An unsent message to Christina L

To aimee,

i miss you i hate that were not friends anymore id do anything to have you speak to me again and i understand that i ruined this by telling jess what was happening but i wish i was ur best friend like you were mine but unfornunalty i dont think ive been ur friend in ages especially in comparison to libby n donna i think ive known for a while that youve liked them a lot more then me considering the way they were always round urs the fact you had nicknames for them while i believe you just spoke…

— Anonymous

To Carol,

How tf do people make long distance work? How could ts ever work when we both never plan to live in the same country? I don't want a fancy life driven by money and fame. I want to live in comfort, happy, with my lover and a pet. I want to play music and dance. I want to make art and wake up to yellow sunshine seeping through the window. I want to remember small moments such as spending time at a table, laughing. I want to try the untriable. Carol, please. Please show me that I am not just a…

— Her

To Carol,

YOUR FACE YOUR VOICE YOUR MUSCLES YOUR WORDS YOUR TRUST YOUR PATIENCE, PLEASE JUST BE MORE EMPATHETIC AND MATURE. PLEASE. PLEASE ASK ME, IN PERSON TO BE YOUR GF. BRING ME FLOWERS AND HOLD ME TIGHT. TELL ME THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALR AND THAT WE WILL MAKE THIS WORK. DO NOT GIVE ME PLAIN COMPLIMENTS. SHOW ME. SHOW ME JUST ONCE HOW MUCH YOU WANT THIS AND I PROMISE THAT YOU WILL NOT HAVE A PROBLEM FEELING LOVED IN YOUR LIFE. SHOW ME. SHOW ME I AM A PRIORITY. SHOW ME YOU CAN DO STUFF WITHOUT…

— Her

To Carol,

You insisted I sleep, since I will be tired again tmrw. I wanted to talk more though. I wish you were here, in person, and I am curious to see if you are romantic as a bf. I haven't recieved this many messages every morning in a while, altough I keep falling asleep at 2-3 am...

— Her

To Carol,

You asked me what my favourite flower was. I answered that I truly love any that are deep red. You then asked me my fav colour, again. I laughed and answered :"you know it's red, I told you so alr", you laughed at my answer, before replying :"alr, mine used to be green, but it has become blue after seeing your eyes and red after hearing your choice"

— Her

To Dhaval Shah,

You're the reason I open substack 20 times a day, but I can't say it to your face because it sounds like something else

— D

To Tylermay, Ex

I'm sorry for everything really. You were my first love and I destroyed you. I did sleep with him and I think it hurts worse that you think im lying to get your attention. I never wanted you to know at all

— Anonymous

To Christina L,

I saw a picture of you today and you had grey roots and it made me tear up a bit because you're growing older, and I wish I could keep the memories of my favourite teacher right there and have you stay the same.

— Anonymous

To J, Parent

You are one evil man, I hate you so fucking much and I would rather have never been born than have you as a father you disgusting piece of human garbage

— Anonymous

To Jack, 13, Crush

You’re so pretty and so funny, I know you’d never want someone like me but god do I think so highly of you, I’ll do anything for a moment of your attention. Come talk to me I’m nice, I promise. Also if you ever get this, I’m a guy I’m just trans. You’ll be stuck in my head forever #15

— Anonymous

To Jo, Friend

I liked you so much, you were my biggest crush but you said you only saw me as a friend. It’s over now I’ve moved on but I’ll always wonder if you just got scared and you lied because people don’t flirt like that for fun. You’re a good friend the best I could ask for but I’ll always wonder if we could’ve been something more

— Anonymous

To K,

somehow, every day, I’m still reminded of you. To be honest, I miss you a lot. I do understand I stopped our friendship. On Halloween night I told you I liked you. On November 2 you texted me finally saying you didn’t like me. And you were just joking. I was already depressed, but it just got worse from there. It was really important to me for you to understand that I did like you. I do know that you stalk my reposts to be honest I do too whatever. I hope you find somebody that loves you the…

— G.S

To Dominick M.,

I love you so much. I can't express it in words. BUTTTTT I wanna kiss you to show how much I love you but I'm too nervous.

— Addi J.

To someone,

I’m gonna puke now!! Have fun!

— Anonymous

To someone,

No it was not fucking great.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Oh. That’s just fucking great.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Accidentally called my bf dorky #fairs what the fuck

— Anonymous

To Tatum,

Hey, I miss you so fucking much. I don’t know why, I need you so badly right now. I hope you’re okay lmao, how’s heaven? I’m still trying to stay sane but I think I’m one fight away from you. I love you to Saturn and back.

— Xander

To someone,

Get out of my fucking head. You’ve moved on completely.

— Anonymous

To felix,

i think about that day i cried in front of you at school often. I blamed it on the brownie. really, it was something you said. “it just feels like you dont really wanna talk to me.” im sure you meant no harm by it but my stupid high self spiraled. i really dont feel good enough for you. The reality is i always love talking to you, and listening to you talk. i just wish i was good at it. i always end up nodding along and saying nothing and it feels like im not interested but i am. i love…

— J