what i meant

An unsent message to Sylvester

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To Sylvester,

So r we gonna pull her or no? lock in bro

— sylvester

3 hr. ago 0
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To Dante M., 22, Ex

You hurt me so much in a way that I should never forgive you, but I can't get my mind off you. I still think of what could've been if our circumstances were totally different. When I spoke to you, I genuinely felt like I was talking to my future husband. I wish I could play with your hair, kiss your soft lips, get lost in those grey eyes, have your voice waltz me into a stupor, and lie on your chest every single day. I wanna be there for you always, and you mean so, so much to me. You're the…

— nerdy girl C.

37 min. ago 0

To someone,

four more days. my costume is pretty good. im sorta excited for tom actually. but i feel like smths gonna mess it all up. but hey that would be my fault for ghosting everyone right! its weird bcs someone genuinely cares that its my bday soon and asked what i want. didnt know what to say, not used to ppl actually wanting to give me smth. also glad that i got an old friend back. i dont wnt to rethink what im about to do though.

— apple

2 hr. ago 0

To Matilda A., 15, Ex

You knew I was struggling, so you left me. The last thing you ever said to me was 'I love you'. Exactly a year later, I met someone who treats me right, and loves me in a way you wouldn't. I'm so happy and i can even listen to our song, and it doesn't hurt. I have everything I ever wanted and yet i still think of you sometimes. But i'm happy it's over now.

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago · Hampshire 0

To Adam H.,

I am quickly falling into some kind of love with you. But… You are so far away from me. I’m listening to you sleeping on the other end of the line now. Soft rhythmic breath keeping time in my head. I want you pressed against me like that. Warm and limp , in a dream. Safe in each other’s arms to watch the sun rise. I hope I can see you next year - live and in flesh. To touch you with more than just my words from the other side of the country. I want desperately to make you a coffee my dear.

— E.

3 hr. ago 0

To Maya, Friend

Ur a bitch

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To Sylvester,

So r we gonna pull her or no? lock in bro

— sylvester

3 hr. ago 0

To Me,

LOCK IN BRO WORK GET TO WORK STOP LOOKING AT RANDOM STUFF

— Her

5 hr. ago 1

To Waddesdon,

27/10/2022 i miss you so much, i miss your deep blue eyes, pale skin, long dark brown hair but most importantly I miss the chance I could have had with you that night at waddesdon manor. Idk where you are, you probably forgot about me, never got a name from you but everytime before i sleep i keep on thinking back to you, youre so beautiful. Pls find me on insta @27november2022_ i hope you didn't forget about me...

— E A.

5 hr. ago · United Kingdom 0

To L,

Aweee yes it isss🥹 Might try it as well tbh

— Her

6 hr. ago 1

To Sarahi E., Friend

I'm truly, deeply sorry about all the immature decisions I have made throughout all the years. Regret fills me everyday, it's unexplainable. I cannot believe the things I've done to you, to him, to those all around me. I'm so sorry for making you feel what you felt. I'm sorry for the unfair treatment I've brought. I truly am trying to better myself as a person. I want to treat those around me so greatly. However, this isn't about you. Thanks for being one of the dearest friends I've ever had.…

— AA

10 hr. ago 0

To Dad, Parent

Why are you doing this to yourself? You need help, but I suppose it's too late for that now. There is no fixing you. You want to be like this. You enjoy feeling miserable. What the fuck, why? I can't remember the times I'd look at you and feel only trust and comfort. I cannot fucking believe you'd raise your fist like that. Fuck you, I miss you. Even then, the you in the past, the one I remember and reminisce about, that's just an act. isn't it?

— AA

10 hr. ago 0

To Yasutora A., Ex

You should never be in a relationship, much less in a poly group. You're far too selfish.

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago · FL 0

To bella, 22, Crush

I have loved you longer than i've loved myself. I can't ruin this friendship but its always and always will be you bell

— ik you know

11 hr. ago 0

To Ray,

I am starting to think that I am the one who messed up somewhere, everyone says otherwise but the pit in my stomach tells me I’m right. I worry about u, and care about u. Yet you so harshly tell me u don’t want to talk to me. I cry over u and yearn for u. But if u want nothing to do with me and wish to leave me in the dark, at least make it up to our friends who u hurt along the way of hurting me too. I just want to make sure ur doing okay..especially since ik ur career takes a lot from u. I…

— Anna

11 hr. ago 0

To Evan, 20, Ex

If you asked me to tell you truthfully how I felt, I would tell you all of it

— D

11 hr. ago 1

To myself,

one day i will choose door one

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago 2

To my ex,

one day, i will hear your name and think of nothing. the sky will be blue, flowers will still bloom, and somewhere, you will be living a life i know nothing about.

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago 0

To Hadley, Crush

I need you to stop this back and forth. It’s too much for me to handle. I’ll always be here for you, just one call away. I miss how it used to be.

— B

12 hr. ago 0

To my ex,

i hadn't thought of you in days, maybe weeks. you had become a name i no longer searched for, a memory i no longer visited. then you walked past me, and suddenly i remembered everything. the sound of your voice, the warmth of your hand, the little things i thought i'd forgotten. you kept walking like you were just another person, while i stood there remembering what it felt like to be someone to you. and it's strange, how i didn't miss you until i saw you again. now you're gone, and…

— Anonymous

13 hr. ago 1

To Sydney,

I really thought you were someone different. You were my first friend in high school; I mean, we fought tooth and nail to be friends. I thought that meant more to you. Little did I know you were using my house as a hangout spot and didn't bother to tell me. I still hope you and her have a good friendship; you guys really deserve each other.

— Anonymous

13 hr. ago · reno, nevada 0

To someone,

it's strange how someone can know the way you take your coffee, the songs you play when you're sad, the things you never tell anyone and one day not know you at all.

— Anonymous

13 hr. ago 2

To my ex,

sometimes i still turn to tell you something. a joke, a thought, a moment from my day, something insignificant that you would've understood. then i remember. and the moment passes, as if you were never here. except for the little things that expect you to be.

— Anonymous

13 hr. ago 2

To Clarissa,

I wish I had never invited you home; that, in itself, may have ruined everything we had. I really saw who you were, and I realized that our friendship had run its course. It's bittersweet, but true. My mom saw it before I did. Maybe I could've enjoyed my ignorant bliss just a bit longer.

— Anonymous

13 hr. ago · Reno, Nevada 0

To Sawyer,

I’d sit on that bus for hours all over again, as long as I’m next to you and in your arms Ilysm Hockey Nerd forever and always.

— Movie Nerd

13 hr. ago 0