An unsent message to Carol

To Her,

ALSO GIRL MOVE ON FROM THIS KYRA DUDE, I MEAN THIS MACHO MAN GUY JS SOUNDS SM BETTER DJJSJSKSNDJ  Ik moving on isn’t smth ez I don’t mean to offend you or make u sad or anything or like imply you’ve not moved on js saying you write him almost as many notes as Carol 😭

— L

To Her,

AHHHHH I CANT HELP BUT GET HYPER READING UR NOTES HDHSJDJHDJS  ATP IM GONNA CRASH OUT LIKE YOU FOR EVERYDAY HE DOESN'T DO SOMETHING TO GET YALL TOGETHER SHSJAJSJKD

— L

To Carol,

The thing is that you're rly rly rlyyy nice and passionate and a total geek, so you have your own charm, idkkk😭 should I send you some of the notes? I feel like you'll take them badly, and I'm probably js overthinking it. I don't want to hurt you in any way, but I want to make sure that yk what you want. I'm sorry for being complicated. My biggest dream is to have a dog since I lost mine after a rly rough time. I dream of having a pug. A small one I can talk to whenever I feel down, even for a…

— Her

To Carol,

You are doing a lot already. But please, pleaseee see me and listen to what I need. If I tell you my whole identity is on that site, THEN, GOOD LORD MACHO MAN, STOP TALKING ABT RANDOM OTHER GIRLS YOU HAVE THERE (especially K)AND, MAYBE, JS MAYBE, TAKE A PEEK. BECAUSE WHO KNOWS? MAYBE THE GIRL YOU LIKE HAS A BUNCH OF STUFF THERE AND YOU CAN FIND OUT MORE ABT HER WITHOUT HAVING HER ASK YOU FACE TO FACE. Well, you do a lot, I can't complain, but, I'm sorry. I'm not easy to like. I just don't want…

— Her

To Carol,

How do I put this? Unless you show some maturity, actually focus on me. And not just surface leveled, but truly, show that I don't need to remind you. Show the girl YOU told THAT YOU LIKED that you are CAPABLE of putting 2 and 2 tg and actually planning a date. When she says she is interested in smth, actually focus on her specific details, make her feel special yk, and try to make her interested, show that you are into her as a human not only as a random opportunity. Show me that you like me…

— Her

To Kyra,

Another note, a few days later: "(...)I saw her at school. Laughing. Wearing expensive jewelry, clothes, surrounded by friends. She was laughing. (...)" Those days were not easy. You made me question my life. I had stopped eating. I had decided that you choice must have been out of revenge. I felt like I had lost my world. And then I saw the note. At the end was written: "keep ts hidden from your parents and I will too". How could you tell me that, when you were the one to tell your mother?…

— Her

To Kyra,

A small portion of the note from the night I found out: "(...)why? Why would she choose this? She promised. She promised she would never hurt me again, that she would love me forever. She promised, man :( I gave her a piece of my soul and she played with it. Did I not do enough to give back her love? Was I not enough for her? Did she simply want revenge? Is that it? I asked her one thing. One thing. I never wanted to be loved ts much. I never asked for much. She gave it to me. And I took it…

— Her

To Kyra,

I should have been told you how much you actually hurt me that day

— Her

To Jack, Crush

You weren’t at school today and I really made me realize how good you make my day, today was boring and plain but with you around it’s always funny and more interesting anyways thought I should write because I’m bored and the more I write the less crazy I feel for liking you. Sincerely- your favorite background character

— Anonymous

To Oliver,

Its been years, i dont know what i want to say

— Anonymous

To someone,

Thx I forgot them lmao

— Anonymous

To someone,

Yeah circles is the most peak song ever. Make sure you get your slides done for lit dorky

— Anonymous

To My flame,

It's a letter to the fire I mistook for the moon; to the light at the edge of the doom. They say it was me to blame for I was attracted to the flame but honestly how could I ever resist stealing a closer glance at the lighthouse that was far and flickering yet a sun in my palace of doom? PS: Random beautiful lines that I wrote out of the blue as I was feeling blue. Btw it is from Moth's context.

— Red Panda

To someone,

PTV is great idk why you’re complaining dorkface

— Anonymous

To L,

L YOU'RE BACKKK! 🥹 HAHAHA nooo, it's js my way of being when liking someone, even in the least, ALTOUGH I SURE DO ATTACK HIM PRETTY OFTEN ON HERE😅 He sure is annoying though UGHHH THIS WHOLE SITUATION SUCKS, BUT IMA KEEP POSTING SO WE'LL SEE WHERE IT GOES 🥹

— Her

To someone,

PTV keeps fucking playing everywhere I go. My Spotify won’t stop recommending it. Please I can’t do it.

— Anonymous

To Ray, Ex

I miss you so much, yet I tried to talk to you over you breaking up with me all you do is refuse to talk. I don’t even understand why…weeks before we were happy together maybe stressed from work and school, but happy. What did I do wrong? I feel abandoned and like I should hate myself for something I don’t even know what I did. Was I just something you could play with for almost a year of dating? Did I actually ever mean anything to you? You still mean the world to me…I want to hate you for all…

— A.

To Her,

Damn girl, you’re down BAD Gl w ur man again but woahhh he must be some type of god the way u glazing him 😭

— L

To Cyril, Ex

can we try again? ...

— yk who

To Chloé,

Stay with me forever my baby.

— Your kitty

To someone,

I wish we could date, but it's wrong because we're both girls, or so everyone says. To anyone reading this, please accept yourself. It's better now or never.

— Anonymous

To myself,

I'm so grateful that I am me, and that you are you. We only get to live as ourselves and call this body home once, so make sure to do what you love!

— Jolana

To Kyra,

I guess we can say that you got over it. Anyways wtv

— Her