what i meant

An unsent message to bella

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To bella, 22, Crush

I have loved you longer than i've loved myself. I can't ruin this friendship but its always and always will be you bell

— ik you know

56 min. ago 0
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To Yasutora A., Ex

You should never be in a relationship, much less in a poly group. You're far too selfish.

— Anonymous

48 min. ago · FL 0

To bella, 22, Crush

I have loved you longer than i've loved myself. I can't ruin this friendship but its always and always will be you bell

— ik you know

56 min. ago 0

To Ray,

I am starting to think that I am the one who messed up somewhere, everyone says otherwise but the pit in my stomach tells me I’m right. I worry about u, and care about u. Yet you so harshly tell me u don’t want to talk to me. I cry over u and yearn for u. But if u want nothing to do with me and wish to leave me in the dark, at least make it up to our friends who u hurt along the way of hurting me too. I just want to make sure ur doing okay..especially since ik ur career takes a lot from u. I…

— Anna

58 min. ago 0

To Evan, 20, Ex

If you asked me to tell you truthfully how I felt, I would tell you all of it

— D

59 min. ago 0

To myself,

one day i will choose door one

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To my ex,

one day, i will hear your name and think of nothing. the sky will be blue, flowers will still bloom, and somewhere, you will be living a life i know nothing about.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Hadley, Crush

I need you to stop this back and forth. It’s too much for me to handle. I’ll always be here for you, just one call away. I miss how it used to be.

— B

2 hr. ago 0

To my ex,

i hadn't thought of you in days, maybe weeks. you had become a name i no longer searched for, a memory i no longer visited. then you walked past me, and suddenly i remembered everything. the sound of your voice, the warmth of your hand, the little things i thought i'd forgotten. you kept walking like you were just another person, while i stood there remembering what it felt like to be someone to you. and it's strange, how i didn't miss you until i saw you again. now you're gone, and…

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To Sydney,

I really thought you were someone different. You were my first friend in high school; I mean, we fought tooth and nail to be friends. I thought that meant more to you. Little did I know you were using my house as a hangout spot and didn't bother to tell me. I still hope you and her have a good friendship; you guys really deserve each other.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago · reno, nevada 0

To someone,

it's strange how someone can know the way you take your coffee, the songs you play when you're sad, the things you never tell anyone and one day not know you at all.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To my ex,

sometimes i still turn to tell you something. a joke, a thought, a moment from my day, something insignificant that you would've understood. then i remember. and the moment passes, as if you were never here. except for the little things that expect you to be.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To Clarissa,

I wish I had never invited you home; that, in itself, may have ruined everything we had. I really saw who you were, and I realized that our friendship had run its course. It's bittersweet, but true. My mom saw it before I did. Maybe I could've enjoyed my ignorant bliss just a bit longer.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago · Reno, Nevada 0

To Sawyer,

I’d sit on that bus for hours all over again, as long as I’m next to you and in your arms Ilysm Hockey Nerd forever and always.

— Movie Nerd

3 hr. ago 0

To Jimena,

I love youuuu I miss youuuuu hope school is going gooddddd goodnightt

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To mom E., 52, Parent

get therapy.

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago · Indiana 2

To Gavin, Crush

I wish you’d see how much I look at you. I hope you know you’re beautiful.

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0

To Her,

I’d comfort you but I had trust issues until a while back and it stopped only cuz of one really sweet friend who stuck w me through my ups and downs sooo idk sorry

— L

5 hr. ago 0

To Her,

Lolll it’s the thought that counts 🙃🙃

— L

5 hr. ago 0

To Idk,

Ehh I scroll this website every now and then when its night at my place yea

— L

5 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Fuck ass ed I use to life twice I can now it’s not fucking fair. At least I’m skinny now

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To a,

why did u?

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Unknown L., 16, Crush

i wish i spoke to you that day. I have loved you for 719 days without rhyme or reason, and i will wait 719 more if that is what it takes to finally meet you

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 1

To Kennedy,

somehow, every day, I’m still reminded of you. To be honest, I miss you a lot. I do understand I stopped our friendship. On Halloween night I told you I liked you. On November 2 you texted me finally saying you didn’t like me. And you were just joking. I was already depressed, but it just got worse from there. I do know that you stalk my reposts to be honest I do too whatever. I hope you find somebody that loves you the way I did gosh the way I do. I don’t even know what’s going on with me…

— g.s

7 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I’m not ready to go to college, but I’m so ready. I don’t know where I’m gonna live but I don’t get a choice

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0