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To finn, Friend

YOUR AN AMAZING FRIEND AND ILYSM OKOK IM SO GLAD I WAS ABLE TO MEET YOU GENUINELY 🥳

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0
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To scarlett,

i still think about you a lot. i haven't heard from you for almost 2 years now. i hope you're okay. i hope you're alive.

— olivia

53 min. ago 0

To zoee, Friend

it's crazy how close we have gotten in just one year. i love you so much and i'm sorry to leave you a year early. i'm sorry that we will never get to graduate together. i hope you achieve your dreams of owning your own law firm.

— olivia

59 min. ago 0

To jackie, Ex

i never made the numbers. i only admitted to it in hopes that you might love me again.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To kye,

we arnt friends anymore. you always used to eat all the chicken nuggets. i’ll never forget that. goodbye kye

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 1

To abdias, Friend

i miss you a lot. i keep seeing you talking with your new friends instead of us. it makes me sad but im glad you were able to make new friends. i really do hope you come to visit or chat with us soon. pls come back it’s not funny anymore.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To finn, Friend

YOUR AN AMAZING FRIEND AND ILYSM OKOK IM SO GLAD I WAS ABLE TO MEET YOU GENUINELY 🥳

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To lao, Friend

YOUR SO COOL ILYSM IN A PLATONIC WAY OMG LAOLAOLAOLAO😁😁😁😁😁

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To milli, Ex

i still love you deep down in my heart and it feels sososo wrong. i dont think you love me like that anymore but i still think about you daily,every song is about you. i miss you a lot. im sorry for missing you.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To kyler R., Friend

your one of my best friends i’ve ever met and i don’t know what i would do without you. like GENUINELY. also your super gay ok kyle. and everything ive said thats rude ive NEVER ment. your like a brother to me okay yesyes.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 1

To Zoey, Friend

I liked him but then you told me you did and I tried so hard to be supportive but it really hurt watching you two click

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 0

To Zack,

why did u look at me that way? it was just a second but i could see it.

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To Jack, 13, Crush

I’d like to think you notice me looking at you in class and it always feels like you want to look back but I know you don’t, I know you’re not into guys and I know that even if you where you wouldn’t be into me (you probably don’t even know I’m a guy) but I wake up everyday exited to go to school and see you, maybe someday we could be friends and maybe in some universe we could be more. You’re so pretty and so funny and I wish you knew how I felt about you I feel crazy writing all this knowing…

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago · Canada 1

To Payton B., Ex

I never really liked you like that, I’m sorry I said I did I actually don’t know why I did. We haven’t talked in a year because of what you did and I don’t ever plan to talk to you again but even considering how evil you where when it all went down I’m sorry I said I liked you back I think I just wanted to date someone. Truly I apologize and it  Still confuses me why I lied

— Forrest

5 hr. ago 0

To aimee,

i miss you i hate that were not friends anymore id do anything to have you speak to me again and i understand that i ruined this by telling jess what was happening but i wish i was ur best friend like you were mine but unfornunalty i dont think ive been ur friend in ages especially in comparison to libby n donna i think ive known for a while that youve liked them a lot more then me considering the way they were always round urs the fact you had nicknames for them while i believe you just spoke…

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

How tf do people make long distance work? How could ts ever work when we both never plan to live in the same country? I don't want a fancy life driven by money and fame. I want to live in comfort, happy, with my lover and a pet. I want to play music and dance. I want to make art and wake up to yellow sunshine seeping through the window. I want to remember small moments such as spending time at a table, laughing. I want to try the untriable. Carol, please. Please show me that I am not just a…

— Her

5 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

YOUR FACE YOUR VOICE YOUR MUSCLES YOUR WORDS YOUR TRUST YOUR PATIENCE, PLEASE JUST BE MORE EMPATHETIC AND MATURE. PLEASE. PLEASE ASK ME, IN PERSON TO BE YOUR GF. BRING ME FLOWERS AND HOLD ME TIGHT. TELL ME THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALR AND THAT WE WILL MAKE THIS WORK. DO NOT GIVE ME PLAIN COMPLIMENTS. SHOW ME. SHOW ME JUST ONCE HOW MUCH YOU WANT THIS AND I PROMISE THAT YOU WILL NOT HAVE A PROBLEM FEELING LOVED IN YOUR LIFE. SHOW ME. SHOW ME I AM A PRIORITY. SHOW ME YOU CAN DO STUFF WITHOUT…

— Her

6 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

You insisted I sleep, since I will be tired again tmrw. I wanted to talk more though. I wish you were here, in person, and I am curious to see if you are romantic as a bf. I haven't recieved this many messages every morning in a while, altough I keep falling asleep at 2-3 am...

— Her

6 hr. ago 0

To Carol,

You asked me what my favourite flower was. I answered that I truly love any that are deep red. You then asked me my fav colour, again. I laughed and answered :"you know it's red, I told you so alr", you laughed at my answer, before replying :"alr, mine used to be green, but it has become blue after seeing your eyes and red after hearing your choice"

— Her

6 hr. ago 0

To Dhaval Shah,

You're the reason I open substack 20 times a day, but I can't say it to your face because it sounds like something else

— D

6 hr. ago 0

To Veer Tandon,

The first time I ever said those three words, I didn't hear them back. Because you had to end it before you fell in love, didn't you?. I held your face in my hands, Veer. I heard your heartbeat against my chest. How could you not have known. It's been more than a year and I can't let anyone else in anymore. I wish you'd have let me apologise to your mom. I wish it wasn't one-sided.

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Tylermay, Ex

I'm sorry for everything really. You were my first love and I destroyed you. I did sleep with him and I think it hurts worse that you think im lying to get your attention. I never wanted you to know at all

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Christina L,

I saw a picture of you today and you had grey roots and it made me tear up a bit because you're growing older, and I wish I could keep the memories of my favourite teacher right there and have you stay the same.

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Veer Tandon, Ex

Congratulations on graduating babe. I watched the livestream and cried when you walked. I'm so proud of you- sending love from far away

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 1

To J, Parent

You are one evil man, I hate you so fucking much and I would rather have never been born than have you as a father you disgusting piece of human garbage

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0