An unsent message to Carol

To Josh S., 16, Crush

I hate how much you hurt me and how you left. But I can’t hate YOU. I love you and always will. Forever.

— Aleksandra I.

To Her,

Thankyou smmm 😭🥹🩷 Good luck w your boyy, you sound so sweet I’m sure y’all deserve each other 🙂‍↕️

— L

To L,

🥹🥹I hope things go your way as well, L💝💝💝

— Her

To Her,

Ahhh idk what I did but yw 😭😭😭 And YES, PLEASE DO UPDATE ME!!  I would LOVE to find out you guys got together 😭🫶 Hope things go ur wayyy 🩷🩷🩷

— L

To L,

OH MY GOD HAHAH I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE ACC REPLIED TO THE NOTE🥹🥹🥹 YOU ARE AMAZING TYSMMM! I RLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS LONG DISTANCE, BUT IF IT ENDS UP BECOMING SMTH, I'LL GIVE YOU AN UPDATE (let's hope it does bcs of boy is he in beautiful, except, well...you saw the messages...) AHH I AM ACC SO SURPRISED AWEE TYSM

— Her

To Her,

Hey Carol’s hopefully future gf!  Idk who you are or who Carol is but woah does this guy sound great 🙂‍↕️ Idk what you’ve gone through or what Carol’s doing for you but my god I’m rooting for you both 😭 I hope y’all get together and that he can give you what you want 🙌

— L

To Carol,

And of course this is all to early. We are not even dating. But I can't help but worry abt how a rs with such an amazing human could work out.

— Her

To Kyra,

Anyways, whatever, ig. It's 2 am (almost) and today, I have decided that, your love for me was purely out of habit, and that you simply grew out of it. Sorry to have pained you. Please don't hurt me ever again.

— Her

To Carol,

Bring me flowers, buy me stuff, compliment me and ask me politely to hold my hand. Ask questions, joke, and do not let your ego get ahead of you. Be romantic, show me THAT IT CAN WORK OUT. Please, please. You are such an amazing guy. Please don't make me believe something that isn't real. Please convince me that I truly am the one for you. Please. Show me. Show me. Show me what I want to see, help me understand, and I promise you that my love will be all yours. I will love you like no other. I…

— Her

To Carol,

Remember to make me smile. Remember to offer me unnexpected gifts and see me as the human, not as a human. See me as yours, not as a potential. Ease my doubts, sooth them using your words. Show me it can work out in the end. Show me that I am not the only one overthinking it all. I know you can be an amazing boyfriend to me. But show me that. Your actions can exceed my expectations. Woo me. Surprise me. Do not make me ask to be loved. We are not dating, I could never bring ms to ask you that.…

— Her

To Carol,

I don't do short term. I don't do "testing" or "for the fun of it". I just date to connect with another human being, in a diff way you would with a friend or a foe. I see your efforts. I see them all. You calls, time, daily texts, compliments, trust...I see them all. But will these be enough when you are far from me? Why did you not ask your parents alr? Why? Do you not want to take this seriously? I feel like, sometimes, I need to ask you to do certain stuff, that sounds expectable to me, but…

— Her

To Carol,

Our calls end at around 1 Am. How do you plan on making it work, when my past rs ended, precisely bcs of long distance? You obviously like me, but do you like me enough as to dedicate yourself to me? Do you like me enough to wake up every morning and write me a poem, or think or me, on the least? Do you feel like you life isn't complete without me? You want to date me, but you won't organise a clear date. You want to date me, but you don't have a clear plan towards a future. You call it luck,…

— Her

To bubs,

gotta come see the new place and break the bed in

— Anonymous

To Everyone, 23,

I think the purpose of this right now is , to Say the things you never meant to say out loud in real life. They told us life should be beautiful, but not when.. it should be beautiful when you are at your lowest point you’ve ever imagined you could end up. In the moments where you don’t have any money, any friends, your family, nothing sure for the future.. absolutely nothing. You only have a good ,for now, health.. Your health is the most important thing in life. But how us humans can live…

— H

To someone,

Why skip school, are you okay??

— Anonymous

To felix,

i’ll never actually tell you this- its not my place to comment on it. I dont think you should have to worry about covering your scars. You’ve probably heard it all before, but any proof of you surviving is beautiful. You deserve to take up space. Youre not scary or hard to look at. Looking at you is one of my favourite things to do, actually. I’ll always appreciate that when we’re alone you feel safe enough to not cover up. I hope i can always be a safe space for you. I also know the world is…

— J

To yeah ykw, Parent

im rlly tired, dude. why do you guys keep being angry? you come home, you shout, you slam doors, you blame whoever is in the room. damn it, you got mad at me for a towel that was on the ground that ended up being mom's. and then suddenly its fine? idk. am i wrong in this? do i really need the shouting, the constant SCREAMING. and all the banging, the throwing. goddamn it. i just dont know what to do mannn. what else can i do? youre my parents! and god am i ur kid.

— apple

To Bubs,

Not possible b :( Mmmm me too, gotta do that more often

— Anonymous

To Carol,

When the snow starts to fall beneath our feet, show me you love me, and I will let you call me your love.

— Her

To Kyra,

I heard you got over me. I'm really happy for you :) Please live the life you promised us, along the one you love. I am sorry that it ended this way, and I understand what happened. I understood it a long time ago. But the one who ended up being the bad guy was me. I kept it secret whereas you told them. I have let you go when I went into the sea. I told the waves what had happened and they eased me of the pain I was carrying. If your heart allows it, don't forget abt us. Abt the jokes, the…

— Her

To navya,

sorry i cant u r not real

— v

To bubs,

I miss you more :/ been thinking about that backseat...

— Anonymous

To myles, 19, Ex

I really wish we were still friends. I'm sorry things worked out the way they did. I didn't want to ghost you. I know I'm to blame and i have no right to be sorry for myself, but i really miss the friendship we had. Ill always root for you from a distance. Your art looks good.

— Anonymous

To Haylee,

Aww, lucky Haylee

— Anonymous