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To alex B., 20, Ex

im both excited and terrified for the day ur name doesnt make me stop and stare. youll always have a part of my heart but what is love without trust? i love you for the memories you gave me and the things you did for me, i love you for being my safe place when i couldn't go to anyone else, but i hate you for who i was around you, i hate you for the person you turned into after knowing me and i hate you because i feel like its my fault. i love you because i KNOW love is real thanks to you, but i hate you because you taught me how dangerous love cam be. and not love itself but what it can do to someone like me. how many times i put myself in such dangerous scenarios because i just wanted to be around you. i love you for the life you gave me but i hate you for the life i could've had w/o u

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1 hr. ago · Ohio 0

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