what i meant

An unsent message to Carol

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To Carol,

What if you are shorter than me? I doubt it, but still...I fear being unable to handle the distance, I fear that I will need a guy who is extremely attentive and gentle, and loyal especially. How could I ask for more than what I am alr given? How? Whenever I speak, your lights shine and you lean into your arms, to listen carefully. You text every single morning. Without mistake. And it has been ts way for over 60 days now. You put sm effort. But if you put sm effort into me, then certainly you put effort ts fast into another girl as well? I'm scared. I'm scared that I'll be too much for you. I'm scared that my insecurities will ruin ts. Carol, please be patient with me. Do not take it as a fling.i am writing you a letter to open in the future. If in 1 yr we're tg, then open it.

— Her

52 min. ago 0
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To a,

why did u?

— Anonymous

17 min. ago 0

To Unknown L., 16, Crush

i wish i spoke to you that day. I have loved you for 719 days without rhyme or reason, and i will wait 719 more if that is what it takes to finally meet you

— Anonymous

25 min. ago 1

To Kennedy,

somehow, every day, I’m still reminded of you. To be honest, I miss you a lot. I do understand I stopped our friendship. On Halloween night I told you I liked you. On November 2 you texted me finally saying you didn’t like me. And you were just joking. I was already depressed, but it just got worse from there. I do know that you stalk my reposts to be honest I do too whatever. I hope you find somebody that loves you the way I did gosh the way I do. I don’t even know what’s going on with me…

— g.s

34 min. ago 0

To someone,

I’m not ready to go to college, but I’m so ready. I don’t know where I’m gonna live but I don’t get a choice

— Anonymous

35 min. ago 0

To Finn,

I really like you, but you're so confusing. I wish you'd just be clear.

— Anonymous

39 min. ago 1

To Carol,

What if you are shorter than me? I doubt it, but still...I fear being unable to handle the distance, I fear that I will need a guy who is extremely attentive and gentle, and loyal especially. How could I ask for more than what I am alr given? How? Whenever I speak, your lights shine and you lean into your arms, to listen carefully. You text every single morning. Without mistake. And it has been ts way for over 60 days now. You put sm effort. But if you put sm effort into me, then certainly you…

— Her

52 min. ago 0

To Carol,

I'm scared that you will not love me enough. I know it is a paradox, but you told me your past rs was with a girl, online, but that it only lasted 3 months. I am scared that you will take it for granted, and that you will not put enough effort. WHICH IS AWFUL BCS I CAN SEE YOU PUTTING SM EFFORT THAT IT IS INSANE I LITTERALLY TALK TO YOU 24/7 ...idk sorry I literally have trust issues and I can't control them, I wish I could. I'm scared that I will need a lot, and that, and that I will be unable…

— Her

58 min. ago 0

To L,

Nope I suck at it, I honestly can't even walk straight but I'll try to embarass him at least? YESS SURE WILL

— Her

1 hr. ago 0

To L,

do you scroll here every few hours? I noticed you talking to other notes.

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 1

To Ammar N., 16, Ex

I still hear your laugh and voice in my dreams from when i first heard it in 2025, I think of you every day and night. I want my future to be you and you alone even if it seems impossible or childish. I don't think I can ever get with another guy without guilt for loving you. I hope we meet face to face this time. I hope you think of me. And think of me when you see Ghost or something I loved. You always come and leave once I get addicted again. I will never EVER stop loving you. You will…

— Tuz Z.

2 hr. ago · I wish in the same place 0

To cai, Crush

hk isn't the same without you i yearn for you i like your last name MG i like your face, fluffy hair we have crossed paths without knowing each other but when can we actually meet... let the world see you shine, wish you the best in football

— hill

2 hr. ago · hong kong 0

To Maya,

I know girls love to be called beautiful, i am too scared to say it though (this is for my gf)

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 0

To maya, Ex

I took you for granted my beautiful girl

— S

2 hr. ago 2

To sylvester, Ex

u were loyal but that was it, u never got me flowers or called me beautiful or anything. ik u loved me but u never showed it. that's why i left, sylvester. if u had just showed me i mattered to u i would've stayed. in case u were wondering

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago 0

To Ben M., 18, Friend

Im writing this because i think its so cool on the off chance you would see this and go “no way is this about me” but you wont. What i wanted to day is I wish we were still friends, sorry things got messy. I was just mad at you after what you said after the day 2. Also i hope you liked the playlists I made for you. I tried to make this cryptic but it’s not really!

— Secretly K K.

3 hr. ago · Space lol 0

To Stranger,

Ah true true

— L

4 hr. ago 1

To Bethany G., Friend

I’ll never fully understand why you did what you did. Infact, it was part of the final score of all of my decision making at the time. I legit helped you in all of your worst times. Just for when I needed the help, you called me some of the worst things imaginable. I still go to therapy and I’ll NEVER be able to get over the harsh things you said and did. You would never see my side of things and you would even put me down over things too. Yet you were the one to say I reminded you of your…

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago · Ohio 0

To L,

Well there’s a lot of A names to be fair

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To ML,

I wish I could express how much you mean to me, but it would be weird since the love is one way.

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To Anna,

Girl sorry to interrupt but that ain’t ur full name thats ur first name

— L

5 hr. ago 1

To Her,

Wowiee are u good at ice skating too

— L

5 hr. ago 0

To Ray, Ex

I decided to start putting my full name on these, so u don’t ponder if it’s me. So u know IT IS from me. To show that I really do want u to reach out to me, that I do care about u and miss u with all my heart. Idk if I did something wrong for it to end this way, but I’m willing to help u or know what i did so we can be happy again together

— Anna

5 hr. ago 0

Gửi Her,

Ayyyy slay go get em classes tiger

— L

5 hr. ago 0

To Her,

Damn girl so u is a bully huh 😅😂

— L

5 hr. ago 0