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To nadia, Parent

mom, you’ve completely ruined my life. not only mine, but hanks, kelly’s, and dad’s too. you’ve only caused pain, suffering, and a deep rooted bitterness in all of us. i did love you once upon a time, and maybe part of me still does, but in recent years—i haven’t even been able to find it in myself to hug you. every time you so much as graze me i’m overcome with a profound sense of disgust. all i feel is rage, but beneath that is sadness. i grieve the mother-daughter relationship that we could’ve had. maybe in another lifetime.

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