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To Brody, Friend

I don’t understand why you went away. I listened to you, kept your secrets like I swore I would, and helped you as best I could. I know I’ve always been kinda dumb but I miss your company. Why did you abandon us. We see you outside sometimes and we wonder what we did wrong. I miss those late night calls and stupid inside jokes . It was your cousin wasn’t it he took you from us didn’t he. Put some sort of twisted idea in your head. I still have the gifts you gave me. Every now and then I pick one up and silently mourn what could have been because I’m scared if I say it you’ll somehow find out.

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