An unsent message to scout

To Sydney M, Crush

We'll probably never be something more than this. And I guess it doesn't bother you because you don't care all that much about me. This feeling of mine will pass too. I guess I'll just think of you as someone I once hoped I could know more about. See you around.

— A

To wes,

ur cute !!!

— Anonymous

To scout, Friend

i wish we were friends. i watch you from afar

— Anonymous

To summer, Crush

you are the only person in the world that makes me nervous

— Anonymous

To someone,

Why did so much spam happen bro

— Anonymous

To Ely, Ex

I don’t think you will ever understand how deeply I felt it. So I turn what remains to anger. if I hate you fiercely enough, perhaps I won’t love you anymore. I never stopped loving you, but i will always have too much pride to admit that. And ill never be stable enough to go one way or the other. You never loved me. not as I loved you. I will always yearn for “you.” or the you I made from hope. I loved your possibility more than your reality, the person you might have become, the person I…

— c

To myself, Myself

Its my birthday today and i have no one to celebrate it with.

— Anonymous

To Summer,

Just bought a container of La Mer so I can think of you whenever I put it on

— Anonymous

To sasha,

i wish you saw me the way i see you. you're amazing.

— Anonymous

To L,

Did you ever actually care?

— Anonymous

To sasha,

i like you

— Anonymous

To zephyr,

YES FUCK IT I WANT U AND IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS

— Anonymous

To julian,

i like talking to you even if were just talking nonsense the entire time. i like your honesty and how you remember even the small things ive said to you. you make my head hurt but its a pain i like. you're broke but rich in people adoring you. including me

— Anonymous

To wes,

my best friend i don’t need a fortnite token because you are my treasure

— Anonymous

To JADE, Friend

i smile whenever i see you on the tl. u made me laugh when i was having the shittest day of my life all cause my food was really bad which is not important right now so anyway i cant wait to get to know you more and force you to go on little adventures with me. genuinely the cutest and the most realest here... love you my love.

— Anonymous

To zephyr,

really good energy!

— Anonymous

To tucker,

i love talking to you 20 different ways and no one makes me laugh like you do. i think it'd be fun to get stranded on a deserted island together because we'd never get bored of each other and you could probably like cook the hell out of a coconut or something

— Anonymous

To JADE,

PLEASEEE COME THROUGH MY WINDOW TONIGHT

— Anonymous

To Bug, Crush

You keep venting to me abt how you’re gonna be alone your whole life, and it’s just funny because I can picture my whole life with you

— Anonymous

To summer,

i'm so excited for our movie night i might start shaking like a really happy and crusty little dog

— Anonymous

To ethan, Friend

I miss you really bad

— Anonymous

To Giuliana, Crush

it’s still you. I miss you, my Mizi. A year ago today, I made the worst decision. The reason is I was scared. I know it’s so fucking dumb but I had no idea you liked me back so I really just kept to myself. I always do seem to keep things to myself huh.. I thought it would ruin things between us and if anything I feel like this is just gonna make things worse. It’s you, it’s always been you, you are the only person I’ve ever truly loved. My friends are sick of my talking about you, my keyboard…

— K.C

To sasha,

is it clear to you now who you want?

— Anonymous