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To Elina S., 20, Ex

It's a bit embarrassing to say this, but my mental health and daily routine improved so much once you left me. It's really hard to feel sad & guilty over our relationship "breakup" when I had such good glow-up this autumn. You think how I feel bad not having you in my life anymore since september, but it's the oppossite; I am doing the best ever in my studies, work and art. I hope you're the same because this was clean slate I needed and feel so much more free by not being around you. I wouldn't want to go back at all. Still, I have your phone numbers saved and wonder if you passed your spanish course, found a new job or if you made another box-paper shelf for a miku plushie. See you in another life.

— R V.

60 min. ago · Spain 0

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