning my room and found my ghost ticket that was a fun day

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 1

To you B., 13, Friend

I don't know what you were doing. taking advantage or being genuine. look, you had L, why would you do this with me of all people, now it's never the same. we can't be in a room alone without it being awks, now you're closer with S. do you remember  the last night it happened? something just. stopped. months of intense yearning, brutal crying, painful moments, and the second you did that it all ended. My room is different when you'r in it. I stopped liking you, but this feeling I want to rip…

— M.G. M.

4 hr. ago · Austin TX 0

To mati,

I don’t think it’s a good idea to tell you this directly since we haven’t talked in so long and I don’t want to ruin your very own day so I’ll write it here: happy birthday!!!! I hope you get a lot of gifts and get to spend today with your friends and family. I truly hope you’re doing great. I still think of you dearly

— oshawott

4 hr. ago 0

To lincoln,

WHY DID YOU NEVER TELL ME THAT YOU LIKED ME?!?!?? !!!? !!!?!!!

— bug

4 hr. ago 0

To lincoln,

i hope that everything between us is sorted out soon !

— bug

4 hr. ago 0

To a place E., 118,

I wish I appreciated you more, now I can't even go inside to find something I lost.

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago · Austin, TX 0

To Kyra,

Anyways, I stopped checking your pinterest. You stopped saving stuff as well. I'll give you the space you fought so hard to obtain. This will be one of my last notes to you.

— Her

5 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

If this will actually work out, then please don't forget to try ice skating with me. I wanna embarass you, tough guy

— Her

5 hr. ago 0

To someone,

In another life, maybe it was you and me. Maybe there we loved each other right? And we where happy together.

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 1

To Cookie,

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven? Now the rest of your life with me is quite surely a given. MUAHFINITYYYYYYYYYYYY my wife to be🩵

— Lemonbug

5 hr. ago · Bangalore 1

To Carol,

I have a feeling abt this. A good one.

— Her

5 hr. ago 0

To someone,

please love me forever

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago · Texas 0

To Amber,

Amber 🌹, If you wanted to talk but haven’t known how to begin, the door is open. I want to hear what you need to say. You don’t have to find the perfect words. “Can we talk?” is enough to start. I’m willing to listen, including to anything difficult you need me to understand. If regret or guilt has made reaching out harder, you don’t have to resolve that before we speak. I think I understand some of why you left and I’m not angry with you. You’re welcome to close the loop for yourself…

— Keith

6 hr. ago 0