To Alice J., 19, Sibling
Never forget how brilliant you are.
— Anonymous
To Sir,
bubbs... have you decided yet? feelings arent necessary, yk. you see alot about me, thats why you are able to evaluate me with such colorful words! it seems like you might be getting tired though.... thats okay. im patient. anything to hear back from you sweets ;)
— Anonymous
To Evan, 20, Ex
I keep feeling like I’m pissing you off when I’m pissed off and then I get sad but it’s not even anything and I think too much, your silence scares me way too much
— Anonymous
To direct plz,
no more of this indirect shit. say it with your chest. i know you can. Ive seen plenty of your writings, so i know you can do it, i believe in you pooks ;)
— Anonymous
To mom,
you honestly make me want to die. i hate watching you treat my brother so kindly right in front of my fucking face. i wish you enjoyed being a mother, you make me feel guilty for being born. i promise to write you a check of exactly how much money you've had to spend on me so that you have absolutely jack shit to hold over my head
— daughter
To waitingggg,
ready for your response whenever you are since "I'm still going to respond to all your half assed attempts to be friends" unless the conclusion is obvious? lmk... i sense that there *might* be an advantage to things ambiguous... more maneuverability
— stillwaitngg
To Jimena,
Missing youuuu
— Anonymous
To someone,
a small part of me still misses you, and that makes me so uncomfortable. i wish you just killed me rather than leave me with all these memories.
— someone else
To Alice J., 19, Sibling
Never forget how brilliant you are.
— Anonymous
To nicholas w,
it's been a while since i wrote in here. i try not to think about it but it slips through here and there. right now, im in one of those "here and there" moments. i was just finishing up a craft ive been working on while listening to music, and one of our songs came on. it hit me weirdly, yk i don't ever listen to "our" music when im not with you. it creates this uneasy impending sense of doom feeling. i hate how badly you ruined a lot of music for me. i will always hate you for what you did to…
— maja k
To Tatum,
I’m looking up at the stars right now, I hope you’re still as in love with them as you use to be. I love you. You’re as pretty as any constellation could want to be.
— Xander
To Sullivan W,
I love you. My phone broke and I lost your info, but I'm still your Tea, Nomi.
— Anonymous
To punk,
pull the trigger and lets finish this
— mouthy
To punk,
then go on then! leave! no need to wait for me since my efforts are so "half assed and one-sided". i trust you, your judgements and your perception on the situation. it sounds like you have all the info you need to make a good decision, right?
— mouthy
To Carol,
You told me "goodnight beautiful" and my heart skipped a beat. It was the first time I told u I had an ed. And yet you made it seem so...natural? I didnt feel guilty in the least.
— Her
To bhoomi,
i dont want to be friends anymore. i stopped wanting to when i slowly saw how one-sided it was. i didnt expect a lot from you, but i wish you didnt lie and blame me. im still going to respond to all your half assed attempts to be friends but my respect for you is dwindling and i saw how you treated nandini and raavee and khyati and khushi and how you're treating me now with mansi. hate you forever
— Anonymous
To dadu,
im going to get myself back up. im going to do it for you
— Anonymous
To Tatum,
I just got ft with your mom, she was showing me pictures and she pulled out THE dock picture. I forgot that existed, god that was so amazing. She looks rough, I feel really bad, I might have thanksgiving at your place like old times. Remember when we use to go out in the corn field and stargaze? God I miss you. I’m starting to forget your face and the pictures really reinforced that. I love you so fuckin much
— Xander
To someone,
It’s all my fucking fault. If I would’ve just been nicer, if I would’ve just let her stay, if I would’ve just shut the fuck up she’d still be here.
— Anonymous
To someone,
I thought it was all a huge nightmare and that she was fine and just ignoring me
— Anonymous
To someone,
I don’t think I told you this because I haven’t told anybody. Tatum and I were fighting, and kinda not talking, that night I came home, she was at my house I was upset she was there and told her to leave, she kept apologizing for what she did and I told her I wasn’t going to ever forgive her.
— Anonymous
To someone,
Because I didn’t think it was real. I didn’t believe it actually happened for months. I’d still text her and actually got mad and thought she was ghosting me, it was like December when it finally it me and I hardly went to school after that.
— Anonymous
To my headache,
it will never be enough, will it? i talk to tons of people all day and know how to navigate this shit. its literally my job if i don't give exactly what you want, then I'm a bitch, I'm cruel, i don't understand, and on and on and on. yet, when i leave, that's when you seem to "love" me the most and the best, apparently... why is that? is it because the idea of me is easier to shape the further away i am? the images, poetry, and symbols are easier to tolerate (and shape and curate) than living…
— mouthy
To someone,
Like the 26th was our dumb Halloween dance then the next day she passes and it’s never mentioned or anything, I still just don’t understand I hate to try and act like I’m accusing you of anything because I’m not grief hits everyone differently it’s just something I’ve always found confusing. I remember that week vividly and I did end up becoming sick a couple days later but still I never saw a change in you, maybe I was blind.
— Anonymous
To someone,
I’m not trying to say anything at all it’s just kind of weird that you never reacted at school or told any of us I mean you went to school a day after it happened and no one noticed how?
— Anonymous