To Evan, 20, Ex
I keep feeling like I’m pissing you off when I’m pissed off and then I get sad but it’s not even anything and I think too much, your silence scares me way too much
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
last part) I will be kind. I will be patient. I will extend understanding, even when it costs me something. But if someone insists on playing in my face despite that patience, kindness, and restraint, there is a very sharp side of me that will come out. And it's interesting because, when we were talking, you told me you wanted to see that side of me. Remember? I told you she doesn't come out often. And I told you that I know exactly how deeply I can cut when I've been pushed to that…
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt3) Guess who else I observed so carefully? Guess whose emotional temperature I constantly gauged? Guess whose moods I anticipated, whose reactions I calculated, and whose feelings I accommodated so they wouldn't dysregulate? For YEARS. I don't even have to answer that question because you already know. Even my restraint in not naming it outright at this stage of my post is an act of mercy. But I hope you understand that you shouldn't have to question the answer. It should be painfully…
— Anonymous
To Lise,
I’m sorry if I hurt you when I left, I needed to focus on my mental health but I still really do love you. I wish you well, love your princess
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt 2) I had to take care of her emotionally. I had to assume the blame, even when it wasn't mine, because otherwise, she would dysregulate. And when she wasn't okay, everyone paid for it. But guess what? I loved her. And this was my way of making sure she felt loved. I shrank myself to preserve her fragility. I accommodated her because it was easier than dealing with the consequences of her emotional instability. But that accommodation came at a tremendous cost. My personhood. My essence. Who I…
— Anonymous
To abdeldaïm,
you’re the closest anyone has ever stood to my soul, i love you in a way that feels deeper than words.
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt 1) Let's go alllll the way in, then. NUCLEAR. Because there's no going back. Not now. You want to talk about feelings? Let's talk about them. There's a reason you felt so familiar to me. And still do. You want to know why? Because you remind me of my mom. Growing up, I constantly had to gauge her emotional temperature so that, regardless of what she was feeling, I could adapt and remain safe. I became an expert at detecting moods, shifts, and the slightest nuances from a very young age…
— Anonymous
To Amr R., 17, Crush
When I first saw you I knew I was hooked , I have never seen you for nine years , but now everytime I look at you I feel complete, you complete me sweetheart, and I pray every night and day that you're my destiny. Sometimes I fear that my love for you will be beyond the limitations of my mere body and kill me , but I guess it's the best way to get killed. Especially by you.
— Anonymous
To Evan, 20,
If you’re anonymous writing in green notes talking to me I think you have the wrong guy, if not use my name and favorite color
— Anonymous
To Sir,
bubbs... have you decided yet? feelings arent necessary, yk. you see alot about me, thats why you are able to evaluate me with such colorful words! it seems like you might be getting tired though.... thats okay. im patient. anything to hear back from you sweets ;)
— Anonymous
To Evan, 20, Ex
I keep feeling like I’m pissing you off when I’m pissed off and then I get sad but it’s not even anything and I think too much, your silence scares me way too much
— Anonymous
To direct plz,
no more of this indirect shit. say it with your chest. i know you can. Ive seen plenty of your writings, so i know you can do it, i believe in you pooks ;)
— Anonymous
To mom,
you honestly make me want to die. i hate watching you treat my brother so kindly right in front of my fucking face. i wish you enjoyed being a mother, you make me feel guilty for being born. i promise to write you a check of exactly how much money you've had to spend on me so that you have absolutely jack shit to hold over my head
— daughter
To waitingggg,
ready for your response whenever you are since "I'm still going to respond to all your half assed attempts to be friends" unless the conclusion is obvious? lmk... i sense that there *might* be an advantage to things ambiguous... more maneuverability
— stillwaitngg
To Jimena,
Missing youuuu
— Anonymous
To someone,
a small part of me still misses you, and that makes me so uncomfortable. i wish you just killed me rather than leave me with all these memories.
— someone else
To Alice J., 19, Sibling
Never forget how brilliant you are.
— Anonymous
To nicholas w,
it's been a while since i wrote in here. i try not to think about it but it slips through here and there. right now, im in one of those "here and there" moments. i was just finishing up a craft ive been working on while listening to music, and one of our songs came on. it hit me weirdly, yk i don't ever listen to "our" music when im not with you. it creates this uneasy impending sense of doom feeling. i hate how badly you ruined a lot of music for me. i will always hate you for what you did to…
— maja k
To Tatum,
I’m looking up at the stars right now, I hope you’re still as in love with them as you use to be. I love you. You’re as pretty as any constellation could want to be.
— Xander
To Sullivan W,
I love you. My phone broke and I lost your info, but I'm still your Tea, Nomi.
— Anonymous
To punk,
pull the trigger and lets finish this
— mouthy
To punk,
then go on then! leave! no need to wait for me since my efforts are so "half assed and one-sided". i trust you, your judgements and your perception on the situation. it sounds like you have all the info you need to make a good decision, right?
— mouthy
To Carol,
You told me "goodnight beautiful" and my heart skipped a beat. It was the first time I told u I had an ed. And yet you made it seem so...natural? I didnt feel guilty in the least.
— Her
To bhoomi,
i dont want to be friends anymore. i stopped wanting to when i slowly saw how one-sided it was. i didnt expect a lot from you, but i wish you didnt lie and blame me. im still going to respond to all your half assed attempts to be friends but my respect for you is dwindling and i saw how you treated nandini and raavee and khyati and khushi and how you're treating me now with mansi. hate you forever
— Anonymous
To dadu,
im going to get myself back up. im going to do it for you
— Anonymous