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To Flower,

He loved flowers. Their delicate petals, vivid colors, and sweet fragrance. He especially loved them in full bloom.So he brought one home. But flowers are living things. They needed water, sunlight, patience. Some days they droop. Some days they refused to bloom. They have thorns, changing seasons, and needs of their own. He grew frustrated. He wanted its beauty, not its demands. Its sweetness, not its imperfections. Eventually, he stopped tending to it. And when it wilted, he blamed the flower. So he bought a portrait instead. And there it was. Beautiful. Perfectly still. Forever blooming. Never asking for anything. He admired it every day. But no matter how closely he leaned in, he could never smell its fragrance again. He didn’t want a flower. He wanted a picture of one.

— Anonymous

27 min. ago 0
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To someone,

Why were you the one to identify the body and not her mom? Or her other family members? Just because you were the last person to see her doesn’t mean a 13 year old should identify a body that doesn’t make sense

— Anonymous

3 min. ago 0

To Is this it,

Is this the decision?! Finally? Give me a clear sign and I’ll go. Right away

— Anonymous

10 min. ago 0

To someone,

Never fucking talk to me again.

— Anonymous

26 min. ago 0

To Flower,

He loved flowers. Their delicate petals, vivid colors, and sweet fragrance. He especially loved them in full bloom.So he brought one home. But flowers are living things. They needed water, sunlight, patience. Some days they droop. Some days they refused to bloom. They have thorns, changing seasons, and needs of their own. He grew frustrated. He wanted its beauty, not its demands. Its sweetness, not its imperfections. Eventually, he stopped tending to it. And when it wilted, he blamed the…

— Anonymous

27 min. ago 0

To Sam, 16, Ex

im sorry sam. i wish i'd never hurt you like i did. i think of you when the games you played are mentioned. Especially artists you liked make me think of you. i cant listen to linkin park without tearing up. You're an amazing guitarist too, never give up on that. i hope youre doing well

— N K.

2 hr. ago 0

To Ilona V., 18, Friend

Thank you for being the only support during the years in that school. I know it must've been rough for you too. I wish i had the courage to text you again. I feel guilty everytime i think of you. I didn't mean to overwhelm you. My sadness and anxiety overwhelmed me. I'm sorry i didnt think about your feelings and thoughts more carefully. Maybe we'll talk again someday, maybe not. I'll miss you older "sibling". I still think you're the coolest person i've ever met with the coolest hair. I even…

— Anonymous

2 hr. ago · Vantaa 0

To someone,

Alex I didn’t say that Oml that’s why I’m done using this website there’s no way to know who’s saying what I’m so done with this stupid bullshit and your stupid bullshit I don’t care

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Genuinely what the fuck dude. I can’t believe you said that. You know damn well I’ve talked about her for years how the fuck could you say that

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To my ex, 18,

You said you "kinda just lost it," but I still think about you every day. You said you'd still consider me a friend and that you couldn't just block me out of your life because your family still thinks I'm great. Even though you don't hate me, I can tell you want nothing to do with me now. Before I blocked you everywhere after our breakup, you reached out asking to play games together. I felt like nothing more than someone you felt forced to keep in contact with. I had nightmares about you…

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To someone,

It feels fake because you don’t know the full thing, I don’t remember a lot of it because I blacked it out.

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To someone,

You’re actually really fucking shitty for that dude. Why would I fucking lie about that.

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Something feels so wrong about this idk if you’re lying or what the fuck you’re doing but it feels so fake as if you are role playing and none of it’s real

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To Diana, 21, Ex

Nope. That’s why I said something. Guess you have to find a new place to talk about me though. Maybe a journal?

— Evan

5 hr. ago 1

To Evan, 20, Ex

That was actually you? Now I’m embarrassed

— Diana

5 hr. ago 1

To Diana, 21, Ex

I saw all your notes to me in purple. Im not ready to leave her yet.

— Evan

5 hr. ago 1

To myself,

i hope your dreams came true

— Anonymous

6 hr. ago 0

To Mikey, 19,

QUIT TRYING TO TEXT ME I MADE MYSELF CLEAR!!

— Anonymous

9 hr. ago 0

To my parent,

i still don't forgive you for that day i ripped my homework. i was in 4th grade. you got so made at me for ripping that sheet of paper that you threw a glass jar of rocks at me, cutting and bruising my body badly while getting glass all over the bed and floor. you took my wired mouse and whipped me with the cord, leaving heavy, swollen, bruises and bursting blood vessels while i was screaming at you to stop and that i was sorry. i remember how badly it burned. i don't forgive you for this and…

— Anonymous

10 hr. ago 0

To Z, Friend

Maybe I secretly wish you liked girls.

— Anonymous

10 hr. ago 2

To V,

Idk if ur gonna see this, but I'm like sooooo afraid that I'm annoying you and that our relationship is drifting apart cause of me. I'm sooo afraid, I wanna cry, but like I'm holding it together for now. I love you soooo much. Ur probs not even gonna see this fr fr

— Joseph Badal

10 hr. ago 0

To noorania,

You are my peace in this troubled world, I love you more than you can imagine. I love and cherish your littles face expressions and your softness. Life feels easy with you.

— your fishel

11 hr. ago 0

To ok lets go,

last part) I will be kind. I will be patient. I will extend understanding, even when it costs me something. But if someone insists on playing in my face despite that patience, kindness, and restraint, there is a very sharp side of me that will come out. And it's interesting because, when we were talking, you told me you wanted to see that side of me. Remember? I told you she doesn't come out often. And I told you that I know exactly how deeply I can cut when I've been pushed to that…

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago 0

To ok lets go,

pt3) Guess who else I observed so carefully? Guess whose emotional temperature I constantly gauged? Guess whose moods I anticipated, whose reactions I calculated, and whose feelings I accommodated so they wouldn't dysregulate? For YEARS. I don't even have to answer that question because you already know. Even my restraint in not naming it outright at this stage of my post is an act of mercy. But I hope you understand that you shouldn't have to question the answer. It should be painfully…

— Anonymous

11 hr. ago 0

To Lise,

I’m sorry if I hurt you when I left, I needed to focus on my mental health but I still really do love you. I wish you well, love your princess

— Anonymous

12 hr. ago 0