An unsent message to Evan

To Carleigh M., 24,

You are beautiful I mean truly breath taking. You’re also brilliant and driven. You are the whole package. Take your TIME healing and getting better. You’ll get to where you’re headed in life. Please take your health seriously Carleigh I worry about you. You don’t need to push yourself. Healing comes first always.

— Anonymous

To Seb, 24, Friend

You telling me you liked me really upset me. As if I didn’t rant to you for years about male friends doing that. I trusted you. Yet… u somehow ended up like the rest of them

— Anonymous

To Liam P., 28,

You asked me out for 4 years. Treated me horribly. Best thing about you was your cat. A loss for you. I felt free yet sad for you LOL

— Anonymous

To Mitchell L., 26,

“Big Mitch” ur a joke. Get outta my following. Get ur friend Gabe outta my DMs. Ur a weirdo.

— Anonymous

To Evan, 25,

I still think about you. My mind always goes back to the night under the stars when I was in your arms. Beside your car. I miss you Evan. I know you felt intensely about me. The confessions. The urgency you had making sure I wasn’t leaving our city. I won’t unblock you. I can’t. You crossed a line. I got uncomfortable. I miss you regardless.

— Anonymous

To Chase, 20,

I so badly wanted you to see yourself the way I saw you. NS man. You made me feel cared about in a dark time of my life. I do however feel sorrow for you. You’re special don’t like anyone tell you differently.

— Anonymous

To Liam,

We have been friends for years and I want to hug you but I'm a girl and I hate myself for it. Why couldn't I of been a boy

— Anonymous

To Jacob H,

baby take your time. -B

— Anonymous

To Dexter, Crush

I love you more than words can say. I hope we are together forever baby

— Ruby

To Brody H., 13, Crush

They wrote you a note saying I liked you...I got the note later and I read it. I feel so dumb for thinking we could happen

— That girl D.

To Evan, 20, Ex

Yes same person, I have a lot on my mind, looking back on the good times we have makes me wish we could have those again but I can’t help but wonder how much of that time we spent together you thought of how much you want it to be him or her, it hurts a lot, and that’s the problem, you don’t want to tell me because you know it’ll hurt, but it hurts more when you keep things secret, I say as I keep things secret too, I’m a hypocrite, you know what I’ll share a secret, the reason I seem so…

— Anonymous

To Evan, 20, Ex

Idk why you don’t want me, instead you want people that are okay with hurting you, in moments of weakness I wonder if I hurt you too if you’d want me like you want them, but I could never purposely do that, I just know that when we dated you loved what I did for you, I wasn’t him or her so you didn’t love *me*, unfortunately you expected what we had with her but the way she talked abt you showed how she actually feels abt you and you didn’t listen, you’re an idiot, but I still love you for some…

— Anonymous

To Gaten,

I feel so ashemed for how I’ve acted but u should too. It’s both our fault. It’s been a long time since we last talked. Give me a sign if you still think about me. Unblock me on one of your social media accounts.

— Anonymous

To Jack, 13, Crush

You weren’t at school today and It really made me realize how good you make my day, today was boring and plain but with you around it’s always funny and more interesting, anyways thought I should write because I’m bored and the more I write the less crazy I feel for liking you. Literally can’t decide if I want you to see this or if I would die if you did I miss you see you on Monday. Sincerely- your favorite background character

— Anonymous

To Jimena,

I miss youuuu

— Anonymous

To Bubs,

Would it be bad if I took him back

— Anonymous

To Harvey Y., 18,

I miss when you call me squiddo, I miss hanging out, the weekly sleepovers. All of it. But you were horrible to ppl and I was blind enough to let you do it for so long while actively defending you, your mental state is no excuse. I'm glad we aren't friends anymore, I'm proud that everyone you hurt felt safe enough to come to me, to forgive me. But part of me does miss you. You were my best friend. I hope you're doing better. I've even put this in my fav colour so on the off chance you see…

— Kay Y.

To L,

I swallowed like 5 melatonin pills, how am I supposed to sleep while he has been writing non stop. I sent him most of them, so this could either make or break it. Let's see what happens. AUEHHSBWHWHHAHA I might answer in a few hours OMG HE ANSWERED OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG L L L HE TOLD ME THAT THE SECOND HE WILL SEE ME IN PERSON HE WILL ASK ME TO ALLOW HIM TO BE MY BF. I CANT ACCESS THE WHOLE MESSAGE WITHOUT OPENING IT OMG OMG OMG L WHAT DO I DO HELP AHH IMA UPDATE ON WHAT MY MACHO MAN SAYS IN A…

— Her

To L,

OMFG HAHAHHA DYK HOW BAD I STARTED LAUGHING AT YOUR MESSAGE? I'M TRYING TO MOVE ON FROM KYRA BRO. Omg omg omg omg I sent him like, half of the notes. And then this huge paragraph and it's almost 3 am there. And HE READ THEM AS SOON AS I SENT THEM, AND TOLD ME TO GO TO SLEEP, SINCE IT'S LATE, AND THAT HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO BE TIRED TMRW. HIS EXACT MESSAGES OMG I'M GONNA EXPLODE WHAT DO I DO: "Btw I need you to sleep" "and I'll answer to every single one of them" L OMG I'M TOTALLY TELLING YOU…

— Her