what i meant

An unsent message to Rizz

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To Rizz, Friend

Hey V! You won't ever see this, and I'm not stupid and going to pretend you will, I'm just speaking through grief. I miss you so much and I don't think I'll ever stop missing you, you meant the world to me, I promise it wasn't easy fur me to leave. I wish you had made it easy to leave, but even through your faults I can't ever hate you. I can't even talk on your name, it feels so disrespectful, I can't talk about someone I used to care so much about so negatively. I know you don't care, I know you're over it, but I won't ever stop missing you. I can't do this without you. Thank you for all the good memories.

— Cherri

1 hr. ago · Texas 0
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To Rizz, Friend

Hey V! You won't ever see this, and I'm not stupid and going to pretend you will, I'm just speaking through grief. I miss you so much and I don't think I'll ever stop missing you, you meant the world to me, I promise it wasn't easy fur me to leave. I wish you had made it easy to leave, but even through your faults I can't ever hate you. I can't even talk on your name, it feels so disrespectful, I can't talk about someone I used to care so much about so negatively. I know you don't care, I know…

— Cherri

1 hr. ago · Texas 0

To rafael,

i wish i never ever met you. i came to you for help at my weakest point, and what did you do? Take advantage of me. Good job, Rafael. I hope you're happy. How did I ever even utter the three words to you lmao? Never call me Hayati ever again. You're sick. How could you? I trusted you.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To kitty,

i'm worried that I'm delusional, but i'm hoping i'm not. if you ever see this youll know I was going through it lol. from "why is your lip shaking?"

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To Greg,

I love you millions. Im so glad we worked out i love our life together

— Sb

5 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Last one. I promise. Goodnight. Sleep well 💜

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

i have to go, im super sleepy. i forgive you. just please take care of yourself okay? i wont reach out again after this. dont forget how loveable you are, ok? will you promise me?

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

um... i asked first?!!😤 cmon now...🙄 lol

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Will you forgive me too 🥹

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

My eyes are getting heavy. I’m gonna go soon. Just lmk if you saw what I wrote at least, plz?

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

I seriously want to fix things with her… I want to be a good man…

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Delilah, Ex

If you somehow see this right now that’d be real funny. I can’t go a day without you being on my mind and it aches my heart so bad. I want to be in your life again I promise I’d treat you so much better I’ve realized you’re all I’ve ever wanted in my life yet I constantly have put you through the worst. All I can hope for is someday. I understand if you hate me lol I guess some wounds just can’t be healed and I have to learn to deal with the consequences of my foolishness. Just give me a sign…

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Write quickly

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To someone,

What do you want to talk about.

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Why don’t u just text me

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To Ex Crush, Crush

You were my first. Made me realize who I was. I know you're dry and try to put up a face like that im slrry if I caused anything in your reputation to go down. I didn't mean it. I dont know if I liked you. Were both girls. Yet I still looked stupid. Im sorry. Though take care of yourself😭

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To someone,

What if we gave try again lol

— Anonymous

7 hr. ago 0

To someone,

TWINKIE PIE IS CRAZY HELP

— Anonymous

8 hr. ago 0

To someone,

SUCKS TO SUCK TWINKIE PIE I DONT FUCKING CARE DO NOT DISRESPECT MY GOAT.

— Anonymous

8 hr. ago 0

To someone,

THEY WONT LEAVE ME ALONE. EVERY TIME I OPEN SPOTIFY.

— Anonymous

8 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Okay I excuse the cheating, lying, using me for sex, manipulating, lying again, BUT I DRAW THE FUCKING LINE AT SAYING FUCK PTV THAT IS MY FAVORITE BAND GO FUCK YOURSELF.

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 2

To Everyone,

Why do relationships seem so hypocritical and vapid?

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 0

To Jimena,

Missing you

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 0

To a friend,

I love this app

— Anonymous

10 hr. ago 1

To someone,

Fuck you ptv

— Anonymous

15 hr. ago 2