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To someone,

Her parents were there too. I was last to see her and knew what she was wearing, it was disfigured. I really don’t want to think about it.

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 0
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To my ex,

Part of me does regret it… we’ve been running in circles of pain for years…

— Anonymous

11 min. ago 0

To Goob, Ex

Your so jealous of her you don’t even know who you are now… it’s not just that she’s beautiful… she’s kind, empathetic, strong, self driven, and maybe this sounds stupid but I’ve loved her since middle school and I started building a life with her at 19… she didn’t deserve my unsure feelings… neither of you did but I couldn’t let go… me and you have been so toxic basically this whole time…

— A

19 min. ago 0

To someone,

It is my fault. I’ve never been so angry with anyone like I was with her.

— Anonymous

28 min. ago 0

To someone,

I remember when missing you was fresh. The feeling is dull now. But I remember the way my stomach hurt, because I was not good enough for you. I saw her and my stomach dropped. She’s so beautiful, how could I compete with that. Im disappointed that you were my first love, but I don’t regret the things we did together, even if we never got to be more then friends

— Anonymous

28 min. ago 0

To Hazik,

Idk if we’re meant to be or not bt wht I know is that I’ve been in love since the day I decided to not to fall for you nd I’ll love you till I couldn’t love you anymore.

— Anonymous

33 min. ago 0

To someone,

But it’s not your fault? And that’s very obvious like huh

— Anonymous

37 min. ago 0

To someone,

1. I was in shock and refused to believe it 2. I didn’t really tell anyone because i knew it was my fault okay. I live everyday knowing it was my fault. Also you should know I have a really fucking hard time talking about it

— Anonymous

40 min. ago 0

To someone,

Yes I know but you never told me while we were dating, I was gone the week after it happened so yeah there’s that but I don’t know so much of it didn’t make sense to me

— Anonymous

46 min. ago 0

To someone,

Now I’m done talking about it for good. I’ll hand write so you don’t have to feel confused about something that I fucking hate thinking about.

— Anonymous

46 min. ago 0

To someone,

Then you were fucking blind. I missed almost 2 weeks over it. I started my meds because of it, I spent so much time in the conslers office because of it. And I hate talking about it because I could have prevented it but I didn’t. I wasent even dating you when this happened.

— Anonymous

52 min. ago 1

To someone,

None of it makes sense okay, how in world was I dating you and friends with you and around you for so long and didn’t find out about her for a whole year.

— Anonymous

54 min. ago 0

To someone,

None of this makes any sense

— Anonymous

58 min. ago 0

To someone,

I also don’t understand why it matters to you? She was my best friend

— Anonymous

58 min. ago 0

To someone,

I’ll go back to hand writing them. I didn’t think you even checked this anymore. And I write them here because it’s nice to get out. Maybe I still carry a shit mass of guilt over what happened

— Anonymous

59 min. ago 0

To someone,

Okay so you’ll for some reason write letters to her on this website knowing I’ll see but not tell me her last name again?

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I’m done talking about it. It was my fucking fault okay that’s all you need to know

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Studying,

Study so you can chill tn come on

— Her

1 hr. ago 0

To Studying,

I'm gonna cry, I don't want to do this anymore let me read my books and draw and travel and do what I love, I am done I don't want to waste everuthing doing ts

— Her

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

What was her last name again?

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

To be honest I don’t remember much from that night or the months after. I just our remember our argument, kicking her out then saying that’s Tatum, and her eyes

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I don’t remember everything. I blocked a lot of it out.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Goob, Ex

If you’re looking for closure here it is. I choose her… what we had was special but she is the love of my life. It took losing her to learn how badly I treated her and how much she loved me anyways. Out of care for her we have to close this door my angel. All the way.

— A

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I don’t want to think about it anymore. It didn’t look like her at all except her clothes and eyes

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To someone,

That makes no sense.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0