To myself,
i hope your dreams came true
— Anonymous
To Evan, 20,
Ex
I really did try to move on from you because, well self respect, and ofc I’m not who you wanted, but now I’m not sure what you want and it’s making it hard to keep pretending I moved on, but in the same vein I told you I’d wait when we broke up so I feel like you already know I haven’t, but I also haven’t really brought up any of my feelings beyond that because I don’t want to cause discomfort, I can hide my feelings and I can treat you only like a friend if that’s really what you want, I’ve…
— Anonymous
To Mikey, 19,
QUIT TRYING TO TEXT ME I MADE MYSELF CLEAR!!
— Anonymous
To my parent,
i still don't forgive you for that day i ripped my homework. i was in 4th grade. you got so made at me for ripping that sheet of paper that you threw a glass jar of rocks at me, cutting and bruising my body badly while getting glass all over the bed and floor. you took my wired mouse and whipped me with the cord, leaving heavy, swollen, bruises and bursting blood vessels while i was screaming at you to stop and that i was sorry. i remember how badly it burned. i don't forgive you for this and…
— Anonymous
To Z,
Friend
Maybe I secretly wish you liked girls.
— Anonymous
To V,
Idk if ur gonna see this, but I'm like sooooo afraid that I'm annoying you and that our relationship is drifting apart cause of me. I'm sooo afraid, I wanna cry, but like I'm holding it together for now. I love you soooo much. Ur probs not even gonna see this fr fr
— Joseph Badal
To noorania,
You are my peace in this troubled world, I love you more than you can imagine. I love and cherish your littles face expressions and your softness. Life feels easy with you.
— your fishel
To ok lets go,
last part) I will be kind. I will be patient. I will extend understanding, even when it costs me something.
But if someone insists on playing in my face despite that patience, kindness, and restraint, there is a very sharp side of me that will come out. And it's interesting because, when we were talking, you told me you wanted to see that side of me. Remember? I told you she doesn't come out often. And I told you that I know exactly how deeply I can cut when I've been pushed to that…
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt3) Guess who else I observed so carefully? Guess whose emotional temperature I constantly gauged? Guess whose moods I anticipated, whose reactions I calculated, and whose feelings I accommodated so they wouldn't dysregulate?
For YEARS.
I don't even have to answer that question because you already know.
Even my restraint in not naming it outright at this stage of my post is an act of mercy. But I hope you understand that you shouldn't have to question the answer. It should be painfully…
— Anonymous
To Lise,
I’m sorry if I hurt you when I left, I needed to focus on my mental health but I still really do love you. I wish you well, love your princess
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt 2) I had to take care of her emotionally. I had to assume the blame, even when it wasn't mine, because otherwise, she would dysregulate. And when she wasn't okay, everyone paid for it. But guess what? I loved her. And this was my way of making sure she felt loved. I shrank myself to preserve her fragility. I accommodated her because it was easier than dealing with the consequences of her emotional instability. But that accommodation came at a tremendous cost. My personhood. My essence. Who I…
— Anonymous
To abdeldaïm,
you’re the closest anyone has ever stood to my soul, i love you in a way that feels deeper than words.
— Anonymous
To ok lets go,
pt 1) Let's go alllll the way in, then. NUCLEAR. Because there's no going back. Not now.
You want to talk about feelings? Let's talk about them. There's a reason you felt so familiar to me. And still do. You want to know why? Because you remind me of my mom. Growing up, I constantly had to gauge her emotional temperature so that, regardless of what she was feeling, I could adapt and remain safe. I became an expert at detecting moods, shifts, and the slightest nuances from a very young age…
— Anonymous
To Amr R., 17,
Crush
When I first saw you I knew I was hooked , I have never seen you for nine years , but now everytime I look at you I feel complete, you complete me sweetheart, and I pray every night and day that you're my destiny.
Sometimes I fear that my love for you will be beyond the limitations of my mere body and kill me , but I guess it's the best way to get killed.
Especially by you.
— Anonymous
To Sir,
bubbs... have you decided yet? feelings arent necessary, yk. you see alot about me, thats why you are able to evaluate me with such colorful words!
it seems like you might be getting tired though.... thats okay. im patient. anything to hear back from you sweets ;)
— Anonymous
To Evan, 20,
Ex
I keep feeling like I’m pissing you off when I’m pissed off and then I get sad but it’s not even anything and I think too much, your silence scares me way too much
— Anonymous
To direct plz,
no more of this indirect shit. say it with your chest. i know you can. Ive seen plenty of your writings, so i know you can do it, i believe in you pooks ;)
— Anonymous
To mom,
you honestly make me want to die. i hate watching you treat my brother so kindly right in front of my fucking face. i wish you enjoyed being a mother, you make me feel guilty for being born. i promise to write you a check of exactly how much money you've had to spend on me so that you have absolutely jack shit to hold over my head
— daughter
To waitingggg,
ready for your response whenever you are since "I'm still going to respond to all your half assed attempts to be friends" unless the conclusion is obvious? lmk... i sense that there *might* be an advantage to things ambiguous... more maneuverability
— stillwaitngg
To Jimena,
Missing youuuu
— Anonymous
To someone,
a small part of me still misses you, and that makes me so uncomfortable. i wish you just killed me rather than leave me with all these memories.
— someone else
To Alice J., 19,
Sibling
Never forget how brilliant you are.
— Anonymous
To nicholas w,
it's been a while since i wrote in here. i try not to think about it but it slips through here and there. right now, im in one of those "here and there" moments. i was just finishing up a craft ive been working on while listening to music, and one of our songs came on. it hit me weirdly, yk i don't ever listen to "our" music when im not with you. it creates this uneasy impending sense of doom feeling. i hate how badly you ruined a lot of music for me. i will always hate you for what you did to…
— maja k
To Tatum,
I’m looking up at the stars right now, I hope you’re still as in love with them as you use to be. I love you. You’re as pretty as any constellation could want to be.
— Xander
That's every note on the wall.
Maybe yours is the next one.