An unsent message to my grandma T.

To someone,

Fuck you ptv

— Anonymous

To Zha, 24,

Everything will work out. You’re strong.

— Anonymous

To my grandma T., 63,

another christmas is coming slowly… day by day your death anniversary comes closer. you passed away 8 days before Christmas, your birthday is in new year.  i miss you. i miss you even after years. i wish i would’ve hugged you and held you more tightly when i said goodbye, i was too in denial to do that.  i miss your voice, your touch, your hugs, your words, your smile, your laugh.  i prepared for your death for my whole life, i knew you were sick. but i feel like when it actually hit, it felt…

— Anonymous

To leevi L., Ex

i’m sorry that i was too sick to give you the love you deserved back then.  i think i could’ve loved you better, treated you better, sorry i was too sick to do so.  youll forever be my first love, ill never forget how much you meant to me, how much i loved you. i didn’t want to leave you, but it was the best for my mental health, i wasn’t in any condition to be in a relationship and i was so young and immature back then. i hope you know how much i really loved you and i felt so happy the first…

— Anonymous

To Someone,

I miss you:(

— Anonymous

To my ex,

Part of me does regret it… we’ve been running in circles of pain for years…

— Anonymous

To Goob, Ex

Your so jealous of her you don’t even know who you are now… it’s not just that she’s beautiful… she’s kind, empathetic, strong, self driven, and maybe this sounds stupid but I’ve loved her since middle school and I started building a life with her at 19… she didn’t deserve my unsure feelings… neither of you did but I couldn’t let go… me and you have been so toxic basically this whole time…

— A

To someone,

It is my fault. I’ve never been so angry with anyone like I was with her.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I remember when missing you was fresh. The feeling is dull now. But I remember the way my stomach hurt, because I was not good enough for you. I saw her and my stomach dropped. She’s so beautiful, how could I compete with that. Im disappointed that you were my first love, but I don’t regret the things we did together, even if we never got to be more then friends

— Anonymous

To Hazik,

Idk if we’re meant to be or not bt wht I know is that I’ve been in love since the day I decided to not to fall for you nd I’ll love you till I couldn’t love you anymore.

— Anonymous

To someone,

But it’s not your fault? And that’s very obvious like huh

— Anonymous

To someone,

1. I was in shock and refused to believe it 2. I didn’t really tell anyone because i knew it was my fault okay. I live everyday knowing it was my fault. Also you should know I have a really fucking hard time talking about it

— Anonymous

To someone,

Yes I know but you never told me while we were dating, I was gone the week after it happened so yeah there’s that but I don’t know so much of it didn’t make sense to me

— Anonymous

To someone,

Now I’m done talking about it for good. I’ll hand write so you don’t have to feel confused about something that I fucking hate thinking about.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Then you were fucking blind. I missed almost 2 weeks over it. I started my meds because of it, I spent so much time in the conslers office because of it. And I hate talking about it because I could have prevented it but I didn’t. I wasent even dating you when this happened.

— Anonymous

To someone,

None of it makes sense okay, how in world was I dating you and friends with you and around you for so long and didn’t find out about her for a whole year.

— Anonymous

To someone,

None of this makes any sense

— Anonymous

To someone,

I also don’t understand why it matters to you? She was my best friend

— Anonymous

To someone,

I’ll go back to hand writing them. I didn’t think you even checked this anymore. And I write them here because it’s nice to get out. Maybe I still carry a shit mass of guilt over what happened

— Anonymous

To someone,

Okay so you’ll for some reason write letters to her on this website knowing I’ll see but not tell me her last name again?

— Anonymous

To someone,

I’m done talking about it. It was my fucking fault okay that’s all you need to know

— Anonymous

To Studying,

Study so you can chill tn come on

— Her

To Studying,

I'm gonna cry, I don't want to do this anymore let me read my books and draw and travel and do what I love, I am done I don't want to waste everuthing doing ts

— Her