An unsent message to citipati M.

To navya,

kill the demons

— v

To haley B., 16, Crush

you are my greatest treasure. my soul will forever dance w urs. i love you more than words can imagine baby. mwah.

— Anonymous

To ari A., 15, Ex

i know what we had is over. i'm okay w that. i've moved on, so have u. but i'll never forget us.

— Anonymous

To Myself,

I'm tired. Tired of feeling like I'm behind. Tired of yearning.

— Anonymous

Para Jumex G., 19: Ex

Te he estado soñando últimamente

— S S.

To Casey M., 20, Crush

Since you blocked me so much has happened. I miss being able to tell you. My wife told me she thinks that you blocked me because you feel the same. I hope that's true because damn I fell harder for you than anyone I've ever known and honestly I dont think I'll ever fall that hard again. I can't look at anyone the way I looked at you, I cant think of anyone the way I think of you. I know you'll never see this but I truly hope we can talk again.

— Not me.

Para Jumex G., 19: Ex

No me gusta saber que ya no. El frío llega a mis brazos y se me enchina la piel, pero ya no. No hay manera de llegar contigo. El otro día me vi en una situación que me estresó mucho, no sabía que hacer y estuve a punto de marcarte llorando para pedirte ayuda. Me contuve. ¿Qué pensarías de mí? Igual seguramente hubiera continuado en mi crisis nerviosa la hora y media que me tocó manejar a mi casa. O tal vez fue solo una hora. Lo sentí eterno. Es cierto que no puedo formular frases distintas y…

— S F.

To myself,

Today was my birthday, my neighbors , my son were the only to acknowledge it.. damn

— Anonymous

Para Jumex G., 18: Ex

Te quiero tanto preciosa... el otro día te escribí una carta y la tiré en el bote de basura del CIAP. En el de reciclaje, obvio. Esa nunca la verás, me gusta pensar que sí verás esta. Intento siempre pensarte menos, saber que me hiciste daño, indignarme por cosas viejas y nuevas que me cuentan. La gente habla mucho, pero ellos no sintieron el amor que yo sentí. Y tal vez no mienten. Pero ellos no sintieron el amor que yo sentí. Me pregunto muy seguido si es que tú sentías amor. Nunca me lo…

— S F.

To Oliver, Ex

Youre with her now. Cant say im not jealous. Cant say I didnt deserve this. I miss you oli. My aussie boy. Someday.

— L

To Z C., 25, Ex

I saw your message. I wish we talked it out better too. I miss you just the same. I still think about Greece. You're right, I won't reach out unless you do; I can't stand the idea of breaking no contact in a real way. I'd do anything to see you again. You're not blocked anymore. Just message me, I'll respond. If it is you on here, just tell me your flower name for me.

— J R.

To someone,

Sure as hell seems like it with you picking her up and cuddling in her bed.

— Anonymous

To Jimena,

I miss youuuu

— Anonymous

To Leen,

I remember wen we cried together on our bench

— Anonymous

To someone,

She’s not my fucking girlfriend.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Alex go to your girlfriend.

— Anonymous

To Shahid,

I still search my name on sites like these hoping I’d see a message from you. Not really sure why, though. I did mean it when I said I don’t want you to contact me again. I think a part of me hoped you’d be brave enough to fight it. But alas, you’re a coward, and I am too proud. We are not meant to be.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Dorky I really fucking need you right now. My sister is getting deployed.

— Anonymous

To God,

If you’re out there and you’re real, please don’t let me be pregnant I’m begging you.

— Anonymous

To harys, 18, Friend

tell me the truth

— Anonymous

To Kyra,

Oh well I see you've chosen that. Forever my ass hope I never have to see your fake goddamn self ever in my life. Ty for the manipulation now have fun w your new toy.

— Her

To someone,

Sometimes I read your letters, I still have every single one of them. I read them and remember what I lost. I forgot how good loving you was, how natural. I ruined it all so easily.

— Anonymous