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To someone,

Why were you the one to identify the body and not her mom? Or her other family members? Just because you were the last person to see her doesn’t mean a 13 year old should identify a body that doesn’t make sense

— Anonymous

52 min. ago 0
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To someone,

None of this makes any sense

— Anonymous

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To someone,

I also don’t understand why it matters to you? She was my best friend

— Anonymous

1 min. ago 0

To someone,

I’ll go back to hand writing them. I didn’t think you even checked this anymore. And I write them here because it’s nice to get out. Maybe I still carry a shit mass of guilt over what happened

— Anonymous

2 min. ago 0

To someone,

Okay so you’ll for some reason write letters to her on this website knowing I’ll see but not tell me her last name again?

— Anonymous

4 min. ago 0

To someone,

I’m done talking about it. It was my fucking fault okay that’s all you need to know

— Anonymous

8 min. ago 0

To Studying,

Study so you can chill tn come on

— Her

12 min. ago 0

To Studying,

I'm gonna cry, I don't want to do this anymore let me read my books and draw and travel and do what I love, I am done I don't want to waste everuthing doing ts

— Her

12 min. ago 0

To someone,

What was her last name again?

— Anonymous

13 min. ago 0

To someone,

To be honest I don’t remember much from that night or the months after. I just our remember our argument, kicking her out then saying that’s Tatum, and her eyes

— Anonymous

23 min. ago 0

To someone,

I don’t remember everything. I blocked a lot of it out.

— Anonymous

27 min. ago 0

To Goob, Ex

If you’re looking for closure here it is. I choose her… what we had was special but she is the love of my life. It took losing her to learn how badly I treated her and how much she loved me anyways. Out of care for her we have to close this door my angel. All the way.

— A

29 min. ago 0

To someone,

I don’t want to think about it anymore. It didn’t look like her at all except her clothes and eyes

— Anonymous

29 min. ago 0

To someone,

That makes no sense.

— Anonymous

32 min. ago 0

To someone,

Her parents were there too. I was last to see her and knew what she was wearing, it was disfigured. I really don’t want to think about it.

— Anonymous

35 min. ago 0

To someone,

three more days. people rlly are going through so much i realize. so uh whoevers reading this ur doing a great job and, even if it doesnt seem like it now, it will get better. yeah! yall got this anyways. three more days and ill be fckn free of all this. honestly, everything is piling up and im so so tired. ill be able to see my friends for one last time tom before uh yeah. take care of yourselves. idk i js want to try to help some random stranger maybe.

— apple

48 min. ago 0

To someone,

Why were you the one to identify the body and not her mom? Or her other family members? Just because you were the last person to see her doesn’t mean a 13 year old should identify a body that doesn’t make sense

— Anonymous

52 min. ago 0

To Is this it,

Is this the decision?! Finally? Give me a clear sign and I’ll go. Right away

— Anonymous

59 min. ago 0

To someone,

Never fucking talk to me again.

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Flower,

He loved flowers. Their delicate petals, vivid colors, and sweet fragrance. He especially loved them in full bloom.So he brought one home. But flowers are living things. They needed water, sunlight, patience. Some days they droop. Some days they refused to bloom. They have thorns, changing seasons, and needs of their own. He grew frustrated. He wanted its beauty, not its demands. Its sweetness, not its imperfections. Eventually, he stopped tending to it. And when it wilted, he blamed the…

— Anonymous

1 hr. ago 0

To Sam, 16, Ex

im sorry sam. i wish i'd never hurt you like i did. i think of you when the games you played are mentioned. Especially artists you liked make me think of you. i cant listen to linkin park without tearing up. You're an amazing guitarist too, never give up on that. i hope youre doing well

— N K.

3 hr. ago 0

To Ilona V., 18, Friend

Thank you for being the only support during the years in that school. I know it must've been rough for you too. I wish i had the courage to text you again. I feel guilty everytime i think of you. I didn't mean to overwhelm you. My sadness and anxiety overwhelmed me. I'm sorry i didnt think about your feelings and thoughts more carefully. Maybe we'll talk again someday, maybe not. I'll miss you older "sibling". I still think you're the coolest person i've ever met with the coolest hair. I even…

— Anonymous

3 hr. ago · Vantaa 0

To someone,

Alex I didn’t say that Oml that’s why I’m done using this website there’s no way to know who’s saying what I’m so done with this stupid bullshit and your stupid bullshit I don’t care

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 0

To someone,

Genuinely what the fuck dude. I can’t believe you said that. You know damn well I’ve talked about her for years how the fuck could you say that

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0

To my ex, 18,

You said you "kinda just lost it," but I still think about you every day. You said you'd still consider me a friend and that you couldn't just block me out of your life because your family still thinks I'm great. Even though you don't hate me, I can tell you want nothing to do with me now. Before I blocked you everywhere after our breakup, you reached out asking to play games together. I felt like nothing more than someone you felt forced to keep in contact with. I had nightmares about you…

— Anonymous

5 hr. ago 0