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To NTCA,

I could’ve been happy. But every person was a lie, nobody at this damn school is Christian. I am sick and it’s all because of you guys.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 1

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    To myself,

    November 4th, My birthday🧁. Nobody remembers and I don’t have friends that care or I just don’t have friends at all. I lost all excitement for my birthday 2 years ago, I wish nobody ever has to lose excitement for their birthday🧁.

    — Anonymous

    52 min. ago 10

    To Everyone,

    Ya'll got any reccs of sites where u can leave anonymous notes? Other than ts? I'm tryna find if they wrote me smth even tho I'm a fellow user of ts site. I'lk take as many as u have! Tyyy

    — Anonymous

    54 min. ago 20

    To Carol,

    My friends told me that I'm too pretty to wait for you and that I shiuld js stop talking to u and block u. I litterally wanted to leave at that moment. Do they not see the type of person I am? How could they say that? I mean I know why, it makes sense, BUT STILL

    — Her

    55 min. ago 0

    To NTCA,

    I could’ve been happy. But every person was a lie, nobody at this damn school is Christian. I am sick and it’s all because of you guys.

    — Anonymous

    1 hr. ago 1

    To someone,

    I miss you so fucking much dude.

    — Anonymous

    1 hr. ago 0

    To Sahil,

    I just hope we met there, it feels weird that I know you but you don't even know me. I'm rereading 'Eleonar Oliphant is completely fine' just to trick my mind into thinking that just like her crush mine is also just lack of information. You can be gay or asexual or ignoble. Maybe you ate with weird chewing noises. Maybe you make fun of people for fun. Maybe you're a bully. Ohh you can be a worm disguised as a human!

    — K

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    To mom, Parent

    i tried. i really tried this time, why dont you understand that?

    — Anonymous

    2 hr. ago 0

    To rachel F., Friend

    i still think of you when i hear one direction + harry potter. i wish i didn't. i wish you didn't haunt me. you were a shitty friend at the end. yet for some reason, i still wonder what it would be like if we were still friends

    — Anonymous

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    To someone,

    I love Halloween, I’m excited as fuck to party.

    — Anonymous

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    To zoe, Crush

    ive never been so vulnerable infront of anyone the way i was with you. and yet, you'll never know just how bad i love you

    — Anonymous

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    To lily S., Friend

    two years since our falling out you were a shitty friend. looking back i see that now. im glad you're not apart of my life

    — Anonymous

    2 hr. ago 0

    To mom, Parent

    i relapsed i usually tell you first this time is your fault

    — soph

    2 hr. ago 0

    To zoe, Crush

    i love you. i hope nothing but the best for you.

    — Anonymous

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    To luca,

    are you from chase bank?? because you got a lot of a$$$$

    — Anonymous

    3 hr. ago 0

    To Jeffrick,

    Ik you won't even see this but I js wanna say that letting you go wasnt an easy decision but im forced to do it. Years have already passed and I still can't forget you and how you always makes me laugh. We have our best and worst days. I wasn't doing well when we were still a thing. You wanted me to be better and that's where things started to go wrong. I wished I knew better before, I'm sorry for not taking the hint. Idk wtf was wrong with me. I miss you sm Jeffrick Miranda (from zamboanga…

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    To noah s., Crush

    I am so sick of you viewing my page and blabbing that you like me to your friends and talking about me. even if these are just rumors and this is a shout into the void. I am so sick of feeling like I wasn't chosen when I didn't even have feelings for you anyway. I just wanted feelings. from you, from anyone. from a boy who didn't make me feel like a court jester for just putting myself out there. its not fair that through all these mixed signals we wind up at square one all over again. I'm done…

    — LS

    5 hr. ago 0

    To Marjoeri R., Ex

    Hi, hope you’re doing well. Been thinking a lot about you lately. I hope you haven’t forgotten me. I miss you. I see you’re happy with your new bf, hope he gets to love you just as you deserve, even more. Im sorry for all the things I did wrong, and how we ended. It was hard but maybe we really needed to let go, or maybe not, it’s still hard to decide. Just know na you will always have a special place in my heart, you will always be my first love. I always wonder what could’ve been, maybe we’re…

    — R F.

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    To someone,

    hi. life's tough. like..really tough.

    — dhatri

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    Leee tera message baka boka pippo² Khush ab? Hori search karna okay? Idhar hi

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    6 hr. ago 0

    To Violet O., 13, Ex

    If u still care or want to know what I mean here it is I love u to much I love u with all of my heart more than my own gf but that’s changing so this is me saying goodbye cuz I have nth else to say to you bc ngl u should be mad at me u deserve much better than me I get attached to easily that’s why I broke up with u I nvr wanted us to end u told me not to hate myself but I’ve always hated myself always and forever ok? So goodbye V.O love Sophia

    — Anonymous

    7 hr. ago · At school 0

    To Henning, Ex

    Thank you for saving me, but I hope you’ve realised our time will never come. You need to give yourself time to move on rather than shunning your feelings; otherwise you’ll never be able to do anything but hide from me.

    — Anonymous

    9 hr. ago 0

    To someone,

    i need a new sharpener.

    — apple

    9 hr. ago 1

    To H, Ex

    I tried so hard for us to be together, even though this isn’t supposed to be my job—it was yours to do. But you abandoned me at the very first obstacle and the first chance you got, and you hurried away. My heart misses you every single day, while your mind and thoughts are with someone else. I know that, and that is what hurts the most. I keep wondering: where did your promises to me go? Were they real, or just a waste of time and an illusion? Did you actually love me, or did you just love the…

    — Anonymous

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    To Mischa,

    i wish that one day we get to pick up a pen and write our story together.

    — Star Boy

    14 hr. ago 1